170- Love is something that torments people
Speaking of Liu Zhifeng, Xi Xi fell into his dream again, and the result was more chaotic and clueless than the first time, but instead of solving the doubts, she was also injured by the woman in his dream. Xi Xi felt very depressed about this, and felt that he had no face to see Liu Zhifeng, but Liu Zhifeng didn't care, as if he had no previous troubles at all.
Not only that, after falling asleep for the second time, Liu Zhifeng began to officially pursue Xi Xi, no longer just confessing like the first time, he sent her to school every day, picked her up from school, invited her to eat and sent flowers.
Every time Xi Xi was with him, it was as sweet as honey, but as soon as he left, he began to regret it, and when he attacked again, she was completely powerless, and her brain was so confused that he said what was what, and even the first kiss was inadvertently snatched away.
After such a repetition, Xi Xi was tortured, and she would rather the two of them just be a little ambiguous like before. Now in such a relationship, she greedily wants to get closer to him, and on the other hand, she tells herself to refuse.
She really wanted to throw herself into his arms and say I do, I really want to be his girlfriend, but she always minded Shen Yuexin's existence, and also minded the woman in his dream, if she didn't solve these mysteries, she couldn't be with him with peace of mind, she felt like a junior who had robbed other people's feelings.
She was more afraid, afraid that if she accepted him, when she was very happy to be his girlfriend, one day Shen Yuexin suddenly appeared and snatched back everything she had now, so she would be in pain, and would rather not have it. She admits that she is cowardly, but she just doesn't have enough confidence to accept his kindness.
Xi Xi finally realized Yu Xiaole's pain of wanting to love but not being able to love.
Yu Xiaole hesitated for a long time, but still called He Bin's phone and asked him to have dinner together. This time, He Bin did not hesitate, she chose the time and place, and he pushed the party to accompany her.
Because of Xi Xi, he carefully observed Yu Xiaole and found that although she was pretending to be energetic, she was a little haggard, and he couldn't help but worry.
"Xiaole, how are you doing lately?" He asked tentatively.
"That's good." She struggled to make herself smile naturally.
"Then why do you suddenly want to see me?"
Yu Xiaole pretended to be displeased and said: "I asked you out if I wanted to see you, can't I date you if it's okay?" Why are we not friends when I leave my job? ”
He Bin said seriously: "Xiaole, my heart for you has never changed because of your departure, as long as you bring up anything, I will help you if you can, don't hide it from me, go find some strangers." People are unpredictable, only I will not harm you, I only hope you are well. ”
"Me too, if I'm not by your side, you have to take good care of yourself, don't be willful and do your body. Only health is your own, no one can take it away, you have to take care of it. Yu Xiaole advised.
"I know."
"He Bin!" When they were separated, Yu Xiaole suddenly stopped him.
"What's wrong?" Seeing that she didn't speak, he added, "I don't need to hide it, just say anything." ”
"I ...... I want to hug you. Yu Xiaole plucked up the courage to say what was in his heart.
"This ......" He Bin didn't understand her intention for a while. It's just his hesitation that made Yu Xiaole retreat.
"I'm sorry I didn't say."
"Little Fun!" Knowing that she had misunderstood, He Bin pulled her into his arms, "Hug it, you can hold it for as long as you want." ”
"He Bin, my current company is very busy, and I may not have time to contact you often in the future." Yu Xiaole leaned on his arms and said.
"It's okay, I'll contact you as soon as I have time." He Bin comforted, "If you have time, you can go back, and if you don't have time, don't pay attention to me." I still say the same thing, if you really can't hold on, quit, and I'll support you. ”
"Hmm." Yu Xiaole left his embrace and took two steps back, "But I still want to rely on myself, I'll go back first, don't send me." ”
"No, I'm not at ease if you go back alone. Well, if you're afraid of being seen, I'll send you near your house. ”
"Okay."
Finally, the special medicine couldn't save Yu Xiaole, and at dinner time, she fainted at home. Zhu Yong thought she was just tired, and carried her into the room to rest, until the corner of her mouth spilled blood, he realized the seriousness of the problem, and sent her to the hospital in the town, and then urgently transferred to the First People's Hospital.
Dean Zhao looked at Zhu Yong and explained Yu Xiaole's situation to him, and asked them to choose Yu Xiaole's follow-up treatment plan.
Sure enough, as Yu Xiaole expected, Zhu Yong said without a moment's hesitation: "Help!" Of course you have to save! ”
The relatives hurriedly persuaded: "What are you doing to save her, at most you are spending money to buy a few days of life." You don't know the situation of your family, there is no need to waste money, it is better to leave this money to your children. ”
"No, you must save, the most important thing is to keep people alive. I went to borrow money, and I could live one more day. ”
"Zhu Yong, you are old, why are you still so confused, she can't make money now, but spends money like running water, you insist on saving, in the end you will only be empty of people and money, and you still owe a lot of debts, why bother? It's better to let her go quietly, and you keep the money to live a good life with your son. ”
"Shut up!" Zhu Yong said angrily, "When our family was in the limelight, you didn't take advantage of it one by one, but once our family was in trouble, one of you ran faster than the other, and it was Xiaole who carried this family." Now you are here to pretend to be doing something, Xiaole is my wife, I said that if you want to save, you must save! ”
"You really don't know how to be good, you have the ability, you like to spend a lot of money, we don't have money. Let's start with that, don't ask us to borrow money, we don't have that spare money. ”
"Get out of here!" Zhu had the courage to drive out all those relatives. He handed his son over to his mother and advised, "Mother is sick, you have to be well-behaved, don't let her worry about it anymore." ”
In the early morning, Yu Xiaole woke up, she felt a little thirsty, thought about getting up and pouring water, and woke up Zhu Yong, who was asleep at the bedside, as soon as she moved.
