The sun rose again and illuminated the entire city of Nanjing.

The torrential rain did not leave much trace in the city, even if it was a stormy night, the clouds and darkness melted, and it was difficult to find any clues.

The relationship between Wang Mo and Zhao Qian will not change significantly because of last night's conversation, and the gap is only cracked in the heart.

On the fifth day, I rushed to various tourist attractions as usual, and walked around, except for seldom speaking, it was difficult to see the charm on their faces.

Time stretches the shadows! The longer the shadow, the lighter the shadow.

……

"Wang Mo, what time is my plane tomorrow?" At night, Zhao Qian suddenly asked Wang Mo.

"1 o'clock in the afternoon." Wang Mo replied.

One question and one answer, the voice overflowed lightly.

"Wang Mo, go back to your room and rest early! Tomorrow you're going to take me to the airport. Zhao Qian chased away the guest again, and the reason was far-fetched.

Wang Mo wanted to say something, after all, it was the last night, and there were some things that he might not have a chance to do in his life if he didn't say it. He even had evil thoughts, wanting to expand his mistakes, dig deep wounds, and dig up more memorable injuries that are difficult to smooth out.

But he was cowardly, humble like a servant in front of Zhao Qian.

"Go back to your room, I want to change my pajamas." Seeing Wang Mo grinding and chirping, Zhao Qian said again. After speaking, he turned sideways slightly, his lips turned white, and his nails were clamped into the sheets.

After brewing for a long time, Wang Mo finally gave up, his eyebrows were lightly spread, and he felt helpless.

But back in his room, Wang Mo began to toss and turn, the scenes of the five days flashed in front of him, he didn't care about it, and now he recalls it, as if he has never been so good in his life.

However, this beauty has come to an end, and tomorrow is the day of separation.

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Day 6, September 8th.

In the morning, Wang Mo said to the staff of the B&B in WeChat and began to pack his things.

Zhao Qian also got up very early on this day, obviously had a morning to wait, I don't know if it was because she couldn't wait to leave, or because she wanted to stand in front of each other and look at each other more, she appeared in each other's sight early in the morning.

"Wang Mo, you don't want these towels or anything, do you?"

"Well, throw it away!"

After speaking, Wang Mo still looked into the bathroom, and seemed to be a little hesitant.

Those are the evidence of their life together in the past few days, towels, toothbrushes, shampoo ......, and Wang Mo can still clearly feel the excitement when purchasing them, as if he closes his eyes, and the air is fragrant, sweet, and warm.

At this moment, Wang Mo is about to lament the cruel gap between online dating and Benxian. In the Internet, he can act recklessly, saying to Zhao Qian that he likes it, says love, and marries you. But one day when you are in front of me, I will panic even if I look at you more.

"Zhao Qian, have you packed up?"

"Well, almost."

After speaking, Zhao Qian stepped out of the door of the B&B first. A breeze blows, and the sideburns fly.

Watching Zhao Qian leave, Wang Mo hesitated and walked to the bathroom and picked up Zhao Qian's towel embroidered with a cartoon cat. This behavior seems to be subconscious, and it is difficult for him to understand it himself. If you are really a person with a spiritual purity, why do you want to leave such a thing that sees things and thinks about people?

If you say you have forgotten, you should be decisive! Dragging mud and water will only bring long-term pain to yourself.

At ten o'clock in the north city of Confucius Temple Station, Wang Mo and Zhao Qian walked into a KFC restaurant and asked for different set menus.

"Zhao Qian, give this back to you."

Handing over a pendant engraved with the word 'Zhao', Wang Mo cleared his throat and said: "I deleted all the photos I took in Nanjing last night, and we can still contact you after I go home, but I won't take the initiative to look for you, if there is anything wrong with your body...... I can say that I will not run away from ......"

Zhao Qian nodded very lightly.

Just nodded, put the pendant in the backpack, and looked at the phone with his chin in his club. She tried her best to keep herself calm, cold, and resolute, even though deep down she had already become a disaster.

The waiter brought a delicious meal, probably because the meal had not yet arrived, and neither of them had much appetite, and the food was tasteless.

Taking a small bite on the huge hamburger, Zhao Qian put it down and said to Wang Mo while wiping her hands with wet wipes: "You call a car!" I ate well. ”

"Hmm!"

took out his mobile phone, and soon a hint of brilliance appeared on Wang Mo's face.

Looking at the expensive taxi fare, Wang Mo hesitated and said to Zhao Qian arbitrarily: "Take the subway!" It's more convenient. ”

Lukou Airport is far away from the city, and the basic fee for online car-hailing is 150 yuan, and the S1 subway line is 7 yuan. Restricted by the concept of consumption, Wang Mo chose the latter.

