Although the courtyard of the Shen family is not large, the house is clean, and there is a persimmon tree with branches and leaves covering the roof outside the kitchen window, on which are lush oval leaves, and the treetops are blooming with small white flowers, which makes the simple house more leisurely and comfortable.

Shen Xiuran pulled Tang Guo into the house, and an old man with a stiff figure was sitting on a chair, wearing reading glasses and struggling to thread needles and threads.

"Grandma."

Shen Xiuran walked to the old man's side, and the old man only raised his head when he saw the figure and happily took his hand.

"Dye is back?"

"Hmm." Shen Xiuran squatted beside her and introduced Tang Guo to the old man, "Grandma, this is my girlfriend, Tang Meng." ”

Tang Guo stared at the back of his head for three seconds, and finally greeted the old man with a smile on his face.

"Hello grandma, I'm Tang Meng."

The old man's eyes lit up instantly, he let go of Shen Xiuran's hand, and beckoned to Tang Guo: "What a handsome girl, it's so good." ”

Tang Guo walked up to the old man, bent down and smiled, "Thank you, grandma, for the compliment." ”

"Dye, hurry up and move a chair for someone."

Shen Xiuran looked at the old and the young dotingly, and turned to move the stool.

The old man pulled Tang Guo and asked a long question: "Are you tired along the way?" Grandma will make you something to eat in a moment. ”

"Okay, I'll help you." Tang Guo responded with a smile.

Tang Guo stayed very well in Shen Xiuran's house, the old man was really very good to her, and Shen Xiuran was not as diligent as most young people now, basically he did everything without saying a word, and then his grandmother asked him to rest.

In the evening, Shen Xiuran went to make her bed, and Tang Guo sat in the courtyard chatting with the old man.

"Mengmeng, that kid is stupid and won't coax people, if he is angry with you, you tell grandma, grandma will clean him up for you."

Tang Guo looked back at the room: "He's fine." ”

Where is that mouth stupid, when he scolds her more than anything else, when he coaxes her, it is like eating candy.

"That's good, that's good." The old man sighed with emotion, "I'm still worried that he will be influenced by his parents and won't want to find a partner for the rest of his life......"

"I heard that his parents are ......" Tang Guo was a little curious.

I didn't think of investigating Shen Xiuran's parents before, after all, they had been dead for so many years, and she didn't think it would have an impact on the plot, so she was lazy.

"Dead." The old man sighed, and the expression on his face became heavy.

"His parents are not good things, the two of them have been pinching for a lifetime, and in the end they want to drag Dye and Dye to die together."

Tang Guo was stunned, and he didn't know what to say for a while.

"His father is a gambler, and everything in the house is taken out and sold, and in the end he forces his mother to make unclean money." The old man patted Tang Guo's hand, "If you want to be with Dye Dye, these things can't really be hidden from you for a lifetime, everyone in the village knows it, instead of letting them gossip, it's better for us to tell you ...... ourselves."

"At the beginning, Dye's mother was unwilling, and finally the two quarreled again, his mother accidentally pushed someone down and died, and when she found out that the person was dead, his mother was completely disheartened, so she tied the child to the house, and the two committed suicide by burning charcoal......"

"If it hadn't been discovered by the neighbors at the time, the dyeing would be ...... now"

Tang Guo wiped the tears from the corners of the old man's eyes with paper, patted her back and coaxed: "Grandma, it's all over, and you will live well after dyeing." ”

Inside the house, Shen Xiuran leaned against the corner of the wall and tilted his head slightly, looking at Tang Guo's back in the bright moonlight.

His expression was obscure, his fingertips clutching the corners of his clothes, and one hand covering his eyes.

Since the day of the finals, he has actually made up his mind to follow Tang Meng, but he is afraid that she will just be a whim.

But he could only bet all his bets on Tang Meng, blocking her from being different from those people.

Ever since the incident at the Jinyang Hotel, he has dreamed every night, dreaming of a completely different version of himself.

In the dream, I was sent to an old man's bed, and I couldn't live or die, so I could only live in humiliation.

He was unwilling to be ruined, so he endured the special habits of those people, and climbed up step by step with their power, from falling to the bottom to making his debut in the C position, and then became the best resource in the men's group.

Even in order to make up for his distorted personality, he tried to prove that he was a normal person and dated a female artist, but it was not right!

All the feelings are not right!

Every night he went crazy and wanted to drown himself in the bathtub.

The marks on his body seem to have been imprinted in his bones and dirty.

Moreover, those people held the evidence of his unbearable existence, and he would never be able to escape from hell.

Even if he had reached the farthest he could, he could not shake those people, and his life was dark, surrounded by despair all the time.

At last...... Infected with sexuality/disease.

He struggled like crazy, and the men shook some of the evidence out, and he was almost immediately unable to turn over.

The men waited for him to surrender, for him to grovel and lick their feet, and to go back to being his pet.

ridicule is ubiquitous on the Internet, the door of his house is blocked by reporters every day, and the company forces him to bow his head and go back to apologize......

This world, there is too much malice towards him, step him into the dust, and then never let him turn over.

Later, he committed suicide over and over again.

The first time I swallowed sleeping pills, I was sent to the hospital by my assistant for gastric lavage.

The second time he slit his wrists in the bathroom, he was called by his agent and taken to the hospital by an ambulance.

He tried many ways to die, but none of them succeeded, and he couldn't even die easily.

In the end, he committed suicide by burning coal.

How ironic, more than ten years ago, his mother wanted to take him away in this way, but it didn't work.

More than a decade later, he ended his life in the same way.

If he was destined to die like this, why did he struggle for more than ten years?

He worked hard to get out of the village and into the big city, wanted to get ahead, and tried his best to make his debut through the draft.

But from a small cage, into a larger and more cruel cage.

Shen Xiuran sat on the ground against the corner of the wall, covering his face with his hands, tears oozing from his fingers.

If it weren't for Tang Meng, if she hadn't reported it to the police that day, the security brigade would have gone half an hour late......

His life literally went to hell.

Because of her, none of those things happened by accident.

Although he failed to make his debut, it is enough for him to live well and cleanly.

"Are you crying?"

A voice of surprise sounded above his head, and Shen Xiuran's body stiffened, and his face was buried in the crook of his arm and he didn't move.

Tang Guo squatted across from him and reached out to touch his floppy hair.

"Did you hear what I said to my grandmother just now?"

Shen Xiuran hummed softly.

"Scared? At that time? ”

Tang Guo grabbed his hand and tried hard to pull away to see his expression.