Many times, Li Suxin's heart is contradictory and struggling. She longs for a love, more precisely, she longs for a home, and Wang Mo is the one who can bring her all this. And as time passed, she found that her desire for this beauty had gradually detached herself from any binding factors, and she just wanted to get it. The emotions of gain and loss became stronger and stronger, so she was horrified to find that in this unconscious process, she had begun to fall in love with the man in front of her.

This love is very pure, not to find a father for the child in the womb, nor is it a momentary emotional trance. She could hear her heartbeat clearly, and she had a heartfelt liking in front of this man.

At the same time, Li Suxin also clearly knows that the arrival of this love is too abrupt, even if it is beautiful.

So you can imagine how painful Li Suxin's heart was after learning the secret hidden in the lampbox.

Because of this, let her understand that she is already in love with you deeply. ，

In the dark room of "Wang Mo", two people were back to back, there was no air conditioning, and the room was filled with cold air. And the other person's body is warm, but you are not qualified to get warmth. ，

Li Suxin turned sideways in the face of the night, hesitated for a moment and then opened his mouth and said, "Wang Mo, don't you really tell me?" ”，

"What?" Wang Mo turned over and took this opportunity to hug Li Suxin: "What do you tell you?" ”，

Feeling the burning snort on his neck, Li Suxin rubbed his shoulders and said, "Wang Mo, I'm not joking with you, don't you really plan to tell me about Zhao Qian?" ”，

Wang Mo, who was greedily enjoying body fragrance, was stunned when he heard this, and Li Suxin could clearly feel the stiffness of his body. ，

"Su Xin, you really don't want to think about it anymore! I'll be worried about you like this. ”，

Li Suxin turned over, faced him head-on, and touched his lips lightly.

The corners of Wang Mo's mouth rose an arc, wrapped his arms around her neck, and kissed her affectionately.

It wasn't until this moment that Li Suxin understood that that person was an untouchable scale in his heart, even if he held another woman in his arms, even if he married and had children with another woman, she could not be blasphemed hidden in his heart. ，

And at this moment, Li Suxin was even more curious, what happened between them? That place, does Zhao Qian really live there? What was she doing there?

Thinking about it, Li Suxin, who was kissing, secretly made a decision. She had to give herself an account, even if she knew that what awaited her wasn't necessarily what she wanted to see. ，

"Wang Mo Wang Mo ......" Li Suxin pushed Wang Mo away, like many times, decisively pushed him away when Wang Mo's hormones were strong, and shook his head at him with calm breathing.

"Wang Mo, I want to go to a place, and when I come back, we will get married, okay?" ，

"Really?" Wang Mo asked again. may feel funny, suddenly laughed self-deprecatingly, lay back, took a deep breath and said: "Su Xin, you will marry me when you find Zhao Qian, and then you will marry me when you come back from a place, seriously, in your eyes, what is our marriage?" A convention? Or a bonus? ”，

Li Suxin could clearly feel the anger in Wang Mo's words.

He must be very angry, presumably anyone who stops his lust every time he is aroused will lose his temper. ，

I couldn't see his face clearly in the dark, but Li Suxin seemed to be able to make up for it, it must be a cold face, and the cold light was overflowing and wandering in the air. ，

Li Su felt guilty in his heart, bit his lip, touched his shoulder with his slender jade fingers, and shook it: "Wang Mo, are you angry?" ”，

"No," Wang Mo replied not gently, obviously angry. ，

"Wang Mo, I'm still pregnant," Li Suxin reminded. ，

Hearing this, Wang Mo realized that he was too out of shape, and the sperm worm was in his brain, and he had no reason at all. ，

I was annoyed in my heart, but I was still arrogant on my lips, and I collected my emotions and said: "I'm really not angry, it's that I'm not good just now." ”

Li Suxin smiled happily, moved forward, and pillowed on his broad chest: "Wang Mo, I'm serious, when I come back, we'll get married, okay?" ”

Wang Mo's heart moved, and he didn't know why, he vaguely felt that something bad would happen.

"Su Xin, where are you going? I'll be with you. ”

"Aren't you going to work?" Li Suxin asked rhetorically, and then chuckled and said to him: "Don't worry, do you see that the last time I went to Shanxi alone, didn't I come back well?" This time I'm going to a very close place, so if I go there tomorrow and come back the day after tomorrow. ”

"Is it so close" Wang Mo didn't ask her where she was going, since Li Su didn't say it, there must be a reason for her.

And the place where Li Suxin is going is indeed not far away.

