Yu Xiaole completely broke out, and roared at Zhu Yong: "Yes, you just owe me money, your family owes me money, and you all owe me money!" ”

Seeing that she lost her temper for no reason, Zhu Yong was also angry: "Did you eat gunpowder?" Since you see me so unpleasantly, then it's better to get a divorce. ”

"Divorce is divorce, who is afraid of whom! Let's go! Go now! ”

"Neurotic, today Saturday, no one in the Civil Affairs Bureau, if you want to go, next Monday, you ask for a leave." After Zhu Yong finished speaking, he lazily returned to the computer to play the game.

Yu Xiaole turned his head and left, home is a warm harbor, and it is also the most direct source of security, even if there is a lot of unhappiness on weekdays, when you are tired and tired, when you are vulnerable, when you collapse, people often think of home first, and the most instinctive reaction is to want to get the comfort and support of your family.

Yu Xiaole only felt cold, she hoped that Zhu Yong at this time could put down the game and give her a little warmth, even if it was to quarrel with her. It's a pity that when she was most vulnerable and needed to be appeased, Zhu Yong, who usually claimed to love her very much, poured her a basin of cold water and froze her heart.

She sat alone on a swing in the park and slowly swayed, watching the sun slowly set. She really wanted to be willful, get on the bus that went away, regardless of the destination, go with the flow, and die in the wandering.

She wants to be selfish even more, she is already dying, and she doesn't care about the bottom line and morality, she wants to go to He Bin and tell him that she is willing to be with him, no matter what form it takes. Or be his lover for a week first, and then go wandering alone.

Yu Xiaole took out his mobile phone and dialed He Bin's number, and He Bin quickly answered: "Xiaole, what's wrong?" "If there is no urgency, they will not call, this is their tacit understanding all along.

Yu Xiaole listened to the familiar voice, tears slipped down disobediently, her fingers hung in the air for a long time, and finally she didn't press the answer button. Soon, He Bin dialed back again, but Yu Xiaole didn't answer. She didn't answer until the phone rang for the third time.

"Xiaole, what's wrong? It's okay, if there's anything I can help with, just ask. He Bin said anxiously.

"Huh? What's going on? Yu Xiaole pretended to smile easily.

"You called me just now, and I answered you and didn't speak, do you know how worried I am."

"Oh, maybe I accidentally scratched it in my pocket, I'm sorry." Yu Xiaole took his acting skills to the extreme.

"Say what? Do you and I need to be so polite? He Bin put his mind at ease, "It's okay if you're okay, take care of yourself." ”

"Well, I will."

"I'll go with the client later, so I'll stop talking and I'll call you when I come back. If there's anything you need me to do, just send me a message and I'll say yes if I can do it. ”

"Hmm." Yu Xiaole replied quietly.

"If the new job is too tiring, quit your job, don't be in a hurry, look for it slowly, don't be afraid of running out of money, it's a big deal I'll support you, support your family, for you, I admit it, cheap them." He Bin was unwilling and helpless.

Yu Xiaole was amused by his tone: "I said that you underestimate me too much." ”

He Bin on the other end of the phone also smiled: "Yes, it's me who is too worried, our family Xiaole is a strong woman." ”

"Cut, you know it!"

"Okay, I really can't tell you, contact me in time if I have something."

"Well, you drink less wine, bring yogurt, and tell them to send more fruit bowls and put some grapes."

"Got it, I can recite it."

"Do it!"

"Okay, I'll do it."

Yu Xiaole hung up the phone, and her mood was much better. Just leave silently, why bother him, he has come out of the shadow of his departure, why should he get close to him again, give him love and hope, and then let him lose it?

If he knew his true situation, would he save himself at all costs, if he would, it would even tire him, and he would feel guilty; If you don't add to your own sorrow, why bother? Let him slowly forget about himself, he has his own way to go.

Yu Xiaole returned home, and Zhu Yong was already waiting at the door, still holding a cup of milk tea in his hand.

"Wife, you're back!" Zhu Yong greeted him, "Wife, I was wrong, I drank a little wine and talked nonsense, don't be like me, we won't divorce." ”

Yu Xiaole gave him a roll of his eyes: "I'm too lazy to be knowledgeable with you, I'm hungry." ”

"Okay, you drink some milk tea first, and I'll go cook!"

Yu Xiaole looked at him and sighed in his heart: "At this point, what's the difference between being able to leave or not, you can have less burden without him, you don't have to care about your own life and death, and you don't have to face the pressure of society." ”

After eating, she sat alone on the hanging chair on the balcony in a daze, and Zhu Yong stepped forward and asked, "What's wrong, I feel like you're depressed." ”

"It's nothing, it's just that I've been too tired from work lately, don't make noise with me, let me rest for a while, and sort out my thoughts by the way."

"Alright then, don't sit too long, get some rest early."

