After living in the clan for more than 100 years, she still couldn't find the feeling she wanted, despite being held in the palm of her hands. She misses that Eastern country, she misses that man. Finally, one day, she went to that oriental country again, and after wandering there for three years, she was tempted again, and that man made her once again find the feeling of blushing and heartbeat, the feeling of satisfaction and steadfastness.

She hovered around him, protected him all the time, saved him from danger several times, and he revered her like a god. However, he met a woman and married her. Watching the two husbands sing and follow the wives, in and out of the pair, her heart was dripping blood. So she left, leaving behind a feather that would appear when he was in danger.

She watched over him until he grew old, and in just a few decades, she felt more tired and fulfilled than hundreds of years had passed. She found a crater and slept for a long, long time, until when she woke up, she found that she was also old. This was the first time she insisted on a cycle without putting out the fire, so she returned to the clan and was reborn in the presence of her clan.

She was more radiant when she was newborn, but she couldn't be happy. The tribesmen asked her, puzzled, "What do you really want?" She just shook her head. She came to other continents and met different races and all kinds of people, but she no longer had the same feeling as before.

Her heart has always remained in the man who made her heart for the first time, even if he was old when she was together, but it was engraved in her heart in just three years. The second man, but with his feelings. She decided that she still wanted to go to that eastern country, where he breathed, and even if she couldn't see him, she could get a comfort.

All she could do was wait, waiting for the destined person to appear, and she really waited. This time, she conjured into a human form, she didn't want to be a god bird anymore, she wanted to be his companion. He took her by the hand and led her back to his cabin, where she finally experienced the way of love between humans. The two of them worked at sunrise and sunset, she couldn't speak, and he still held her in the palm of his hand.

Gradually, she noticed that his hair was starting to turn gray, his skin was sagging, his hands were no longer so strong, and his eyes were no longer so focused. All of this illustrates a cruel phenomenon - he is old. She didn't grow old until she was five hundred years old, and she could be reborn, but he started to grow old when he was fifty years old, and then he would die, never wake up again, and slowly turn to ashes.

She didn't want that, she became agitated, but he thought she was disgusting him, and just sighed and said you go. He had known for a long time that she was not mortal, that she could not speak, that she only ate fruit, and that she could emit flames against her enemies. She grabbed his hand and shook her head vigorously, then flew back to the clan to steal the holy fruit for him to eat, and he regained his youth, and soon began to age again. Thinking that she was an immortal, she fed him her own blood, and instead of slowing him down, she caused him to suffer from fire, hastening his death.

Hearing that there was a flaming mountain thousands of miles to the west, and that the fire there came from heaven and would not be extinguished, she flew to the flaming mountain with him in her arms, thinking that this heavenly fire could burn him and her together, and then go to the underworld together. Contrary to her wishes, when she once again burst out of the flames, with a wail, and circled over the mountain of flames for a long time, her lover could not even find the ashes.

For the first time, she discovered that eternal life was so terrifying. It's been three times, and each time she can only watch her beloved grow old, die, and be heartbroken, while she is forever young and beautiful. She was very envious of the appearance of other human beings, they were white-headed together, they grew old together, they died together, even if their lives were short, but they experienced the process of a complete life together.

She doesn't believe in evil, she continues to look for her lover, and she also looks for a way to make people immortal, but she dies again and again, and her heart is completely broken again and again.

Finally, she conceded defeat, and she went to ask the demon god how the immortal bird could die. The demon god told her that the undead bird could only die by being killed, or by dying in the flames and not being reborn. If you die in any other way, it is a contempt for life, and the entire clan will be cursed.

She chose to stay in the clan, only here, she is not an alien, and she does not have to face life and death. The tribesmen knew her thoughts, and at first they patiently comforted her, but gradually, they began to ignore her. More than a thousand years later, when she thought she had stopped her mind, a stranger strayed into the territory of the immortal birds. He said that he was from the East and wanted to find the gods of the West, but he got lost.

Because of her, the Immortals hated the Orientals and immediately decided to execute the alien "invader". And she has always had a good impression of the Oriental, so she wanted to stop it and save his life. It's just that when she saw that person, her heart couldn't calm down anymore, and the original stop water turned into boiling water. She desperately rescued him and flew back to the eastern country with him on her back.

Seeing this, the clansmen suddenly exploded in dissatisfaction with her. All the clansmen hope that they can live forever, hoping to reproduce the glory of the immortal bird clan, but she, as the inheritance and symbol of the race, is bent on death, bent on falling in love with other races, except for the last time to avenge the clan, she has never made any contribution to the clan. They petitioned the demon god to expel her from the clan and cursed her that she would never find love.

She transformed into a woman in front of him, no longer pretending, letting him know that she was an immortal bird, but she could become a human, she could accompany him, and she could protect him. After a moment of surprise, he happily took her hand and said excitedly, "Are you the Western God I am looking for?" ”

She nodded, looking at him with an unusually gentle gaze.

