At this time, my inner emotions are very complicated.

Self-blame, contradictions, urgency, and multiple emotions are intertwined.

It just so happened that my dad was going to have a few drinks with me.

I'll just take a bite.

Because I have something to ask him about later.

There may be some words that are not easy to say right now.

But when you drink and have something hard to say, it should be easy to say.

We sat next to us, our eyes fixed on me.

I could feel some burning in her gaze, and this burning made me feel that the relationship between me and them should not be so distant.

Such a gaze should be the mother's eyes when she looks at her son.

"Xiaoyue, Dad drank it first, let's order it at will."

"Okay."

I answered softly.

Drink it white, cup by cup.

Actually, I didn't drink much before this.

So after drinking the white one, I found that I couldn't carry it for long, and after a few cups, a burst of heat burned in the abdomen, and I felt uncomfortable.

"Dad......"

"You say."

My dad's words stunned me for a few seconds, and I looked up at him.

We looked at each other.

"Xiao Yue, I know that you should have a lot of confusion in your heart at this time, if you want to ask, you can say it."

I was silent for a while, and I didn't know what to say for a while in the face of my dad's calmness.

Maybe I'm a little drunk at this time, so I don't know what to say.

After a while, my dad seemed to know why I was here.

So he took the initiative to say, "Do you want to ask about your grandfather?" ”

His words seemed to tear open a "fig leaf" in an instant, and put some topics that were originally difficult for us to say directly on the table.

I put down my glass and looked up at him, "yes, I wonder if grandpa isn't dead at all?" ”

At this point, I didn't hesitate to go straight to the point and ask the most important questions.

My dad's hand hovering in the air as he was about to drink.

"Dead."

He seemed to think for a long time, and finally spat out these two words.

"Dead? Why is there no body of his on Grandpa's grave road. ”

I asked again.

"I don't know."

My dad answered me this time without even thinking twice.

It's just that his words make me feel that the credibility is not high at all.

I don't know?

Grandpa's corpse doesn't know?

When his grandfather was buried, he took his grandfather's body to the deep mountains and old forests and buried it alone.

Now that he told me he didn't know, I suddenly felt how ridiculous it was.

It's not just ridiculous, I even think it's a little ridiculous.

With the help of alcohol, I continued: "Dad, are you still going to hide it from me until now? What the hell did Grandpa do? Grandpa didn't die at all. ”

I asked.

My dad put down his glass and repeated to me, "Your grandfather is dead, you've drunk too much, so stop here." ”

He got up and was about to leave, but I didn't know where the strength suddenly came from, and I grabbed him.

"You can't go, you haven't made this matter clear, you can't go."

I said drunkenly.

"You've drunk too much."

My dad said this repeatedly, just to get out of here.

He shook my hand away and called out to my mom to ask her to take care of me.

"What's wrong with you? Can you still drink something out of a drink? So I said, don't drink, don't drink, why don't you listen, the child hasn't drunk much, you see what the child has become drunk. ”

My mom complained about my dad.

My dad was silent, walked to the room, and went into the bedroom with a bang.

I was left alone in the living room and continued to drink sullen wine.

My mother stopped me and told me not to drink it, she put the wine away and said to pour me a cup of sobering tea.

I sat in my place, probably drinking too much, and suddenly I felt a little pain in my head, and I raised my hand and patted my head, as if I wanted to take the pain away.

But the more I patted my head, the more it hurt.

The pain was so intense that I wanted to cry.

I turned my head to look at my mother, who was busy in the kitchen.

Finally, without saying anything, she got up and left the house, and walked outside, probably the sound of the door closing, which alarmed her.

She quickly caught up and shouted my name behind my back.

Her voice was loud, but I ignored it, and instead ran faster, I don't know how long I was running, and I didn't know which direction I was running.

Anyway, now I just want to escape from this home, far away from here.

Finally, I felt as if all my strength had been drained, and when I arrived at a place, I fell directly to the ground, lying on my back, looking at the dark sky.

High in the sky, there is not even a star.

People passing by saw me lying on the ground and whispered, stay away, it's a drunkard, it's dangerous.

They all chose to avoid it.

It's just that what they do, for me, doesn't matter at all.

I breathed heavily, as if I wanted to suck in the fresh air.

I don't know how long it took for me to hear footsteps approaching this way.