The next day, Yu Xiaole found Dean Zhao according to Director Lu's instructions, Dean Zhao looked at the negatives given by Director Lu, helped his glasses and said: "Look at this is indeed lung cancer, but it still needs to be further examined to see how far it has spread, in general, it is not ideal, you go through the hospitalization procedures first." ”

Yu Xiaole said calmly: "Dean Zhao, I don't want to be hospitalized. If there is really no medicine, then I don't want to be treated, I just ask you to prescribe me some medicine to relieve the pain, I don't want to die too embarrassed. ”

Dean Zhao said unhappily: "What are you talking about?" Let's go for a comprehensive check-up first, maybe there will be a turnaround, why don't you spare your life at a young age? ”

Yu Xiaole did not refuse, even if she was certain to die, she also wanted to know how long her time was left, so as to decide how to arrange the future days.

Dean Zhao looked at the examination report and shook his head and said, "You are close to the advanced stage, so you should be hospitalized for chemotherapy immediately." Don't be so pessimistic, you are still so young, as long as you can hold on, maybe you can wait for the birth of new technologies in the medical field. ”

Yu Xiaole shook his head: "I don't think I can wait, my last physical examination was only a year ago, and I didn't find anything abnormal, but now it's so serious." Moreover, I have my own struggles. I resigned myself to this disease, and I only wanted to have a less painful attack. ”

Dean Zhao prescribed her medicine and asked her to take the medicine and come back. After carefully explaining the use of each medicine, he persuaded again: "Now the hospital bed is very tight, I still have a spare bed on hand, yesterday Lao Lu called me and asked someone to stay, you think about it, or go back and discuss with your family, it is best to come to the hospital today, and there may not be a bed tomorrow." ”

"Thank you, Dean Zhao, I'll think about it."

Yu Xiaole walked on the road, and his mood was far less heavy than yesterday. She was really devastated when she first learned the news yesterday, but after a day of psychological construction and preparing for the worst, when she really faced the ending, she became much calmer.

Because she thought of a possibility, wouldn't that be a relief? Is it that she has done too many bad things in her previous life, so she is here to repay her debts in this life, and now that the debts have been paid off, God is going to take her back, this is her last calamity, and then she will be reincarnated and start again, and the next life can be smooth and smooth and grow old with her lover.

In that case, why waste money on useless struggles? She believes that if Zhu Yong knows the truth, he will definitely do whatever it takes to raise money. Isn't it enough to pay off a debt that has been paid off for so long? Do you want the family to continue to bear high debts, so that your son will always live worse than other children?

Speaking of Zhu Yong, because he is used to being the one who is in charge, he is used to being high, so he is reluctant to go to work and be sent. It's not that he doesn't want to make money, it's just that his vision is too high, and his qualifications can't be reached.

Once, his buddies who used to play with him went out to drink, and when he came back, he happily said that he could make a lot of money in the future, he hugged Yu Xiaole and said, "I will never let you suffer again in the future." It's useless for me to say that I will take care of you for the rest of your life to make you carefree, but I will cause you to suffer with me. ”

But how can it be so easy to make money, under Yu Xiaole's forced questioning, he told him that his buddy was on the road and wanted to do some side things with him.

Yu Xiaole scolded angrily: "I'd rather you have no interest in your life, I'd rather raise you for a lifetime, than I don't want you to harm society, I don't want me to lose my husband and my son to have no father!" ”

"But I've already told them that it's shameless to retreat, and there's no danger." Zhu Yong quibbled.

"Face is important or people are important!" Yu Xiaole didn't give an inch, "You go and push it immediately, otherwise I will divorce you, I just bring up my son alone and can't let him have a criminal father!" ”

"It's not a crime."

"It's a crime to be caught! Even if you don't think about yourself, you want us to think about it, aren't you afraid that if you offend people outside, they will take revenge on our mother and son? Yu Xiaole asked.

Zhu Yong hung his head and said: "Since this is the case, then don't expect me to make a lot of money in the future, you can only suffer with me." ”

"I'd love to!"

If Zhu Yong can't borrow money, will he repeat the mistakes of the past in a hurry and embark on the road of no return. No matter which one it is, it's not what Yu Xiaole wants to see. She didn't want to use her parents' pension money, nor did she want to drag down her son and Zhu Yong, let alone affect He Bin. That's it, just go away silently, good for everyone.

Without her, Zhu Yong would have gone to work, even if the monthly salary is only 3,000, and her son's living expenses are enough, not to mention that in the past two years under He Bin, she has also had nearly 100,000 savings, which is enough for their father and son to spend three years. The parents' pension is also enough, and they can also help Zhu Yong at a critical moment. It's He Bin, after she disappears, no longer answers his phone and responds to his messages, will he slowly forget himself.

Yu Xiaole did not rest, and chose to continue to go to work, she wanted to leave a little more money for her son. It's just that I didn't think there was anything at first, and once I was diagnosed with lung cancer, the corresponding symptoms came out.

Yu Xiaole began to cough, and when she coughed, she was a mouthful of blood, accompanied by chest pain, and her appetite deteriorated day by day. When the company leader saw her like this, he didn't dare to let her go to work anymore, and persuaded her: "Xiaole, I know you work hard, but you also have to take care of your body, go back to rest, and come back to work when you are sick." ”

Yu Xiaole nodded, went to the First People's Hospital to find President Zhao, and begged him to help open a sick note for a month's rest. Dean Zhao said angrily: "You have to go to work when you are sick like this, have you fallen into the eyes of money?" ”