106. Don't want to live for the sake of living
Even so, he still felt that his body had become weaker and weaker in recent years, and in the end, his grandfather still held back the reluctance in his heart and sent him here to find an opportunity.
This time, he persisted for three laps, although he was very tired physically, his face was full of sweat, and his chest still had a stuffy feeling.
Spiritually, however, it was extremely satisfying, and he decided that he could not live just for the sake of living, as he had before.
He is not stupid, on the contrary, he is extremely smart, and almost all the books in his family have been searched by him, although he can't remember it, but it is not much different.
Life is short for decades, full of variables, in his short life, he has never known what he wants since he has a memory, except for books and medicine.
Now that he knows what he wants, even if he can only live one more day now, he must try to live for himself once, have his own value, even if he can't find the opportunity, at least he won't regret it.
Touching his chest and leaning against the memories of standing under a tree, his calm and waveless eyes shone with a strange brilliance for the first time, shining like a thousand kinds of glass.
The nurse looked at the uncomfortable appearance of the master, and wanted to get closer in distress, but stopped under the left hand raised by Wen Yu.
Only the distressed one stood not far away, looking at the master worriedly, just in case there was anything she had to do to arrive as soon as possible.
Wen Gu eased up for a while, and finally his chest was much more comfortable, his mouth was not panting, and his bright eyes didn't look at the nurse behind him, and he walked up again in the courtyard with slightly vain steps.
He wants to make progress day by day, even if he can only take a few more steps or a dozen steps every day, these are all things he has worked hard for, which makes him feel the heat of the blood in his body, and he is no longer living numbly every day.
In the end, he stopped when he walked half a circle, and Wen felt that this was already his limit, and his body would not be able to stand it if he walked again, not only would it not be beneficial, but it would also bring harm.
Wen Gu stood under a peach tree, his back was tightly leaned, and he slowly slid under the tree, the sweat on his face dripping on the ground like raindrops, and he waited quietly for the feeling of weakness in his body to pass.
The worried nurse in the distance saw that the master was sitting under the peach tree, but the steps she had already taken stopped, and turned and walked in the direction of the kitchen.
The sound of "meow meow meow ......" diverted his gaze, and he was delighted to see the white cat on the peach tree.
It's the black ball, and the little guy is actually meowing at him happily on the peach tree he is leaning on, and his writhing body is trying to climb down the peach tree.
I saw that the black ball's front paws hugged the peach tree tightly, and the hind paws were gently forced, and he soon jumped down from the peach tree.
With graceful cat steps, she came to him and jumped into his arms, meowing twice at him and licking his hands with her pink barbed little tongue.
The black ball was washed very clean by the nurse, and the white and shiny hair was particularly conspicuous on his ink-colored robe, which showed the small and cute black ball.
Just one person and one pet stayed quietly under the peach tree, until the nurse carried a tray, followed by the arrival of a black-clothed attendant with a stool, breaking the quiet atmosphere between them.
"Master, sit on the stool and rest." As he spoke, he handed the tray in his hand to the attendant on the side, gently helped Wen Gu up, took the stool in the attendant's hand and let the master sit on it.
He handed the honey water to Wen Gu again, "The master is tired, drink some honey water to moisten his throat," the worried look in Zhao's eyes was about to burst out of his eyes.
Wen did feel that his mouth was very dry, and he didn't take the peak honey water and drank it obediently.
The warm honey water slid down his throat, and the dryness was quickly relieved, and even the feeling of suffocation in his chest was much lighter.
The body was much more comfortable, Wen Gu raised his head slightly, looked at the nurse with a smile in a pair of radiant black eyes, and said softly, "Thank you, nurse." ”
I didn't hear the nurse's soft voice as scheduled, so I looked at the nurse again in surprise, and found that the nurse looked at her in a daze, with a very complicated expression.
The nurse was indeed stunned at this time.
She was shocked to speak for the first time after knowing that she was in the eyes of her master, her eyes widened, and her lips trembled unconsciously.
The master has been brought up by her since he was a baby, except for seeing this brilliance in his eyes when he was still ignorant, he has never seen it again, and the most is the silence like stagnant water, and she often secretly weeps when she sees it.
Could it be that the master wants to open it, the nurse's heart is sour, astringent and happy, trying to suppress the feeling of wanting to cry, she can't cry in front of the lord.
The nurse controlled her emotions, looked at Wen Gu with a smile and said, "Master, do you still want honey water here?" ”
Wen nodded lightly and handed the cup in his hand to the nurse?
The nurse happily took the cup and refilled a cup for the master, and drank another cup of honey water, and when her body felt completely comfortable, she stopped drinking it and sat quietly under the tree.
Gently stroking the black ball in his arms, his eyes were full of tenderness.
After a while, the nurse broke the silence, "Master, the hour is not early, you should eat." ”
The nurse's words made Wen Gu touch the hand of the black ball, it is indeed as the nurse said that the hour is not early, the sun in the east has already come out of the mountain, and the sun is beginning to shine on the whole earth.
Wen Gu gently bowed his head, indeed, he also felt a little hungry, touched the black ball in his arms, and finally put it on the ground, so that it could play to its heart's content, and it would be happy to live without restraint.
followed the nurse back to the bedroom to wash up, because of the sweat before, she changed into a brocade dress of different colors and styles, and then sat at the mahogany round table in the outer room and waited patiently.
Soon the nurse came back with a plate, a bowl of bird's nest is a must-have for breakfast every day, which is specially prepared for him to replenish his body.
A plate of well-prepared steamed buns, a bowl of egg custard, and a refreshing side dish pickled by himself, not much, but very much to his appetite.
The breakfast is made very carefully, usually he will not eat the same breakfast in a few days, the chef brought it from the Protectorate Mansion, and he has cooked for him alone for many years, and he fully understands his tastes.
Wen Gu picked up the bird's nest and waved the porcelain spoon elegantly, and the bird's nest quickly bottomed out after a while.
A few small buns also disappeared under Wen Gu's elegant chewing, and then after eating a few bites of egg custard, Wen Gu really couldn't eat anymore, and his stomach already felt full.
"Master, won't you eat any more?" In addition to the bird's nest, the nurse sighed and looked at the half of the food left on the table, the master's appetite is too small, how can such an appetite raise a strong body?
Wen shook his head and had no desire to eat, and his eyes firmly motioned to the nurse to take them away.
The nurse Zhao had no choice but to put the food in the tray, took it out, and looked at the remaining half of the food in her hand as she walked around, thinking that maybe she had to discuss with Chef Hong in the kitchen to see if she could develop some light and delicious food, maybe the master could eat more.
Seeing the nurse go out, Wen got up again and walked to the study next door, I have been reading a "Journal Miscellaneous" for the past few days, and I haven't finished reading it for several days, so I will be interested in deciding to continue reading it for a while.
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