"Thank you for saving me, I ...... Can I follow you in the future? He blushed a little.

Now it's her turn to be surprised, he wants to follow her?

"Is it okay for me to follow you and be your retinue? Leave everything you need to me! Afraid that she would not agree, he once again made his position clear.

She shook her head, walked over to him, wrapped her arms around him, and rested her head on his shoulder.

"You? You mean you're willing to follow me? He looked at her in disbelief, only to see her smile and nod.

"You...... My name is Cheng Wei, what's your name? ”

She was stunned for a moment, what is her name, her name is Phoenix, their race is called Phoenix, but unfortunately he can't hear her.

"You are the fairy in the sky, as crystal clear as the morning dew, can I call you Xianying?"

She nodded vigorously, her eyes curled into a crescent moon, indicating that she was satisfied.

"Okay, then I'll call you Xianying from now on! Come, I'll take you home! ”

Go home? It turned out that this was not his home. Over the course of more than a thousand years, the kingdom has changed a lot. She was transformed into the image of an immortal bird again.

"No, no, Xianying, how can I sit on top of you? I just ran for my life, so I can't help it, and from now on, I won't do anything like this again. You are the goddess I have found, and I will treat you with the highest courtesy. ”

He took off his wide coat and wrapped it around her, and dragged her along the main road, and it was not long before he reached a town. After finding an inn to stay in, he said, "Xianying, you wait here for me for a while, and I'll go buy you some clothes." Can your hair be black, otherwise you will be seen as an anomaly. ”

She nodded, summoned her mana, and the color of her hair changed, and then she looked at him with watery eyes, like a puppy waiting for her master's return.

He understood what she meant, and said with a smile: "You wait for me, I'll be back soon!" ”

Cheng Wei's family is in business, and he has expanded the business route overseas, he has been in business since he was a child, and has been to Western countries, and has received some Western cultural influence, so he will think about finding some goddesses.

His family didn't object when they saw that he had brought back a strange woman, the second elder knew his son's character, and if he objected to what he did, he would only be even more crazy.

Cheng Wei didn't want her to be polluted by the internal strife of the big family, but after reporting to the family, he took her to the mansion he bought, where she didn't need to serve her elders, didn't need to be perfunctory, she just needed to be a hostess with peace of mind.

Cheng Wei's appearance was like a ray of sunshine, which made her originally frozen heart melt into the warmth, and she felt unprecedented happiness. Like them, he is a person who can bring her happiness, and he is different from others, he is the most emotional one for her. In the dead of night, she would pray to the gods and demons to bless him with safety.

It's just that the combination of different races was originally not tolerated by the Heavenly Dao, just because she was a divine bird in the west, and she turned a blind eye beyond the jurisdiction of the heavenly gods, but this time with the curse of the immortal bird clan, it became different.

Cheng Wei has a business to run, because he has to go to sea, he can't take her with him. Before he left, she began to feel uneasy, she thought that she was just worried about the change that would occur after not seeing him for a long time, and she didn't care. However, she never waited for him to return. She ran to the harbor to guard, and day after day she waited for the news of his death.

He died in the sea, and when his body was brought back, it had already been soaked in the sea, bitten by the fish, and it was completely impossible to see what it was, and his family determined that it was him through the objects on his body, and she knew that it was him by feeling. Because when she saw the corpse, her heart began to feel inexplicable pain, more and more painful, straight to the bottom of her heart.

She was curious to know what had happened to him during this time, and she remembered that he had told her stories about the gods here, and on one occasion, he had told of an ancient beast called the Dream Tapir, which could know what was going on in a person's heart and the story of that person by entering the dream.

After much searching, she finally found the mythical beast called Dream Tapir, who was turning into a cat and nesting in the arms of a woman. After hearing her request, he laughed: "I said that you still want love as a bald bird, and you don't look at yourself in the mirror!" If you want to find your lover, make yourself as handsome and chic as Suzaku Shenjun first! Hahahaha! ”

"I don't know your Kunlun's strength, I have a request for you today, please help me for the sake of everyone being a divine beast, I will definitely repay it in the future."

"I'm not going to help you! Let me tell you, it's not your fault that you're ugly, it's your fault that you come out to harm people. Your little lover was killed by your scourge, for your good, my good, everyone's good, I advise you to go back to your bird's nest as soon as possible! ”

She was so angry with him that she almost vomited blood, and said fiercely: "Do you want to help?" ”

"Don't help, don't help! I won't help! ”

"You're looking for death!" I can't bear it, I don't need to endure it anymore, she made a move, since the soft one can't be done, then come to the hard one.

In this way, a cat and a bird fought, and later both sides showed their original forms, and in the end, the dream tapir was defeated, and she was injured and fled in ashes.