Chapter 59: Regret
Generally speaking, the eighteenth change of the female college, so ah, this boy generally does not change much, and it is basically fixed very early.
But Ye Feng is not like this, not only has it changed, but it has also changed quite a lot.
It's also very incomprehensible, others just think it's a little strange, but Ye Feng is very distressed.
What's the matter?,Why does it seem to be different from other people's in yourself.,It's so unopen.。
Ye Feng's children's shoes really can't accept all this.
Shouldn't that be too high? Is it that hard to achieve?
It's really the more I think about it, the more unwilling I become, but this unwillingness doesn't seem to be useful, now he is already like this, maybe he can't change back, seeing his current appearance, who would have thought that he was also a smiling teenager in the past.
Ye Feng took this lightly after a long time, he really didn't care about this, it seemed that he had really seen through those things, but in fact, it didn't make any sense, maybe Ye Feng himself didn't know how he did it, maybe he woke up, his mood was already different, or maybe he suddenly saw something, and then it changed, anyway, this is a good thing, right?
Ye Feng no longer wasted time thinking about these things in vain.
Speaking of which, how good it was in junior high school, at that time, I was still so attractive, so ah, at that time, I could still play with girls, but after high school, it was different.
After Ye Feng arrived in high school, he basically didn't say that he was going to play with those girls, and he didn't even talk much, when he was in class, he said a few words to his tablemates, except for his own tablemates, there seemed to be nothing to say, and this was only when class was in class, and when it was time to get out of class, Ye Feng really didn't dare to talk to them, if he met on the road, even if the girls took the initiative to greet him, he would ignore it, of course, this is just a superficial phenomenon, In fact, Ye Feng has always been undare, whenever that time, he is very afraid, and then he can only walk quickly, of course, this invisibly gives others an illusion, and they think that he is pretending to be profound.
In fact, he himself didn't know what he thought at the time, but he must still be a little unconfident, and ah, not only that, but also because he was afraid of scaring others, afraid of what others would say, and afraid that others would be laughed at because of himself.
Speaking of which, in fact, I still think too much, and it's true that because of my teasing, I'm a little unconfident, if I wasn't so unconfident at the time, he shouldn't be like this now.
Sometimes, a little bit of influence on the future is actually very big, at least, there should be a lot more people in the current address book, right?
Yes, basically after leaving the school gate, those children's shoes have slowly lost contact.
It's not even as good as when I was in junior high school, at that time the conditions were not allowed, at that time it was not a mobile phone for everyone, and it can be said that there should be no ten people with a mobile phone, so ah, it was mainly a contact method at that time, not a phone, it was contacted through the Internet, although it was also very interesting, but it was not so convenient, not even a mobile phone, how could it be convenient.
So, anyway, for various reasons, in the end, there are really not many people in Ye Feng's address book, of course, there is also a sentence that real friends can still be contacted after changing their numbers a few times.
Of course, at the beginning, Ye Feng didn't believe it very much, but later, when he really ran into it, he had to believe it, because not only one person was changing numbers, but each other was changing, so there were all kinds of other reasons, such as losing the phone, not backing up in time, or there were other reasons, anyway, unconsciously, many people really couldn't get in touch.
Moreover, there are some people who can be contacted, but it seems that there is no need to contact them, and even if they do, there is nothing to say at all.
All in all, it's really pitiful that there are very few people who can speak.
How did you live like this? When Ye Feng realized this, he felt that he was a special failure, or did he say that there was something wrong with his life.
Later, he realized that in fact, everyone is almost like this, not alone.
What about these things, he doesn't know what to do, if it's not his fault, could it be the change of the times, classmates, put it in the past, this should be a very precious friendship.
But now, the so-called classmates don't seem to be so valuable, and they don't even look like they've read books together at all, and they're not much better than strangers on the side of the road.
Since it's not like this alone, it's naturally not something that can be solved by one person, and it doesn't seem to be useful to force yourself, so it's better to let it be.
Ye Feng finally looked down on these, but he still felt that he couldn't stand the people he had unintentionally failed to do in those years.
If he could meet him in the vast sea of people, Ye Feng told himself that no matter what the situation was, he would have to go over and say sorry to her or him.
Of course, it may be difficult to meet again, the world is big and big, and when you want to meet someone, it will seem very vast, and it is not up to you to decide anything at all.
The world is impermanent, and manpower is very limited.
Although Ye Feng was only twenty, he seemed to be already a middle-aged man.
His state of mind, not only middle-aged, but elderly, like Gujing Wubo, it is difficult to have any more waves, or directly say that the heart is dead, but, the problem is that he has not actually experienced the so-called unforgettable, it should not be like this, what he has experienced should be experienced by everyone or has already experienced it, it is very common, but it may be his own problem, of course, he has never said anything.
But well, it's come to this point, at least it won't continue, after all, there should be no worse situation than this, so ah, although his heart is already dead, but he is still looking forward to, looking forward to the day when someone suddenly breaks into his world, and then gently approaches him, lights up his heart, and revives the deer in his heart, and continues to be alive, he has been waiting.