Chapter 090. Co-living Studio(3)
Fan Ming couldn't be happier when he saw Zhao Min so desperate.
Suddenly, Fan Ming saw the shared tram on the side of the road, and then stopped Zhao Min.
Zhao Min turned his head to look at Fan Ming and asked confusedly, "What's wrong?" ”
Fan Ming pointed to the shared tram next to him and said, "You don't have the money to open a house, so you should have the money to ride the shared tram, right?" ”
Zhao Min suddenly understood what Fan Ming meant, his face turned red, and said, "This seems to be there, anyway, there is no bus now, so let's ride and share." ”
The night breeze blows gently, and the neon lights of the city are constantly shining.
Zhao Min rode beside Fan Ming, she was suddenly a little excited, but also a little happy, she had never ridden so close to a strange man, she originally thought that this state should be spent with her beloved boy in the future, who knew that now she was riding a shared tram with a married man, and it seemed a little depressing to think about it.
But one thing is undeniable, that is, Zhao Min's mood is relatively happy now.
After riding for about half an hour, Zhao Min finally brought Fan Ming back to the gate of the community where he lived.
This is a more miscellaneous community, in fact, it is a community, it is better to say that it is the old city, the houses are all houses in the eighties of the last century, and it is almost the most economical rental area in the city, and almost all the people who live here are working or living in poverty.
Standing at the door of the community, I heard the noise coming from inside, the night is a little late now, but the life of the community seems to have just begun, those who have just come back from work, those who have been busy for a day, now there is just time, so groups of three or five in the community below the stalls in the night stalls drinking wine, talking about the world, this is also their happiest day, the most open time, in this moment, they are their own king, is the center of this world.
Sometimes Zhao Min can't figure out what people live for, and he can't figure out how these people are so energetic, they are exhausted during the day, but now they are still shouting with their throats open, what kind of mental attitude is this?
Zhao Min stood there, hesitating, she really didn't know whether she should take Fan Ming in, at this time, she really didn't know what to do, she had never brought strangers here, not even classmates, and even many classmates didn't know that she lived here, because in her heart, she was still very inferior, she still put her sensitive heart completely on guard, so that she could fight not to be hurt in any way, sometimes when people face the outside environment, her heart is a lonely city, In the lonely city, she herself is a soldier, a guard, and a king!
So Zhao Min has no friends, no friends, if you have to say that she has friends, then this friend is her own book, so she always tells herself that she must study hard and be admitted to her ideal university, but the reality completely crushed her, sometimes she wants to cry well, but in the dead of night, when she covered herself in the quilt, she couldn't cry at once.
Fan Ming looked at Zhao Min and asked, "What's wrong?" Don't you welcome me? ”
Zhao Min whispered, "Yes, seriously, I really don't welcome you here, because you are not suitable here." ”
Fan Ming smiled.
Zhao Min looked at Fan Ming in confusion: "What are you laughing at?" ”
Fan Ming said leisurely: "You say I'm not suitable here? Do you know what I was like? Do you know where I used to live? Your life is much better now than I used to be. ”
Zhao Min looked at Fan Ming in disbelief, his face full of doubts, if it was really according to what Fan Ming said, it would be really incredible.
Fan Ming said: "You may not be able to imagine, but in fact, I am an outcast, an outcast that others want to put to death, so you don't have to feel inferior, because you are better than me!" ”
Zhao Min thought for a while and said, "But I've never brought anyone here, if I show those neighbors, they will definitely spread the news about us all over the area, you don't know that those people don't seem to have anything to do on weekdays, as if they are just gossiping and chewing their tongues." ”
Fan Ming laughed all of a sudden, looked at Zhao Min and said, "Is there anything between us?" ”
Zhao Min's face turned red all of a sudden, and his heart began to jump wildly again, rubbing his hands on his chest constantly.
