Worse

Turning out of the small restaurant, Peng Cheng dragged a few steps and ran into the commercial street. This is the most prosperous avenue in the county, with rows of shops on both sides, and like in the big cities, there is also Parkson, which has built old and tall buildings and sells the most expensive goods.

Generally a little uncomfortable, Peng Cheng was holding Bei Bei in front, walking looked weird, he reached out to help his waist, turned his head and asked her: "Daughter-in-law, do you still have money?"

He didn't seem to be that serious, but his body twisted strangely, and Bei Bei still felt that it was not simple, so she was stunned, and she nodded.

"Sell me a plaster!" he said.

——

He was sick again. Bei Bei and Peng Cheng bought a plaster with a particularly bad smell in the pharmacy at the entrance of the commercial street. It was a small pharmacy, they both knew each other, the last time was a few days after the Gregorian New Year, Peng Cheng had a high fever, and it was here that day that they had an intravenous injection.

In the days around New Year's Day, there was always heavy snowfall, from morning to evening, and from evening to morning. At noon, Peng Cheng also went out to deliver food, but just after the meal, people couldn't stand it, he burned unconscious, full of nonsense. That time it was still Suo Ge's money, the two of them rented a room in the small hotel next to it, the heating for this night was hot, I think God took care of it, Peng Cheng took the injection and began to sleep, and the fever really went away in the second half of the night.

"Are you feeling better?" asked Bei Bei as soon as he left the small pharmacy.

"It's okay, it's not that fast, but now it's a little bit of a feeling, it's hot. ”

As he spoke, Peng Cheng lowered his head and touched his knees, then raised his head, and suddenly the person did not move. Following the direction he was staring at, Bei Bei also looked over there, and on the other side of the road, a woman was holding a child with a high bench, and she also looked at Peng Cheng.

The woman wore a beige bloated cotton jacket, like a meat filling wrapped in dough, and the child tugged at her arm vigorously, she was motionless, just staring at Peng Cheng across the endless road.

The young man stretched out his hand and pulled Beibei, stood up straight, waved his hand at the woman, and the woman turned and walked away like a female ghost who had been overdone.

"Daughter-in-law, who do you guess she is?"

"Keiko. Bei Bei turned his head to look at Peng Cheng, he was immersed in a good aftertaste, and almost all the lines on his face led to the depths of his memory, which must be a good memory.

——

Finally, the hotel lasted less than half a year and finally came to an end, and it didn't even survive the short spring in the Northeast. Neither Brother Suo nor Peng Cheng made any sweetness from this restaurant, Peng Cheng came with nothing, and left with nothing. But this is not meaningless, at least this time is indispensable for Beibei, because the girl has not put any money on Peng Cheng anymore.

That was almost a predestined thing, Suo Ge Peng Cheng tacitly knew it, and persisted for almost a month, that day the young man called, he said: "Daughter-in-law, the meal has been redeemed, I will go back in a few days." ”

"Ah, you're back, where are you staying?" Bei Bei was not happy that Peng Cheng came back, to be honest, she was very unhappy. She was so happy during this time, all her money was freely distributed, and life showed its original appearance, with almost no pressure, precisely because he was not by her side.

"I told the landlord that I still live there. Peng Cheng said tiredly, although the hotel is not profitable, but he is not really happy without him, the hotel has exhausted all his energy, but he still seems to want to keep it, maybe for him, it is another hope to be dashed, and the situation is worse.

"Daughter-in-law, what do you say I'm going to do when I go back?" he asked suddenly, obviously genuinely confused.

"Part-time job!"

"But I don't want to work anymore. Peng Cheng said lightly.

Bei Bei didn't answer him again, she just hung up the phone silently, if she wanted to figure out this truth, no one could help Peng Cheng. It's like those old girls who can't get married, and they resolutely don't want to settle, who can change anything?

——

I haven't seen Peng Cheng for a long time, and since he came back from opening a restaurant in the county, Bei Bei has rarely seen him. He runs away from Babe like an escapist, unwilling to see her, unwilling to think of her.

Bei Bei knew that in the space where Peng Cheng was, she was the symbolic symbol, and for him, she meant everything in front of him, the root of the struggle he had to struggle in the quagmire, and it meant ...... He didn't even dare to think about that. Perhaps, maybe there was the failure of that hotel, which really hit him, at least he originally thought that the hotel would be a new beginning of a good life for the two of them, a beautiful beginning, but it seems that he just passed by the good life.

Peng Cheng still wants to be with Bei Bei whenever he has money, but when he has no money, there are more times, and if uncomfortable things become the norm, I am afraid that he will get used to it, but those comfortable memories are always lingering, and the more he does not come, the more he remembers the truth. Bei Bei remembers that he would always take her shopping and buy her things that she didn't need at all, such as expensive sneakers.

"Daughter-in-law, I think this pink color is good-looking. Peng Cheng is not as reluctant to accompany women shopping as ordinary men, he looked at the sneakers on Beibei's feet seriously, and pondered carefully for a long time, Adidas' new casual style.

"Pretty good, huh?" said the young man. "How do you feel? You have wide feet, don't you feel uncomfortable to wear?"

"I don't like it. Bei Bei was so twisted that he wanted to take it off, and the shoes were eight or nine folds, which cost more than nine hundred yuan.

"What you don't like, I think this fan is good-looking. ”

"Cheng Cheng, but it's too expensive. ”

Bei Bei always tried to put his mouth next to Peng Cheng's ear and said, but he always pushed him away. He knew what she wanted to do, Peng Cheng had more than 3,000 yuan in his pocket that day, but he didn't tell her that he had won it, and he and Ba An won it in a small factory.

"It's okay, I like this. Saying that, Peng Cheng motioned to the waiter waiting behind him to open the ticket and bought the shoes.

——

Bei Bei glanced at the shoes under her feet, she was still reluctant to wear them, after so much time, the shoes were still as good as new. Now it was obvious that Peng Cheng had no money, so he called, and the girl guessed that Xu was hungry, and she felt very annoyed, but she didn't know why, her annoyance was always so tepid.

"Daughter-in-law, I can see it, you want me to starve to death!"

Every day, every day, like the last time he wasn't working, he started playing games online again at the nearby Internet café called Ankang. Bei Bei has never understood why an Internet café has a good name for a nursing home, Ankang, like a rehabilitation hospital.

She didn't want Peng Cheng to starve to death, although his love was no longer visible than what he said, but Bei Bei would still go to the Internet café every other day to send Peng Cheng some money and buy some food. That's her love, do everything she can to make him still have something to eat. It's been more than two months since the small restaurant closed, and the bad days have been repeating for another two months, just like before the restaurant opened.