2nd anniversary

On December 20, 2018, it was still such an unlucky, bitter winter, no different from last year, I already felt that this matter had passed, how could it still climb into my mind?

When I first received the letter of renunciation, I was not prepared at all, like a thunderbolt in a sunny day, and the storm was coming at any time, and I was completely blinded. I don't believe that the man who once swore an oath and said all the good things in the world could leave me without any signs, and since then in my sight, in the circle of friends, everywhere I went, there was no trace of him, no information about him, how could all this be done so desperately?

Since I fell in love as soon as I entered college, I felt that the whole sky was mine, the whole world was mine, my boyfriend, the president of the student union who was two years older than me, full of literary brilliance, very funny, completely rich and handsome, how many people see Prince Charming? But Cupid's arrow hit me, and I was the lucky one.

For the sake of my dignity and my happiness, although I was immersed in intense excitement, reason told me not to be impulsive, and I resolutely rejected his courtship, but promised him that he could be an ordinary friend. Although my heart was moved, my reason told me to be cautious. Just entered the school for a month, every day in the military training of "take a break, stand upright", I completely lost the luster of women, lost a little girl's charm, and became a rough-skinned female man, how can I arouse the strong feelings of such an excellent man, is he going to say this to all girls?

He was not discouraged, after the end of military training, he lost no time, as a senior, to send warmth, love, and appropriate friendship.

Every time he came, it was like a timely rain, watering my heart, and my feelings for him were unconsciously brought a little closer.

He is very measured, only caring, careful care, meticulous care, so that you feel comfortable in your heart, little by little the line of defense in your heart, slowly withdrawn.

I just came to the best university in the country, and life on the university campus was still so foreign to me, and there happened to be an enthusiastic guide around me, telling you where to buy food and where to queue up? Where to take a bath? Where to exercise? Tell you how to find the best seat in the classroom, which professor's class is more attractive, more knowledgeable, and more able to increase your talents. Tell you which corner of the campus you can't go? Because it's all gay there.

Half a year has passed, and his company has allowed me to quickly grow into a literary and artistic backbone on campus, singing and dancing, being a host, and letting me do all the beautiful things. I went from being a top student in primary school and a darling in middle school to a school girl in college.

The relationship between the two of us was clear, and my happy first love began.

If a girl's heart is captured by you, she will do everything for you, what you want her to do. I'm no exception, I'm glad to have found my other half, whether it's dry or rocky, we'll be together, forever, and I firmly believe that.

He is a rare warm man, warm your heart, warm your body is soft, warm your world is full of sunshine, incomparably brilliant.

He's about to graduate, and our disagreement comes.

With his intelligence, his academic performance, and his reputation among school teachers, he could have been escorted to graduate school, but he refused to take this path, and he must join the work and go out into society.

The argument lasted for more than a year, and the normal result was that he broke up with me without warning.