Fan Ming took Zhao Min's hand and said, "Let's go, take me in, do you really want me to sleep on the street here tonight?" Is that really not good? Anyway, I'm also your boss, anyway, I'm downstairs now, even if it's a passing guest, you should invite you to sit down, right? ”
When Zhao Min heard Fan Ming say this, he had to blush and whisper: "Okay, you can follow me up later, but I have to tell you, after you go up, you can't make a sound, if others ask, I will say that you are my cousin from my hometown, you know?" You can't talk too much. ”
Fan Ming suddenly felt interesting, and said with a smile: "What if I want to say that it is your boyfriend?" ”
Zhao Min blushed and said, "No! This is my territory, you have to listen to me, or I'll beat you!" ”
Fan Ming looked at Zhao Min's lovely face, listened to Zhao Min's somewhat rude words, and felt a little more beating and expectation in his heart for some reason, so he had to say: "Okay, since you said that this is your territory, then I will listen to you, I hope you will treat me gently in the future." ”
Zhao Min blushed, she didn't dare to say anything anymore, she was afraid that if she said anything more, she picked up the words for this Fan Ming again, and she couldn't tell it when the time came.
Fortunately, when Zhao Min took Fan Ming upstairs, he only met a few people, and those people didn't pay attention to Zhao Min, only one aunt saw Zhao Min followed by Fan Ming, and immediately became interested, and asked Zhao Min excitedly Who this was, Zhao Min immediately answered according to the previous agreement, and Fan Ming, who was following behind, felt funny in his heart, but it was not good to embarrass Zhao Min, so he just nodded and smiled.
Zhao Min's rented house lived on the fifth floor, which was already the roof, and the dark and mildewy staircase, Fan Ming didn't have to think about it to know that it was dirty, it must be mottled and blurred, and it must have been plastered with small advertisements like a blanket.
Fan Ming seemed to follow Zhao Min through the maze, because there were no lights in the stairs on the third and fourth floors, so he could only turn on the flashlight of his mobile phone.
Fan Ming deliberately put the phone on his face, and then patted Zhao Min: "Hey, look at me like this, does it look like a ghost movie on TV?" ”
Who knew that Zhao Min shook his hand and said, "Don't mess around." ”
Fan Ming felt bored, put down his phone, and asked, "Aren't you afraid?" ”
Zhao Min said: "Don't be afraid, what are you afraid of?" ”
Fan Ming said: "There is no electricity here, aren't you girls afraid of the dark and ghosts?" ”
Zhao Min sighed and said: "That's other girls, in fact, even if there are ghosts in this world, they are kind, at least kinder than people, people nowadays are already bad, so bad, let me ask, in this world, what is worse than people's hearts?" ”
Fan Ming was stunned, and was speechless for a moment, yes, Zhao Min is right, the worst and most vicious thing in the world may be the human heart, there is nothing worse than the human heart, according to what Zhao Min said, the current human heart is so bad that it is extremely bad.
When he walked to the fourth floor, Fan Ming asked, "Aren't you afraid of walking such stairs every day?" You don't look safe, what if someone suddenly runs out of here, or if there are hooligans, what are you going to do? ”
Zhao Min was stunned again, thought for a while and said: "I'm afraid, I'm really afraid, when I walk this staircase every day, I'm afraid, I've lived here since I was a child, every day when I walk here, I'm very scared, I'm scared all day long, and even when I go back to the room, I'm afraid, I always take a lot of stools to block the door, every time I walk here, I think, how I hope my parents can be by my side, how I hope they can pick up and drop off their children to and from school every day like the parents of other classmates." , But there's no way, my parents are not around, I can only walk this road by myself, even if I'm afraid, it doesn't matter, because you can't do anything, I'm even thinking, if one day I really encounter that kind of thing, then I'll jump straight from here, but it's okay, it's been fine all these years, no problem has happened at all, or God sees me so young, and I don't have any support, so I can't bear to hurt me, in fact, from another point of view, the people here are actually quite kind, Although they are poor, but they do not do evil, but they will not do things that hurt nature, in fact, you carefully find that in this world, people who do things that hurt nature and reason are often not poor, but those who are not benevolent to the rich, there is a sentence that does not say so? If you are not afraid of hooligans, you are afraid that hooligans are educated, and now many people are hooligans with eyes! ”
Zhao Min said a lot in one breath, and even Zhao Min couldn't imagine that he would say so many words.
Fan Ming listened, he was stunned for a moment, he didn't expect Zhao Min to say such a thing, of course he knew that what Zhao Min said was a bit extreme, but what she said seemed to be a fact, and it was an indisputable fact.
Of course, Fan Ming also knew that Zhao Min's life was too difficult, he suddenly felt a little sympathetic to her in his heart, and of course he felt that she was really amazing, over the years, it was really not easy for such a girl.