The train fare from Hefei to Jiujiang is 50.5 yuan, and Li Suxin books a ticket in the morning and arrives at one o'clock in the afternoon.

In the late autumn season, on the bus from Jiujiang City to Lushan, the sun is just right, the wind is very light, and the maple leaves are red on both sides of the road.

From Shijiazhuang to Shanxi, and then to Jiujiang, a person who has never met her has become the direction she tirelessly chases. Li Suxin didn't know too well, why, she had to see Zhao Qian, what would happen if she did?

But she clearly told herself that if she wanted to have Wang Mo, she had to find Zhao Qian.

So what she said in front of Wang Mo was true. Only when she came to this place and met Zhao Qian could she marry Wang Mo without any burden.

It may seem to others that this is a childish and somewhat morbid act. But in her opinion, every step is a tireless effort for love.

In front of a small private building built on a mountain, Li Suxin glanced at the address copied from the rental contract in his hand, it was here, it was here, she was here.

The small building has three floors, this is the top floor, and the steel staircase is outside, which has long been rusted and mottled in the humid and warm environment in the south.

Stepping on the iron-welded stairs, da-da-da, I soon reached the third floor. In front of me is a row of connected houses, anti-theft doors, and broken Spring Festival couplets hanging on the door wall, which have long been yellowed at this time.

Take a look at the door number, and it's the innermost one. The front of the door is very clean and there is a potted plant in front of the guardrail, which is growing well.

Li Suxin took a deep breath against the door wall, brewed, and knocked on the door.

Dadada,

She knocked softly, but apparently no one responded.

After waiting for a while, seeing that no one opened the door for herself, Li Suxin had no choice but to increase her strength, da-da-da, but still no one opened the door for her.

Li Suxin tried to shout a few times, but there was no one in the room.

Did you go out? Thinking about Li Suxin, stay and wait. But a few hours passed, and it was getting late.

At this time, Wang Mo called, and Li Suxin avoided the microphone to deal with it, so he went to find a hotel.

The snacks here are delicious, but Li Suxin obviously doesn't have much appetite, thinking about going to Zhao Qian's rental house later, she went out during the day, and she must be back at night, right?

The evening breeze is very cool, and the town is smoky, a warm picture of a water town in the south of the Yangtze River.

Because it is close to Lushan, there will be a lot of tourists who come here to stay at night, and the street is very lively and noisy.

Li Suxin held the mentality of half traveling, and bought local specialties for Wang Mo when he went shopping. At this time, she suddenly remembered Aunt Fang, if she was alive, she would be very happy to bring her special products back to the old man's house.

Thinking of this, Li Suxin couldn't help but feel sad,

Glancing at the time on her wrist, it was already seven o'clock in the night, Zhao Qian should be back in the house, right?

Li Suxin will not forget the task of coming here, put the things he bought back in the hotel room, and went to the small building of the Minjian Building.

Because there is no shared bicycle, she went on foot, and when she saw the house from a distance, Li Suxin found that the house was not lit, which means that Zhao Qian has not come back yet?

I was disappointed, but I walked straight through.

In the dim light of the night, the iron staircase outside the small building made a sound, as if no one had walked this staircase for a long time, and the rust slag on both sides fell down every time I stepped on it.

The lights on the third floor really didn't turn on, Li Suxin was extremely disappointed, but he still knocked on the door and asked, "Zhao Qian, are you inside?" ”

No one answered, and there was a deathly silence all around.

Seeing this, Li Suxin's eyebrows condensed slightly, and he took out the key from his pocket.

This is the key that Wang Mo kept in the lampbox, the one that was put together with the rental contract.

Li Su thought about it for a while, took the key and wanted to insert it into the lock hole, but quickly gave up.

I waited outside the station door for a while, shrinking my body and getting colder, and seeing that it was too late, I had to write a note and paste it on the wall of the door, and go back to the hotel first.

This night, Li Suxin couldn't sleep, and as soon as he closed his eyes, it was the closed door. Standing outside the door, she was like facing Wang Mo's heart, closed, dark, without the slightest light projecting out. But Li Suxin knew that he had to defend it, because there was everything he was looking for in the door......

The next day, the scenery of Lushan Mountain in autumn, you can see Panyang Lake from afar, the sky and water are all natural, and the last few days of this autumn are beautiful.

Li Suxin told herself that she must see Zhao Qian today, if the door is still closed, she will ask her neighbors and landlords, and she will always find it, as long as she is here.

In order to complete the task earlier, Li Suxin went to the self-built small building early in the morning, if Zhao Qian had come back last night, she should have been able to stay for a short time earlier.