"Lie down, don't move, if there's something to call me."
Yu Xiaole saw the environment clearly, slowly remembered what happened before the coma, understood that his condition could not be hidden, and struggled to say: "I don't want to be in the hospital, I want to go home." ”
Zhu Yong held her down: "Xiaole, of course you have to see a doctor when you are sick, don't make trouble, we will go home when you are sick." ”
"I can't be cured of this disease."
"If you can't be cured, you have to be cured, and it is a day to live one more day, even if you can only lie in bed, I am willing to serve you every day, and it is good to see you every day."
"Don't be stupid, how can my family have the money to see a doctor, don't the family eat? You listen to me, let me go home, I don't want to be in this cold hospital, you let me leave happy. ”
"Xiaole, I don't have anything, only you." Zhu Yong took her hand and cried and said, "If even you leave me, what if you leave me alone?" ”
"You still have a son, and you have parents."
"None of them are you! Xiaole, I know I was wrong, after my father died, I chose to escape in the face of huge debts, leaving you alone with such a big pressure. I have always comforted myself that I have married a good wife who can shelter me from the wind and rain, and as long as my wife is around, I don't have to worry about anything. ”
"I was wrong, Xiaole, I shouldn't have let you face it alone, hide behind you and throw all the pressure on you, so that you overworked for this family and got this disease. I promise you, I will never be lazy in the future, I must be down-to-earth, work hard, make money well, and I will not be afraid of any hardship and tiredness, as long as you are still there. If you're gone, I don't know what motivation I'll have to live. ”
Yu Xiaole said angrily: "Zhu Yong, if you really care about me, listen to me." There is no cure for my illness, I want to walk happily and leave with dignity like an ordinary person, and I don't want to stay in this hospital. If you have to treat me, unless you can stare at me 24 hours a day, and if you have a moment of distraction, I'll die for you. ”
"Xiaole, what are you doing here?" Zhu Yong was anxious.
"Will you say yes?" Yu Xiaole did not relent.
"Okay, I promise, I promise! When the doctor comes to work, I will help you with the discharge procedures. ”
"Also, I want you to promise me that you must live well for me, and you will not go with me until my son is an adult. You have to help me raise my son, or I won't be at ease when I die." ”
"Okay, as long as you don't think about it, I will promise you whatever you say."
Zhu Yong couldn't resist Yu Xiaole, and explained the situation to Dean Zhao, who also understood Yu Xiaole's personality after several contacts, and discharged her from the hospital after prescribing some medicine.
Half a month later, Yu Xiaole was in a coma again and was sent to the hospital.
He Bin was having a meeting with the managers of various departments, at which the factory reform was discussed, and the content related to personnel was mentioned, he picked up his mobile phone and was about to send a message to personnel to ask her to come over for a meeting, but he saw a person he knew sending a message saying that he saw Yu Xiaole enter the oncology department in the hospital. He immediately called the meeting up and drove to the hospital.
He didn't dare to go in, he stood outside the door and watched secretly, until he saw Zhu Yong going out to eat, he walked into the ward. Looking at her pale face, he held back and didn't let the tears fall.
No wonder she suddenly wanted to see him that day, suddenly wanted to hug him, no wonder she said that she would be very busy in the future and would not have time to contact him, she just didn't want him to know her true situation.
He took out his phone and filmed her at the moment. He has a lot of photos of her in his mobile phone, all taken during various activities, either she was taken by him secretly, or it was a group photo. The only photo of the two of them was him as the guest of honor, she followed him as a hostess holding the trophy, she accidentally tripped over the long skirt, he reached out to help her, and it happened to be photographed.
"She had an unfulfilled wish, so she approached me to help her create a dream in which she could fulfill it. I took it, thinking that if Mr. He's help was available, her dream would be more fulfilling. ”
Xi Xi's words resurfaced, this time, he believed it, it turned out that Xi Xi came to him from N City on purpose, because he himself was her unfulfilled wish. Because he rejected Xi Xi, she offered to hug him. [Of course, this is just He Bin's wishful thinking, he guessed the front correctly, not the back, Yu Xiaole didn't know about Xi Xi looking for him. 】
He Bin dialed Xi Xi's phone: "Miss Xi, what is Xiaole's wish, how can I help her?" ”
"She wants to have a dream in which she can leave this world happily in her sleep."
Sure enough, He Bin's hands began to tremble: "Is there really no other way?" ”
Xi Xi shook his head: "No, it should be like this." ”
"How can I help her?" He Bin eagerly moved on to the next question.
"It's complicated, so I think it's better to explain it in person." Xi Xi was intent on testing He Bin.