After speaking, Wang Mo didn't dare to look at Zhao Qian, and took the lead in getting up and dragging her suitcase.

When he came to Nanjing, Wang Mo had already spent a lot of money, and Wang Mo had to pay for accommodation and food, and for two people to travel. He doesn't have a lot of savings, although it is an expenditure within the budget, but he is limited by the concept of consumption, and even this last journey can't be chic.

But inside he is conflicted, even guilty.

The subway line to the airport was crowded and noisy, Zhao Qian was forced into a corner by the crowd, and Wang Mo was carrying a suitcase and wanted to squeeze through.

The skirt was hooked by someone else's suitcase, Zhao Qian pulled it vaguely, and then wanted to pick up Wang Mo, but saw that he was standing farther away from him.

For a moment, Zhao Qian suddenly panicked and wanted to call Wang Mo's name. It's like Wang Mo calling out to himself on the dock of the Qinhuai River.

For a moment, Zhao Qian suddenly became uneasy, and wanted to hold Wang Mo's arm tightly, his arm and wrist were like thick city bricks.

There was also a moment when Zhao Qian suddenly felt sad, looking at the man who was an arm's length away, and wanted to pierce it......

See, that's the distance between us.

You're right in front of me, but I can't stand with you. It's not a matter of age, it's not a matter of distance, we don't have the ability to love, even if it's close, there is a barrier between hearts, and we are people from two worlds.

Maybe our intersection itself is wrong, I shouldn't have come to see you, and you shouldn't have come to see me. The Internet is the habitat of this love. We have crossed the thunder pool, and we are doomed to be doomed!

……

At the entrance of the airport, Wang Mo took a ticket for Zhao Qian and handed it to her, wanting to say whatever she wanted to say.

Zhao Qian stood under his chin, did not look up, pinched the ticket and ID card in his hand, and his heart was pounding.

In the end, without a hug, no kiss, not even a goodbye, he looked at her back, step by step, and disappeared into the long corridor of the ticket gate.

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Outside the window, the white clouds are rolling, and the regular rice fields are getting farther and farther away.

Quietly staring out the window, Zhao Qian suddenly couldn't help but sob, giggles,

Laughing and laughing, his eyes blurred, and a line of cold tears slid down.

She didn't hate the place as she said she would, and she didn't really care about the thing or the person. stubbornly forced himself into the nine clouds, with a lonely desert and desolation, and returned to the north with geese.

In the past two years with him in the Internet, every day is happy and full of expectations. Wang Mo has brought her countless touches, so being able to meet him is an adventure in Zhao Qian's life, and it is also a beautiful scene in her life, magnificent and dazzling.

Encountering you at the most lost age, it is really like a gift from God, as if it is a sudden dawn in the dark and damp swamp, I see you standing in the dazzling halo, tall and handsome, and holding people's hearts.

I don't know how to express my gratitude and liking for you, your goodness deserves my all-out respect.

I admit that in my final conversation with you, the attitude was bad and hurt your confidence and dignity. It should never be my gesture, and hatred is never my feeling for you. On the contrary, I like you, but I can't say that to you.

I like it but I can't say it, because your kindness has made me fall into the dust.

I like you very much, I like you so much that I don't dare to look at you more, but the Iron Horse Binghe is all you; I like you so much that I don't dare to think about you, but I let your figure dominate in my heart; I like it so much that I don't dare to say I like it, but I can't help myself.

I want to like you like this for the rest of my life, even from the perspective of looking up, and be grateful and never repent.

But, Wang Mo, what do I like! I'm 19 years old, and there's no way to give you a baby; I'm 19 years old, and there's no way to enter the marriage hall with you, because it's too short! Humble to ugly.

……

This summer vacation has been very content for me. When I was 19 years old, I had a gorgeous performance that made that precarious life shine and meet the love that I thought I would never have in my life.

Wang Mo, whether you really want to forget me or not, I will remember you firmly. Remember it for the rest of your life.

It's just that my life is so short!

When I was 19 years old, my dad said he was going to arrange a big birthday celebration for me. Dad loves me so much that he is willing to buy me everything I want. But he won't know that I've got what I want.

I sometimes wonder why leukemia has stomach pain.

I wanted to sit with you a little longer last night, after all, it was the last night I spent alone with you, and the moon was thick, even if we were indifferent to each other, but it was extremely beautiful for me. However, the sudden abdominal pain made me have no way not to chase you away, and I am afraid that if you see me embarrassed, it must be ugly.

Wang Mo, you better forget about me as you said.

I am gone, destined not to return,

If the clouds can miss you, let the acacia turn into a torrential rain.

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