Sometimes it is much harder to live than to die, but there are two things that can sustain a person to overcome any difficulties, one is ambition and the other is resentment.

Zhou Jinhuan has no ambitions, she is a little rich and peaceful little woman in the end, but she has resentment, resentment towards Zhao Yu.

"Jing Zhi, you just wait for me a little longer, and I'll go to see you when I make Zhao Yu nothing, okay?"

She placed the blue silk handkerchief on her chest, tight, as if hugging him.

In the past few days, the palace maids and eunuchs of the Egret Pavilion have been rare and relaxed, mainly because the girls in the pavilion seem to have changed overnight.

"Xiaoye, bring me a bowl of porridge. ”

Zhou Jinhuan has eaten well and slept well these days, and he is also much more energetic, occasionally touching his stomach in a daze.

"It's sunny today, do you want to go out for a walk?"

She had been haunted on the bed almost all the time since she came to the Egret Pavilion, and it was indeed time to go out for a walk.

This Egret Pavilion is originally remote, and very few people come, so they shouldn't meet anyone.

"Let's go to the Rain Pavilion, Wan'er...... Leaflet. ”

Su Wan has been with her for too long, and she will unconsciously call the wrong name.

Last year, around the same time, she discovered this place, and she sat on a stone bench, feeling the red-painted pillars.

"You go down first, I'll stay here alone for a while. ”

"But girl......" Xiao Ye's expression was very embarrassed, her eyes kept staring at her stomach, the meaning was too obvious, she wrapped her arms, tilted her head and said: "Don't worry, I won't do anything out of the ordinary, you must know that if I wanted to die, I wouldn't have lived until now." ”

Xiao Ye was moved, and before leaving, he instructed: "If the girl has anything, call Xiao Ye, Xiao Ye is waiting around." ”

She really didn't want to say anything, sat on the stone bench, closed her eyes slightly, and enjoyed the rare winter sun.

When Xiao Yeren walked away, he slowly opened his eyes and said in a low voice, "Aren't you ready to show up?"

All she answered was the rustling of leaves, as if there was really no one else but her.

"Don't come out, do you?" her rhetorical question seemed to be a murmur, got up, tidied up her clothes, and slowly walked to the lotus pond, with a smile on the corner of her mouth: "Do you have to jump into the flower pond for you to appear, then since that's the case, I might as well ......"

"The girl doesn't want to see me, why do you have to force me to show up?" The person who fell from the sky was the person who followed her the longest time, Su Wan.

"Zhao Yu hasn't been to the White Egret Pavilion recently, so I guessed that someone was hiding in the shadows, but I didn't expect that person to be you. To say that she was not surprised when she saw Su Wan, it was definitely a lie, you must know that she personally stabbed the dagger into Su Wan's chest.

"Girl, don't ask me why I'm still alive?" In a trance, Su Wan was still the little girl who joked about her.

"I'm more curious about who you really are and why you're pestering me than how you're still alive. ”

Su Wan is Su Changqing's illegitimate daughter This is true, it is a sure sentence in the novel, it is also true that she hates Zhao Yu, she has a hundred ways to take revenge on Zhao Yu, why should she find herself?

You must know that the situation in which they got along in the end was not good, Zhou Jinhuan really wanted to kill her at that time, after all, Xiao Jingzhi would die, and she couldn't get out of the relationship.

"Because only a girl in this world can help me kill Zhao Yu and help me take revenge. ”

"Joke, why should I help you, you hurt me like this, kill Jing Zhi, why do you think I will help you?" Her biggest regret is that she didn't even see Xiao Jingzhi for the last time, he died, and she, as his wife, his closest person, was only notified in the end, whenever she thought of this, her emotions were very excited: "If you want to talk about Zhao Yu's affairs, no matter what you say, as long as I poke out your identity, you will definitely die!"

"Wan'er knows that the girl doesn't like me and wants me to die, in fact, I also know that it's not a pity for me to die, but there are many swords and swords in this palace, and if you are not careful, you will die, and there is no capable person around the girl, how to deal with Zhao Yu?"

"Su Wan, you are alone, and you have resisted all the people who put cold arrows in this palace. I used to trust you like that, and you stabbed me in the back, once or twice, and you thought I would foolishly believe you three or four times?"

Wan'er admitted that some of the things she did in the past were really unfavorable to General Xiao, but this time Wan'er swore to the sky that she would help the girl deal with Zhao Yu. ”

When she said the last sentence, Su Wan was already kneeling in front of her, and she didn't scold or comfort her as if she hadn't seen it.

"Since you said you would be loyal to me, prove it to me with your left little finger. After a while, she said something slowly.

Su Wan has a pair of very beautiful hands, and she cherishes those hands more than her face.

"Thank you girl for giving Wan'er a chance. Su Wan only paused, and immediately took out a small bayonet from her sleeve and was about to make a move, but Zhou Jinhuan stopped her: "What are you doing to me, could it be that you want to use bitter meat tricks and turn around." ”

Su Wan said "yes" in a muffled voice, turned around and aimed a small bayonet at her little finger, she had seen a lot of bloody scenes in her life, and had killed many people, it was said that cutting her fingers was not a problem for her at all, but thinking that the person who issued the order to herself was the smart but soft-hearted Zhou Jinhuan, she felt a little sad in her heart: it was she who strangled her kindness, and it was herself.