But standing in front of the heavy door again, Li Suxin was surprised to find that Zhao Qian had not returned all night, and the note was still quietly pasted on the door, hunting with the morning breeze.

Tearing off the note casually, Li Su sighed happily, and still took out the key.

She knew she shouldn't have trespassed in, this door didn't open by itself, could she really walk in?

Li Suxin's hand holding the key was a little hesitant,

She found that the more she hesitated, the more her hands trembled, and this became a struggle with her heart, and she was about to collapse.

In the end, Li Suxin still opened the door.

With a dull sound of the door opening, the dusty door was finally pushed open. And when the door was pushed open, the dust drifted in the morning sun,

……

In the evening, Wang Mo came home from work, and when he opened the door, he saw Li Suxin holding a teacup in his hand, sitting on the sofa trembling.

Seeing Li Suxin's Wang Mo's face happy, he threw away the briefcase casually, and asked earnestly: "Eh?" Su Xin, are you coming back so soon? ”

Li Suxin didn't reply, holding a steaming glass in his hand, as if it was very cold, and his body couldn't stop shivering.

Wang Mo seemed to see Li Suxin's strange appearance, his eyes shrank sharply, he changed his slippers and walked to ask, "Su Xin, what's wrong with you?" Uncomfortable? ”

Li Suxin seemed to come back to his senses suddenly, trembling all over, and turned his face to look at Wang Mo, with snowflakes flying in his eyes.

"Wang Mo, I saw her."

"Who?" Wang Mo asked puzzled.

Li Suxin stared at Wang Mo with wide eyes, with a look of shock and fear on his face.

She stared at Wang Mo in front of her for a moment, her expression was in a trance, and she said two words tremblingly: "Zhao Qian." ”

Wang Mo's eyes were half-narrowed, and he asked suspiciously: "Zhao Qian?" Did you meet Zhao Qian? ”

"Hmm," Li Suxin nodded.

Wang Mo's gaze flickered for a quarter of an hour, but he quickly regained his composure, and a smile appeared on his face: "Really? Where did you meet her? Are you sure she's the Zhao Qian I know? ”

"Wang Mo, Zhao Qian is dead."

When Li Suxin said this, Wang Mo's face froze for a moment, but it was only for a moment, he disguised it well, and quickly shook his hand with a smile and said: "Hey, I know that you lied to me, so I really thought you saw my first love." ”

Wang Mo stretched his arms as he spoke, took off his apron from the cabinet door, and put it around his neck, while saying happily: "I'm cooking, what do you want to eat tonight?" After running for two days, you must be tired, right? How about I burn you something light? ”

Seeing Wang Mo evasive, Li Suxin couldn't control his emotions anymore, even if he was as calm as her, he couldn't stand the inner roar at this moment. It was the sound of a wall collapsing, she originally just wanted to open a door, a door to Wang Mo's world, but when she tried to push the door open, she was surprised to find that the entire wall was shaking with her pushing, and finally collapsed.

Li Suxin was extremely frightened, this was the result of her inability to look directly.

And Wang Mo, who walked into the kitchen, seemed to block all this, did he have amnesia?

I saw Wang Mo scrubbing the cutting board and kitchen knife, and the water was rushing: "Su Xin, do you remember what you said?" You say, when you come back this time, we'll get married? ”

Wang Mo said very proudly, as if he couldn't wait, and he couldn't hide his excitement with a kitchen knife and ran out and said to Li Suxin: "What you said must count!" ”

I don't know why, seeing Wang Mo carrying a kitchen knife, Li Su's heart trembled, and he subconsciously shrank back.

Probably because of an illusion, she seemed to see a hideous-looking Wang Mo, grinning at herself with a fierce light, and her long fangs flashed with cold light.

Li Su's mind was full of chaos, and he couldn't hear what Wang Mo said, so he just nodded subconsciously.

But Wang Mo was overjoyed after seeing Li Suxin's nod, and jumped on the spot. "Really? You promised to marry me? ”

Wang Mo was overjoyed, but soon noticed Li Su's frightened expression, and looked down to see that he was carrying a kitchen knife.

Wang Mo was very embarrassed for a while, he had fantasized about countless marriage proposal scenes, but he didn't expect that in the end, he would let the other girl agree with a kitchen knife.

Thinking about it, Wang Mo hurriedly sent the kitchen knife to the kitchen, took off his apron, ran to the room and took out a small box, and knelt down on one knee in a serious manner: "Li Suxin, marry me." ”