075 - Let's go to hell together
Alone at home with nothing to do, she spent days aimlessly, eating when hungry and sleeping when sleepy, no different from the walking dead. But no matter what time she went to sleep, she couldn't escape the nightmares. What made her feel even more helpless was that although she had the same nightmare every day, she couldn't figure out the beginning and end of the dream, and could only feel the resentment and panic in the dream.
She remembered some very strange things he had said, he said she was like those sluts, he said he had waited for her for a thousand years, he said she had stabbed him again, he said she was hard-hearted. Does that mean that if you sort out these dreams and understand the bond between her and him, you can find a way to convince him.
Five days later, in the evening, he reappeared in her room.
"I've broken up with him, I'll never think about love and marriage again, I'll live a good life alone in the future, you ...... Will you let me go? She took the initiative to talk to him and show her sincerity.
There was a hint of tenderness and relief in his eyes, and he stretched out his hand to stroke her hair: "Yunrong, I will never leave you again." ”
Since then, he has been by her side at all times, watching her eat, sleeping, and bathing. She knew that it would be useless for her to close even ten doors, because those were all anti-people, not anti-ghosts, so she could only use the beauty trick to coquettish him, but fortunately he ate this set.
But when she went out, she was very unhappy, although she said that there was an extra free bodyguard, but every time the child cried when he saw her, the dog barked when he saw her, and the cat blew up when he saw her. She knew that these were the ones who could see him. And now he is different from before, he is no longer the big brother who looks gentle, but looks fierce, bad and scary.
What bothered her the most was the constant nightmares every night, she thought that those nightmares would disappear when the two of them lived in harmony, but they didn't. Unable to bear it any longer, she asked, "Are you not satisfied with my current performance?" What do you want me to do to let me go? Those nightmares are driving me crazy! ”
"Dreams don't belong to me, I can't control them."
"You didn't do it?"
"It's me." He didn't deny it, "But I only triggered some of the memories you forgot because you drank Meng Po soup, and I didn't directly create your dreams." These dreams you have are memories that you didn't want to forget before. ”
"The devil doesn't want to forget!" She muttered, and then coquettishly said, "Then can you find a way to help me, I'm really uncomfortable!" I'm going to have a nervous breakdown! ”
"I'm sorry, Yunrong, there's really nothing I can do."
"I don't care! You must help me, if I continue like this, I won't be able to keep my job, what do you tell me to eat and drink in the future, and how to live! ”
"Actually...... It's not without a solution......" he suddenly smiled wickedly.
"What's the solution?" She only wanted to get rid of the nightmare quickly, and she didn't notice his expression.
"When you die, you won't dream, and you won't worry. As long as you don't go to reincarnation and stay in the world with me, we can be a happy ghost couple, and we won't be cursed by God. ”
"What! You...... You ......" she looked at him incredulously.
"What? Are you scared? He leaned in front of her.
"Didn't you say you'd protect me? Why are you going to let me die? She couldn't understand his ghost logic.
"I protect you because I don't allow anyone to hurt you, but I want to be with you forever, I don't want to wait for you to get old, wait for you to be reincarnated, wait for you to grow up, and then you don't remember me, and you want to stab me again." He reached out and stroked her face.
"That'...... You can also wait until I'm old and die before marrying me......"
"No, only the souls of unnatural deaths can stay in the yang world, and those who die naturally will automatically go to the Naihe Bridge, I can't stop them. Yun Rong, don't be afraid, soon. His hand began to slide down to her slender neck.
"Nope! Still no! She took a step back.
"Why! Didn't you say you couldn't live? Then die, die with me! ”
"No!" How can she die, how lucky she is to be a human being, no matter how bitter she is, she must live happily.
"Yunrong, what are you worried about? If you're scared, I'll help you. He held out his hand again.
"No, I can't die like this! You...... You said that you won't dream when you die, so how can I know my past with you, and how can I be with you with peace of mind? I know you love me for several lifetimes, and I'm touched. You love me now, not just as a person, but as a soul in my body, my face, and your memories for a thousand years. ”
"But I don't have those memories, I don't remember you anymore. I only know that you are the big brother who played with me when I was a child, and I have always regarded you as my own brother, how can you want me to be with you without any scruples? I don't have any memories of the past, I can't love you as much as you love me, even if I become a ghost, you will still be disappointed! ”
"I won't be disappointed, I just want you to be by my side." He stepped forward and clung to her.