Su Wan was afraid that what she was facing was not blood, but her own cruelty, so she closed her eyes, the small bayonet fell on the stone table as scheduled, but the pain did not come as scheduled, she opened her eyes and happened to meet the bright face of Zhou Jinhuan, looked down to see the small bayonet falling on her nails, and muttered: "Girl......"

"I'm pregnant with a child now, I can't see such blood, I can't smell blood, I'd better wait a few days for this finger. Zhou Jinhuan interrupted what she was about to say next, and coldly instructed her: "If you want a small bayonet to cut my arm, hurry up." ”

Su Wan hadn't understood what was going on, and Zhou Jinhuan didn't bother to explain so much to her, so she snatched the little bayonet and slammed it at her arm, and said sharply: "Come on, there are assassins!"

As soon as he finished speaking, he threw the bayonet into the lotus pond, leaned softly on Su Wan's body, and all the movements were done in one go.

"Girl, girl, are you okay?" It was Xiao Ye who rushed over, and when he saw Su Wan, he reflexively pulled Zhou Jinhuan over and pushed her hard: "Bold assassin, how dare you do it to the girl?"

"If I were an assassin, do you think you could say so much?" Su Wan glanced at the palace maid with small facial features in front of her, and when she was in a daze, she picked up Zhou Jinhuan and ordered: "What are you doing in a daze, don't you go to the imperial doctor, do you want to lose your head?"

Xiao Ye is a person who has no backbone, and he was frightened by the three words "lose his head", and quickly went to the imperial doctor.

"If the girl wants to keep Wan'er by her side, she doesn't have to use such means. "Su Wan has been with Zhou Jinhuan for a long time, and she is more clever than ordinary people.

"What do you know?" Zhou Jinhuan took a sip of tea and quietly waited for Zhao Yu's arrival.

These days, she has frequent contact with Zhao Yu, so she can sense his breath.

The moment he stepped into the room, she lay on the bed and closed her eyes.

"What the hell is going on, how can there be an assassin?" he breathed a sigh of relief as he walked a few steps to the bed, her wound not as serious as he had thought.

"If you want to kill me, you don't need to use the hands of assassins, it's not clever. Zhou Jinhuan answered the question, and after speaking, he turned around and stopped talking.

"You're not suspecting that I sent someone to do it, are you?" he understood her words, stretched out his hand to straighten her head, pointed it at himself, and said seriously, "Since I promised you to protect you and the ...... in your stomach Child, you won't lose your trust, you don't underestimate me. ”

"Hehe......" she replied with two words, enough to embarrass him.

"What are you doing standing so far away, I ask you, what the hell is going on with that assassin?" he was angry, but he didn't want to be angry at her, so he could only vent at the innocent Su Wan.

Su Wan is a ** lake, what scene haven't you seen?

It's so easy to tell a lie.

"Rest assured, I will help you find the Assassin. After understanding the cause and effect, Zhao Yu took Zhou Jinhuan's hand, and she frowned and withdrew her hand: "The thief shouted to catch the thief, Zhao Yu, are you finished?"

"If I have the heart to let you and the child in your womb die, how can I spend so much time to arrange you in the Egret Pavilion?"

"Naturally, you don't want to really kill me, you know that if the child in my belly is the slightest bit wrong, I won't live alone, wouldn't that be boring?"

"What the hell are you trying to say?"

"You let the assassin kill people, and then let Su Wan save me, just to let me know that you are the only one in this palace who can protect me and let me know better, isn't it?"

“......”

"I knew that Su Wan was your person, so I killed her with a dagger, but I didn't want her to have such a big life, and she didn't die. Zhao Yu, let me tell you, you hurry up and take that traitor away for me, I don't want to see it at a glance, even if I die, I won't let her save her, let her get out of me!"

Zhao Yu's character has always been very calm, otherwise he would not have endured humiliation for many years, and finally won the country in one fell swoop, but in the face of Zhou Jinhuan's fierce emotions, he always had no way to calm down, on the contrary, he was irritable.

"Su Wan, you stay in the Egret Pavilion to take care of her safety, if she doesn't want to see your face, you can go and change into a leather mask. ”

This was the last sentence in the Egret Pavilion, and after speaking, he left, and left in anger, and the people in the entire Egret Pavilion did not dare to take a breath, let alone go to Zhou Jinhuan's room.

"How could the girl know that Zhao Yu would let me stay?" At this time, Su Wan finally knew the meaning of her sentence "What do you know", compared to Zhou Jinhuan, she was indeed too stupid.

"You use Jing Zhi's life to prove your hatred for Zhao Yu, it's really a loss for me to deal with Zhao Yu and not pull you in. She opened her mouth lightly, answered the question, mentioned Xiao Jingzhi's name, and her face was gentle for a moment, but that moment was too short, comparable to an epiphany.

"When, when did I understand Zhao Yu's temper so well, do I understand, or do 'you' understand?" she muttered to herself, her hand touching her stomach, and her thoughts didn't know where they had drifted.