Two
I grew up under the care of two or three aunts at home, because since I just learned to walk on the ground, my mother has never been with me, and my father can only see me a few times a month, and then I heard those aunts say that my father is a police officer and a special policeman, of course I know the special police, but they think I don't understand anything, so they also explained to me for a long time, telling me that it is to catch bad guys, catch thieves to maintain justice, just like Ultraman in the cartoon I watched, in fact, I don't like to watch cartoons, When they carried me to the couch, they would show me all the Ultraman SquarePants on the TV and let me sit there and watch it all morning and morning, sometimes I would protest and cry, but often I obeyed them, because I had never seen these things when I was a child, and I had never had such an opportunity in my life before, of course I had to enjoy it.
But since I know that my father is a police officer, I am more worried, I also know that the police are such a dangerous profession, my father is so handsome, what if something happens? But I'm so young now, what can I do if I'm a little worried? I'm babbling now, and I'm trying my best to tell them where my mom is, and I want to know from them what my mom does, and why she's so busy and often not at home.
But I failed several times, and then this group of aunts began to teach me how to use chopsticks, how to eat, I learned very fast, because I had this consciousness in my head, and they also praised me, every time my mother came back, several people gathered around and said and laughed, and then what I learned today, I was laughing and thinking, how can it be your credit, is it because I am smart, is it because I escaped to drink Meng Po soup.
Mom may feel that he doesn't spend enough time with me, so he feels indebted to me, and every time he comes back, he will buy me a lot of toys, there is a small room at home, full of my toys, if my mental age is a little younger, I will definitely fall into that pile of toys, never come out, but now I'm different, I don't have any interest in those toys, but in order to pretend, afraid of being found out by my family I'm a weird person, So I had to pretend to play with that pile of toys for a long time, and every time they called me out, I cried and didn't want to come out.
One day, a little boy came to our house, and an aunt said that this little boy was 4 years older than me, and the little boy came to see me when I was born, but this little boy is too thin, I have never liked skinny boys, I think they can't resist me, and I can easily beat them to cry, although he is 4 years older than me is a little taller than me, but too thin people make me feel that even friends don't want to do with him.
When my aunt saw that I was ignoring this little boy, she immediately said, "Introduce yourself, I'm going to kindergarten soon, this little brother came to play with you this time, and he is in the first grade."
The little boy walked up to me and held out his hand.
"Hello, my name is Lin Maiyi."
I won't shake hands with this boy, anyway, I'm still young now, even if I'm rude, the aunt next to me won't say anything.
"Li Xingbai."
The first time I saw this boy, I really couldn't get used to him, and I didn't like him being so thin, I don't know what it is, and what it's called Lin Maiyi, I think it's a showman.
At noon, the boy stayed at our house for dinner, and the aunts said they liked it, but was she also a big deal? I really don't know how this group of aunts looks at people's eyes, they still like such ugly boys, I want to escape from that boy, so I went back to my bedroom after eating early, and he was especially afraid that he would come into my bedroom to play with me, so I locked the door after I went back, no matter what my aunt called outside, I would not open the door for her.
It wasn't until the afternoon that the boy seemed to leave, because when my aunt came to call me, she said open the door, and the boy was gone, why don't you play with others? After I came out, my aunt told me that the boy in front of me was my parents' partner and his son, so what could I do? As long as I don't have to beg him in the future, I can hate him forever.
"I don't want to play with him, he doesn't look good, I don't want it." When I said this, I seemed to feel that I had done something wrong, because when I was a child, because I was ugly, others didn't play with me, and now is it really my turn to take revenge on others? I've suffered such losses before, should I really inflict this kind of thing on others, although I can't see it now, it's just because I haven't gone to school yet, and I don't know if I can afford to mess with these children when I go to school. In case I meet someone like me, it will be troublesome, I was a timid and weak person in my last life, others beat me and scolded me, I didn't dare to stand up and resist, let alone now, I estimate that I have not changed much, even if I know that my family has a back to support me, I still don't dare to go out and fight with others.
After this incident happened in the afternoon, my mother came back in the evening and really knew, I didn't plan to hide it, I just hated the little boy and didn't want to play with her, but my mother didn't scold me after I knew, he probably thought I was young and really couldn't be counted, but I discussed it with those aunts, and wanted to send me to kindergarten, especially when my mother said, saying that the little boy was learning musical instruments, and wanted me to learn too, I had never touched musical instruments before, but it was okay, Taking advantage of the excellent family now, I can improve myself, I didn't even have good shoes in my last life, I don't understand any big truths, I just want to live the life of a rich man, now I was born in a rich family, maybe I can really live the life of a rich man.
I was first sent to kindergarten, the day I went to kindergarten my father also came back, I still like Dad, because he is really so handsome, Mom is a few lifetimes of blessings to marry Dad such an excellent person, although his work I don't like, but I'm so young, even if I don't like his work, Dad probably can't regret it, after all, that's his life's work, I don't think about it anymore, when I went to kindergarten and saw so many children, I wanted to stand up and comfort them and say don't cry.