Slowly the sound of footsteps approached me, and at first, I thought it was my parents coming, but when I turned my head to look, I saw not my parents, but a somewhat familiar face.

"Don't sleep here."

This voice is a little clear.

It's pretty nice and gives people a feeling.

I looked at her beautiful face and said, "What are you doing here?" ”

"I'll wait for you outside to see how embarrassed you look."

There was a hint of banter on her lips.

"You let me go."

I said angrily, I didn't really want to pay attention to this woman.

I don't think this woman is a good person, and some of the things that happened during this time have something to do with this woman.

The woman didn't listen to me at all, but instead slowly squatted down in front of me.

I felt the scent emanating from the woman's body, a woman's scent.

At this point, the two of us are very close, very close.

I feel like I have to put my nose on my nose.

After a while, I asked him, "What's your name?" ”

"My name is Jiang Ying."

"Jiang Ying......"

As soon as I said it, a feeling of nausea came over me, and I couldn't suppress the feeling of nausea at all, and I wanted to throw up.

Seeing this, Jiang Ying quickly left me and kept a distance from me.

"You're disgusting."

Jiang Ying scolded me.

"No matter how disgusting it is, it's not as disgusting as you, you've been hiding behind your back, and you've never dared to see the light."

"Who said that the old lady didn't dare to see the light, didn't the old lady come?"

Jiang Ying seemed to want to prove something, and came towards me menacingly.

Jiang Ying's figure is very good, and in an instant, she came to me again, and then she helped me and pulled me forward.

"Where to go?"

"If you follow me, it won't hurt you."

After walking for a while, I saw a car appear in front of me, Jiang Ying did not delay, and stuffed me into the car.

Then Jiang Ying started the car and drove forward.

When I drove to a neighborhood, Jiang Ying took me to the house and threw it on the sofa.

"Let's get some sleep first, we'll talk about something tomorrow."

Because I had drunk a lot of alcohol, I was in a bad state of mind, and I fell asleep after a short time on the couch.

I don't know how long I slept this night, and when I woke up, I felt that I had been kicked awake.

When I opened my eyes, I saw a woman with a nice figure standing in front of me.

The facial features are also very exquisite, and we glanced at each other.

I felt a little pain in my head, "Is this your house?" ”

"Yes."

"Get up, go take a shower, you stink."

Me: "......"

I was a little speechless, but I did as she said, I wanted to take out my phone to see the time, but when I took it out, I found that it was long gone.

I took a shower to sober myself up.

It's just that I've forgotten a lot about what happened last night.

I tried to think about it, but I found that I couldn't remember so many things.

I went out of the bathroom, Jiang Ying sat on the sofa, looked at me coming, and said, "Have you sobered up?" ”

"Hmm."

"Okay, you can go."

Me: "......"

What Jiang Ying said, I was a little confused.

Did she just bring me back and let me go when I sobered up?

But at this time, I didn't want to leave.

I asked my parents about the things I asked my parents last night, but I didn't get any results, maybe Jiang Ying can get the answer here.

"You still want to know about your grandfather?"

"Of course I want to know, no matter what, my life has a lot to do with him."

"Alive?"

"Yes."

"Are you sure you're alive?"

I immediately became silent when I asked this, and I thought about it for a while, and said, "If I am not alive, is it a dead soul when you see me now?" ”

"Not necessarily, Lin Yue, if you want to know the ultimate secret, we still have to unravel the secret of our original family."

"Didn't the major families just want to find the elixir of immortality?"

I asked.

"How can it be so simple, you have also been to the bottom of Longhu Ditch, do you know what is going on below?"

"Well, you know, what's wrong?"

"Since you know, then I won't talk nonsense, you should have obtained the so-called elixir of immortality in it."

Jiang Ying said word by word.

"Have you gotten it too?"

"Of course."

When Wei Lao and I went to Longhugou again, it was not an easy thing to get the Immortal Pill.

I didn't expect that Jiang Ying also got it.

However, I think what Jiang Ying said may be false.

After all, that elixir is not a casual thing, where can it be obtained so easily.

When I got the Immortal Pill, it was a complete accident.

And it is still an old Taoist priest who is about to turn into nothingness, the elixir of life for me.

I stared at Jiang Ying.

Jiang Ying seemed to see what I was thinking, so she asked me rhetorically, "Lin Yue, looking at your eyes, don't you believe me at all?" ”