Chapter 151: Farewell, My Dear Homeland
Wine is sad to leave the homeland, and thousands of pride are sad. Li Yuxin walked out of the hotel with elegant steps under the support of Cheng Chen, he regarded Cheng Chen beside him as his beloved woman, put his head on her shoulder, and gave himself to her with confidence......
In the early morning, the faint light of the sky was reflected on the thin curtains, like the beating wings of an angel, and Li Yuxin's fragmented memory couldn't think of where he slept where. He was sure that this was not his home, nor was it Ou Tingting's room. He moved his body slightly, the soft bed was too comfortable to move, and he touched the sides of his body with his hands, making sure that only he closed his eyes with confidence. The light from the roof shone on the bed, and he stopped thinking about where it was.
He didn't know that Cheng Chen had left his side early, and he didn't know that Cheng Chen had hurried back to his home......
Li Yuxin slept until the sun was dazzling, and when he walked out of the door, he knew that this was the Guozhou Hotel in the five-star garden.
Li Yuxin took the bus back home, for him who didn't return overnight, his parents didn't seem to bother to ask, his son is no longer a child when he is older, he has his own ideas, he also has his own friends, and adults should let go. Li Yuxin told his parents that he was going to leave Nanchong to work in Guangdong the day after tomorrow, but his parents didn't say anything, just looked at him silently, and finally his mother took his hand and said, "Don't worry, we will take good care of ourselves." ”
Li Yuxin choked back his tears and nodded.
In the afternoon, his mother bought him a suitcase, his father bought him some fruits, and the family helped pack his luggage, which was Li Yuxin's second trip south.
For the next few days, the three of them didn't go anywhere, and sat together together quietly as a family in the hut, and happily ate a few decent meals.
In the evening, Li Yuxin took out his mobile phone and held back the melancholy in his heart, the message he wanted to send to Ou Tingting was sent to Ye Wei's PHS, so Ye Wei replied with a message: Where is it? I'm coming to you.
Li Yuxin could only make mistakes and go with his hair shut: Moon Pavilion in Binjiang Park.
The river breeze is Yanyan, and the virtue is warm and fragrant. Outside the Mochizuki Pavilion, smoke continued.
Li Yuxin met him at night, saying goodbye, talking about sentimentality, and thinking about his hometown with a touch of spring silk. Ye Wei's mood was also a little low, when she learned that Li Yuxin would send him to the south tomorrow, although she was reluctant in her heart, she couldn't do anything, it was all a world of small people, and no one could help anyone.
She reluctantly joked, "If one day, will you marry me?" ”
Li Yuxin didn't dare to take it, this promise was too big, he couldn't afford to make such a joke.
Ye Wei smiled faintly, a little sad, a little sad. She didn't even dare to mention that if I had a child, would you want me? She knows that love is a matter of two people, and making love is just a physiological need, and when one day two people go directly to the theme without kissing, the so-called love is no longer love, but a game between men and women, a pure physiological vent.
Li Yuxin looked at her, and a trace of pity arose in his heart, if there was no Ou Tingting's arrival, would he marry her? Li Yuxin never thought about this question, because he had never taken this woman seriously, he didn't even know what she really thought, he didn't know whether she loved him or his body? Li Yuxin never wanted to pass, what did Ye Wei need. Not only did Li Yuxin not figure it out, but Ye Wei herself didn't figure it out either, it was just to take revenge on Tian Zhigang, how could she be a little reluctant now?
The disorder of thoughts allows the mistakes to continue to extend, love and sex are equally chaotic, the same mood is lost, and the same world is lost.
Ye Wei didn't give up the last night of time alone with him, her heart needed to be filled, and her physiology needed to be soothed. Li Yuxin didn't refuse, he also needs the comfort of his soul......
When Ou Tingting finally mustered up the courage to call, Li Yuxin's mobile phone was in a silent state, three times in a row, no one answered, Ou Tingting was nervous but there was nothing she could do, she was always embarrassed to run to Li Yuxin's house to embarrass herself, even if she loved, she would not love so humbly, even if she wanted to hate, she had to hate openly and boldly! At this time, she hated Li Yuxin's ruthlessness, since you didn't answer my call, then I didn't listen to your explanation, so Xinyiheng directly pressed the shutdown button.
Li Yuxin took advantage of the gap after the cloud and rain, picked up the mobile phone, when he saw the three missed calls, his heart began to beat wildly, he glanced at Ye Wei, who had fallen asleep, secretly hiding in the bathroom and calling back, but the other party's phone had been turned off, he looked at the mobile phone silently, sat on the toilet lid boredly, stared blankly at the white porcelain, and remained motionless......
Time passed little by little, and Li Yuxin sat until dawn. When Ye Wei woke up, she didn't know what was happening, there was no consolation, no grinding, only a silent sigh. Ye Wei could only lie on the bed and continue to pretend to be asleep, pretending to be asleep without knowing it.
Li Yuxin still didn't wait for the phone to come, he had to send a string of short messages to tell her: Tingting, at noon today, I will travel far away, I hope to cherish myself, Yuxin.
After a few words, but there was no response, Li Yuxin returned to the bed again, holding the mobile phone but not meeting his eyes. He was afraid that the message sent by Ou Tingting would be missed again, so he made up his mind that "I would rather not sleep than lose", and opened his eyes and began to wait for a long time.
The spring rain is pouring down, and the raindrops are beating on the windows, softly telling you the breath of spring......
Outside the car window, his parents waved their hands from afar, and in the car window, Li Yuxin shed tears and said goodbye. The same farewell is all through the car window, and all kinds of friendship are happiness.
can be the heart of parents all over the world, and know that the wanderer cherishes farewell.
Farewell, my dearest homeland, farewell, my dearest parents. Wherever I am, my dearest one, I will keep you in mind.
Li Yuxin silently sang the song written on the toilet seat late at night in his heart: "Dear people, I will part, the distance is the journey of life, the near place is your shadow, for the ideal, for the sake of life, I will leave you." It's not that I ruthlessly abandoned you, it's just that I can't bear to let parting hang on to tears. ”
Li Yuxin sang and cried, the originally underdeveloped tear ducts surged at this time, and the tears fell down his cheeks, he quickly wiped the teardrops on his face, and did not let the neighbors laugh. Li Yuxin took the opportunity to go to the toilet and secretly hid in the crack of the carriage and continued to hum the song in his heart. The aisles of the train were crowded with migrant workers heading south, who, like Li Yuxin, had left their hometowns and set off towards their dreams.
The train slowly moved away from the warm platform and along the icy tracks into the distance.