She endured the discomfort and leaned against his chest: "But I will be unhappy, I will think of running away." Can you give me some time, you let me find my old memories or let me fall in love with you again. From now on I will let go of my prejudices and treat you as an ordinary suitor, and I will try to fall in love with you. When I love you so much that I can die for you, we can be together happily ever after! ”
He caressed her, "I can tell you about the past. ”
She looked up at him: "But that's still your memory, it's just a story for me, and I won't have a real experience." Will you promise me? Since we want to be together, I want to love you well and don't want to perfunctory you. ”
"Okay, I promise you, but you can't lie to me." Under her gentle offensive, he compromised, "Also, I can't give you unlimited time, a year, I'll give you a year at most. A year later, I will definitely marry you. ”
"Okay, listen to you." Gu Yunrong's heart was pounding, but she didn't dare to show the slightest nervousness and dissatisfaction. He has really changed, and if he had been before, he would never have said such a thing. He looked at her just now, and he was like a demon.
Although the delaying tactic worked, but in a year, in just one year, how would she get out. Even if she can find a master to take him in, this daily nightmare will drive her crazy and drive herself to death sooner or later.
"I'm desperate, thinking about getting by, being able to live one day at a time, if one day I really can't stand it, I'll ......" Gu Yunrong picked up a tissue and dried up his tears, "Yesterday, when I went to the supermarket, I saw the person in front of me throwing a card, and I stepped forward to pick it up." When I saw that I could find the origin of my dreams, I wanted to give it a try. But when I thought of such an unfortunate thing that the Chinese New Year brought you, I felt a little embarrassed, and I thought about it in a few days. But last night's dream was even more terrifying, I ...... I really couldn't take it anymore, so I came over. ”
"So the ghost outside has no ill will towards you?" The orange cat spoke.
"You ......" Gu Yunrong was slightly frightened and calmed down, people who live with ghosts every day already have immunity to things like cats talking. As long as I don't provoke him, he won't hurt me, but just ......"
"Miss Gu, as you said, your dream is your past life, and the main character is also this ghost, so to trace the origin of your dream, you must have his cooperation. Well, I'll take you upstairs for a while, and I'll talk to the ghost. ”
"This ......"
"Tachibana, are you sure you can control him?"
"It's okay to have a draw with him."
"Miss Gu, did you hear that?"
"Well, if he is willing to sit down and really help me fulfill this dream, I am also willing, but ......"
Xi Xi understood what she meant, the dream was restored, and it was possible that her life would be gone.
"Miss Gu, first of all, as long as Xiao Tang is here, he can't hurt you. In addition, from what you just described, this ghost loves and hates you, and according to my experience, he must have had a lot of grudges against you before he died, so he will live until now with a trace of obsession. He hates you and wants to seek revenge on you, but he loves you very much and can't do anything to you, so he wants to marry you. If you can find out the source of his love-hate entanglement with you through this dream, maybe you can untie the knot in his heart, and he can also let go of his resentment and reincarnate. ”
Gu Yunrong nodded after thinking about it: "Okay, then let's try it, at most, everything hasn't changed." ”
"You're not right, he's a powerful ghost who lives by obsession, if he can let go of his resentment in time, he can be reincarnated, but more than a thousand years have passed, and the spirit body is all supported by obsession, and if he lets go of his resentment, it will disappear." The orange cat corrects Xi Xi's mistake.
"You keep quiet, don't let Miss Gu hear it, I can see that she has feelings for that ghost. We are only responsible for finding dreams, and we don't care about the rest, let's help Miss Gu find her past life first, even if she will die in the end, at least it is a good thing that she will not be tortured by nightmares for a period of time. ”
"Also, if that ghost can repent, it will be a great achievement for me. As long as this matter is completed, no matter what the result is, my cultivation will be able to improve. ”
"Then let's prepare, talk to that ghost, don't open the door yet, talk through the door, can you call him out of the door?"
"Look at me!" The orange cat walked to the door and shouted with his head held high, "Dead ghost, you come out for me, Lord Chu Tapir has something serious to talk to you about!" ”