Chapter 10118 Zhao Duo recalls the fledgling Kun Ning felt similar to a physical and mental illness again
Zhao Duo also made jokes about Li Mingxin at the beginning, saying that the pressure of his fire was finally able to make Li Mingxin feel it, and Mingxin was not in a good state later, so Zhao Duo was on the side and accompanied her all the time. Of course, Li Mingxin can't be as fragile as Zhao Duo, but this kind of great profit and great inconvenience in life brought to her because of her role gave her a new feeling for the entertainment industry.
has been in this circle for a long time, and the things Li Mingxin has faced have made her physically and mentally exhausted, and the meaning of being able to stay in this circle seems to have been realized, and she has put in too much effort in order to occupy a place in this circle. She hasn't done anything else except her job as an actress, and if she loses her job one day, she doesn't know what else she can do. She is already a little tired of this life of being criticized and paying too much attention, and has the heart to quit this circle.
Zhao Duo found that Li Mingxin was much stronger than himself, so he was a little relieved. When Li Mingxin chatted with Zhao Duo many times, he almost said that he really wanted to quit, but when he thought of the previous time, he was persuaded by Zhao Duo, and felt that he would definitely not agree, so he hesitated and did not say this sentence in time.
"Zhao Duo, you said that we are both married, we are so busy every day, or do we maintain a life where it is difficult to meet each other, do you say that you have never felt upset?" Li Mingxin asked Zhao Duo, but Zhao Duo nodded: "I've also been upset, but I have worked hard for my career, my wife works so hard, how can I not support it?" "Are you willing to support me in whatever I do?" Li Mingxin took the opportunity to ask this sentence by the way, Zhao Duo nodded as a matter of course, and Li Mingxin said that he wanted to quit the entertainment industry.
"This is the second time you have made this request, if quitting can make you happy, then you can do that, after all, it's your own freedom" Zhao Duo's first sentence agreed with Li Mingxin, and then Zhao Duo continued: "But what kind of life do you want to live after quitting?" You can stay at home, I can support you, but you are not the kind of person who lives idlely, if you can run for the life after you quit now, you can be truly happy, I support you. Zhao Duo's words are for his own good, and Li Mingxin also promised that he would find a good job and think about his future development before completely announcing his retirement from the entertainment industry.
Mingxin asked someone to find a clerical job that didn't earn much money, because she hadn't done this kind of work for too long, and she really got used to it for a while. Telling the agent and the team to stop giving her notices has gone on, and as time goes by, there are many fewer people who talk about her and have opinions. However, Li Mingxin still did not regret his decision at all, and held a reception to announce his decision to quit the entertainment industry completely and start trying a new life.
Since Zhao Kunning passed away from Xiao Ze, coupled with the discovery of Cuiquan's appearance, her heart was very broken, this feeling was very tormenting, although she regained her courage and was able to admit her mistakes to Xiao Ze's parents, and as a result, she was forgiven by Xiao Ze's parents, but it was precisely because she was not condemned that Zhao Kunning's heart was even more sad.
Such a sad mood would have taken a while to recover, but Zhao Kunning didn't expect that such a mood would have recovered, and it took longer than she imagined, she told herself every day to cheer up and greet every new sunrise with a better spirit, but she didn't expect that imagination was particularly strong and unreal, and it was not a simple thing to get better.
Zhao Kunning has never refused to admit that she has psychological problems, but she has not recovered for so long, and she does not have a normal attitude to face everything, and she also has doubts, is there really something wrong with her? She never felt that she was such a fragile woman, but Xiao Ze's death always appeared in front of her.
I don't know how many times, she woke up from a nightmare, her mind was always moved by the way she looked at that moment, she knew that she just did something that Xiao Ze asked her to do at the last moment, she just wanted to satisfy his thoughts, hoping that he could go with peace of mind and ease, but she didn't expect such a move to put herself at such a risk, this mood made Zhao Kunning feel that she couldn't get out of it for a long time, she lived a very tormented life every day, and it was difficult to hold herself.
Zhao Kunning really can't stand this kind of life that plagues her again and again, she feels that although she is alive, she doesn't have the least freedom, her soul has no ability to cheer, and she has no subjective initiative, everything has no way to be self-sustaining, she is afraid that the people around her will see her, and she is afraid that she will not be cared about by everyone, this mood really makes her difficult to get rid of.
Dressed neatly, and even came to the mental hospital after covering up, Zhao Kunning felt that everything was so ironic, she came to this place before because of Cuiquan, and she came here to assist her in seeing a doctor, but she didn't expect that she also had a problem now, she could only laugh at herself.
The doctor tested Zhao Kunning and found out that her psychology was really full of dark things, she was very scared, and she had a slight sense of fear of everything around her, and the doctor also said that just because of that one thing should not cause her such a shadow, I felt that Zhao Kunning must still be troubled by other problems at the same time.
Because psychological illness requires a certain course of treatment to be cured, all of this is something that can only be determined after several times in the hospital, and the two of them can only be determined after a period of communication, Zhao Kunning feels that this time is very tormenting, and she still has to be troubled by so many things and thoughts every night, and even complains that the effect of the doctor's treatment is not immediate.
I went a few times, but it still didn't solve the psychological darkness, Zhao Kunning didn't even have the courage to go out, she felt that she seemed to be hopeless, she simply chose not to go anywhere, in the face of her current situation, all this is unacceptable, the reality is simply too devastating for Zhao Kunning, I don't know how many times I have felt like this, Zhao Kunning hopes that everything can be better, she doesn't seem to know who she loves now, what kind of state she is in, Maybe all this is really like this, it will always be an ignorant appearance, I can't tolerate my own questioning and thinking, and I don't have that kind of time at all!