Mrs. Gu lay on the bed for a long time, and she didn't see the two sisters appear.

On weekdays, she coughed clearly, and An An was so worried that she hurriedly invited a doctor to come, but today she lay down for a long time and the two children did not show up.

"Do you think these two children even blame me for the hospital?"

Mother Hua only sighed: "Old lady, what do you want the old slave to say?" You know that the eldest girl is most tired of listening to her wife, and you want to mention it. ”

"I, I just thought that even if Gu Xian made a big mistake, she would be their mother after all."

After so many years of master and servant, Mother Hua still doesn't know her thoughts: "Old lady, if you always have such thoughts, the eldest girl and the second girl will be separated from you sooner or later." ”

The old lady said, "Really leave her alone?" ”

"It's not that it doesn't matter, it's that it can't be managed. Old lady, what do you want the big girl to do? took his wife to Beijing, or continued to take care of the Shen family. Except for the master, the Shen family is a white-eyed wolf. The big girl just pours out their hearts and lungs for them, not only will they not be grateful, but they will feel that the big girl has not done enough! ”

In fact, not only the Shen family, but also Gu Xian had the same attitude, no matter how much Qingshu did, she was not satisfied.

The old lady was silent.

Qingshu did not appear in the main courtyard for three consecutive days, and he went out early and returned late every day.

An An was a little unbearable, she went to Qingshu and said, "Sister, grandma knows it's wrong." Sister, just forgive grandma! ”

Qingshu smiled and said, "An An, I didn't blame her, I didn't blame her, I just didn't want to hear what she said to make me forgive my mother." ”

"An An, you know what? When I was three years old, my grandmother told me that it was not easy for my mother to let me be more considerate of her, and when I quarreled with her, she said that she was my mother who gave me my life and asked me to endure one or two. It's been twelve years, and I really don't want to hear it anymore. ”

An An was silent.

Qingshu looked up at the gray sky outside, and said softly: "An'an, I am a human being, I am not a god, and I will be tired." ”

An An hugged Qingshu and choked up: "Sister, if you tell me anything in the future, I will bear it with you." ”

Qingshu touched her head and said, "There are some things I didn't want to tell you, but now I feel like I should tell you." When she was in Taifeng County, Yuan Shanniang ridiculed her mother and said that she always went back to her mother's house to fight the autumn breeze, and she didn't go back home to visit her grandmother for a whole year. There are many of them, and there are many of them, if you want to know the details, you can ask the flower mother. ”

An An really didn't know these things.

Qingshu shook her head with a wry smile and said, "Grandma is the mother who gave birth to her, raised her, and loved her to the bone!" But she can ignore her mother just because of a word from outsiders. is also because my grandmother is rich, if my grandmother is poor and no one cares, I believe that if the people of the Shen family don't let her take care of her, she won't care. ”

"An An, in her eyes, the most important thing is the people of her husband and husband's family. As for the mother and mother, they can be discarded and sacrificed at will. ”

"Why did you say that Jing Ene saved Uncle Shen, she was not only grateful, but also complained about me. Because in her heart, we should do everything for her, and if we don't listen to her and don't follow her, it will be a thousand mistakes. ”

An An's tears welled up: "Sister, you have been wronged. Sister, we won't forgive her, never forgive her. ”

Qingshu shook her head with a smile and said, "You think too much, she doesn't feel that she is wrong at all, how can she ask us for forgiveness." All this is just grandma's own passion. ”

Turning his head, An An told Old Madam Gu these words word for word.

After a long time, Old Madam Gu asked, "An An, do you think the same way as your sister?" ”

An An was silent.

Old Madam Gu asked Mother Hua to call Qingshu over: "You really never forgive your mother?" ”

"Does she ask me to forgive?"

Qing Shu showed a mocking smile: "Believe it or not, even if I said that I wanted to cut off relations with her, if there was something in the Shen family, she would think of me first." ”

Old Madam Gu was silent.

Qingshu said: "You don't have to worry about her at all, Uncle Shen is really good to her." Besides, put aside feelings and only talk about interests, as long as An An and I are good for the Shen family, he will also treat his mother well. On the other hand, if we can't protect ourselves, we can't control her. ”

Old Madam Gu said, "But, what about your Uncle Shen who is going to die?" Do you really care about her then? ”

Qingshu said bluntly: "Grandma, I know what you think. Do you think that it is not enough to only eat and dress in your old age, and you have to enjoy your old age with your children and grandchildren under your knees. But in my mother's heart, the children and grandchildren of the Shen family are her children and grandchildren, and the children of An An and I are all outsiders. So I can only promise you that she will not have to worry about food and clothing in the future, and she will not have to worry about being taken care of by the maid and mother-in-law, and it will be impossible to do more. ”

"Also, no matter what happens to the Shen family in the future, I won't care about it anymore."

Old Madam Gu said, "Qingshu, your Uncle Shen really loves your sisters. ”

"I admit that he is very good to me and An An, but this good is also mixed with interests. If I hadn't studied at Man Wah Hall and befriended all the famous women, do you think he would have given those expensive gifts? No. ”

An An was stunned.

Old Madam Gu was anxious and said, "Qingshu, how can you think of your Uncle Shen like this?" ”

Qingshu chuckled: "It's not that I think of him like this, but he just does it." If he loved us wholeheartedly, An An would not have been lightly wronged by the Shen family back then. For example, when I was in the Zhenguo Mansion, there was a maid who said that I would be obedient and clever to please the old lady and her. When the godmother found out, she sent the maid out of the house. Grandma, if you really love someone, you can't allow her to be wronged in the slightest. ”

"Grandma, I know a lot of things in my heart, but I just don't break them."

Old Madam Gu suddenly felt that Qingshu was very strange, so strange that she didn't seem to know her.

Halfway, she said with a tired face, "You go out." ”

Qingshu was silent and said: "If you are willing to stay in the capital, Jing Ene and I will be filial to you so that you can enjoy your old age in peace." If you want to go back to Pingzhou to retire, I will find a way to transfer my uncle to Pingzhou to take care of you. As for asking me to forgive my mother, don't say these words again in the future, it is impossible for me to coexist peacefully with her, so it is good for everyone to stay away. It doesn't make any sense for you to say this again in the future, except to make me unhappy. ”

After saying that, Qingshu turned around and went out.

An An wiped her tears and said, "Grandma, even if I beg you, don't mention this matter in the future?" ”

Old Madam Gu breathed a sigh of relief and said, "An An, if I go back to Pingzhou to retire, will you go back with me?" ”

The incident in Fuzhou let her know that her own children are reliable, and no matter how good other people's children are to him, it is useless.

An An shook his head and said, "Grandma, I will marry in the future, and I must be where my husband is." Grandma, my sister and I both want you to stay in the capital. ”

However, if Mrs. Gu insisted on going back to Pingzhou to retire, then they had no choice but to respect her choice.