Volume 4 Crystal Ball 063 - Regret
A simple single sentence, but it broke the strength of Wen Wen's pretense, hit the weakness in her heart, she trembled in his arms, and touched his heart. Xiang Songren knew that he didn't have to say anything at this time, as long as he let her cry a lot, and then take her to play and relax, everything would be fine.
Suddenly, he sensed something was wrong, his chest was wet with her tears, and his back was ......
He tried to take her hand over his back and check it, but she quickly withdrew it, dodging his outstretched hand.
"Show me your hand!" He became serious, and something was wrong.
"Nothing to look at." She hid her hands behind her back, let him stare at them, and didn't take them out.
He reached out forcefully and pulled her hand over, breaking her fingers one by one. His expression changed immediately, and the picture in front of him made him worry, and his white palms were dyed bright red, which was particularly dazzling. She was silent, and turned her head away from him. He broke her other hand, the same bright red.
"Go to the hospital!" Without waiting for her to explain, he picked her up and stuffed her into the car.
The car stopped in front of a house in the villa area, parked the car to Songren, and hugged Wen Wen into the house. Putting her on the couch, he half-squatted in front of her: "You live here first, and I will take care of you." ”
Wen Wen's face was expressionless, her eyes were full of despair and sadness, and she hadn't said a word to him since he had taken her to the hospital.
Xiang Songren regretted it a little, he knew that she would become like this, he would not listen to some people's bad ideas, when he knew that she went out alone, he appeared in front of her for the first time, but it was still too late.
"Are you listening to me?" Seeing that she was indifferent, he shook her gauze-wrapped hand fiercely.
"Ahh Her expression finally changed, revealing a look of pain.
Xiang Songren stared at her: "Does it hurt?" ”
Wen Wen looked at him and didn't speak, but her eyes were telling him: it hurts.
"My heart hurts even more!" He let go of her hand, "Why would you rather abuse yourself and ignore my concern for you!" ”
A hint of tenderness appeared in the warm eyes, no longer so cold. She knew that the man in front of her had a heart for her, and his sincerity made her heart ache, but if she accepted him like this, it would be the real hurt to him.
Love is uncompromising, and neither sympathy nor gratitude is love. She knew that she was the easiest to be impressed now, but she didn't want to be soft-hearted because he was kind to her, so she could only disguise her strength with indifference.
"Xinxin," Xiang Songren hugged her, "forget about him, I will take care of you as a friend, I will not force you to accept me, but I can't watch you hurt yourself for such a person." ”
Warmly replied yes, Xiang Songren carried her to the room, covered the quilt, and said gently: "Sleep, I've already asked you for leave, Ajie said don't worry about work, wait until you're completely well and then go to work." ”
Wen Wen closed his eyes, knowing that it was his face.
Xu Yicheng sat in a daze, and walked away warmly, his heart was not comfortable, to be precise, it was very uncomfortable. Instead of making him feel happy and happy, her heart became empty, as if a piece was missing.
The stomach protested, and he realized a very substantial problem - hunger, breakfast was thrown by itself. The phone ran out of battery, he entered a restaurant like a ghost, ordered two dishes at random, and when the waiter brought the dishes, he quickly escaped as if he had seen a ghost.
Still protesting, he went into a bakery again, picked a few and paid for them. When he returned home, he picked up a loaf of bread and took a bite, and he was stunned again. This is her favorite pineapple bun, she will often share one with him during afternoon tea, with a cup of coffee, and when she eats, she will show a very enjoyable smile, this smile has been shaking in front of his eyes, and the two dishes he just ordered are also her favorite food.
He took another bite of bread hard, as if trying to crush the figure in front of him. He succeeded, but a pair of sad eyes appeared in front of him, looking at him innocently and aggrieved. He couldn't stand it anymore, but the more he tried to get rid of it, the clearer the figure became, showing all kinds of different expressions: happy, sad, gentle, desperate......
He was a complete failure, and she was everywhere, and his mind was full of her, lingering. He turned on the computer, and when he looked at it, he was able to concentrate on it and forget about everything around him. But this time he still failed, he thought of the way she poured water for him, the way she helped him find information, the way she sat and watched him work...... He leaned limply back in his chair and covered his face with his clothes.
In a trance, he saw her busy figure in the kitchen, and he stepped forward to hug her from behind, but when he stretched out his hand, her figure disappeared. He came to the living room and saw a familiar figure sitting on the balcony, waving at her with a cup of coffee, and when he sat down opposite her, he saw a pair of desperate eyes, staring at the deepest part of his soul......
"Xinxin!"
It turned out to be a dream, and Xu Yicheng was blindfolded again.
Xinxin, where are you? He finally realized that he couldn't do without her for a long time, it turned out that Yuanyuan had already discovered this, she was the one who understood, but he, the authority, had always held the original obsession.
When he saw her in his dream, he realized why he would stand on the side and watch every time he saw her busy figure, it was because deep down he always wanted to go up and hug her.
Xinxin, come back quickly.
The doorbell rang, the doorbell, he bounced up, and rushed over to open the door: "Xinxin! Belch...... Yuanyuan ......"
"Promise? Isn't Xinxin there? Liu Yuanyuan pushed the door in, "I waited for her to try on the dress and waited for a long time but didn't see anyone, I didn't reply to her messages, I didn't answer her phone calls, and I didn't answer your phone ......"
"Yuanyuan, you want to get married, she knows about it early on, right?" Although the answer was no longer important, he couldn't help but wonder, "You want to break up with me, so let her take care of me?" ”
"You've got water in your head!" Liu Yuanyuan couldn't help but scold, "Xinxin only found out the day before yesterday, and she has been complaining about me for this!" After scolding, she found that something was wrong, and she hurriedly asked: "By the way, where is Xinxin, where is she?" ”
"I want to know where she is, too." Xu Yicheng sat on the sofa and said weakly.
"What do you say? You...... I don't blame her for this! Seeing that he was leaning weakly, he hurriedly asked, "Yicheng, what happened?" ”
"She left, I drove her away, didn't take anything, I couldn't reach her...... Yuanyuan, I always thought that once two people fell in love, it would be a lifetime thing, I always thought that you left me for her, I thought that as long as she left...... We'll be the same as before, but ......" he couldn't say any more.
"Didn't you go to her?"
"No, when I tried to find her, I didn't know where to look. Her company said that she took a long vacation, her friends were only you, she had nowhere to go, she ran aimlessly, and I didn't know where to look. I'm afraid that if she comes back when I go out......"
Liu Yuanyuan resisted the urge to scold her mother and comforted: "Okay, it's okay, she will come back." She didn't bring anything with a girl, where could she go? At least she'll come back and get the things, and then you can explain it to her. ”
Liu Yuanyuan's words made Xu Yicheng see a glimmer of hope, and he looked up at her eyes: "Really? ”
Liu Yuanyuan continued to comfort: "Of course, you think, she didn't bring anything, she had no money to eat, and she didn't have a place to live, she just left in a moment of anger, even if she wants to move, at least she has to come back to get her mobile phone and documents, isn't it?" You have to cheer up and wait for her to come back, you see that you have made such a mess at home, Xinxin She loves to be clean, she won't like it. ”
Xu Yicheng glanced at the embarrassment in front of the dining table, got up to clean up, and Liu Yuanyuan hurriedly stepped forward to help. Seeing the blood stains on some broken porcelain pieces, he realized that she was injured because of his push. The blood stabbed into his heart with teeth and claws, stabbing his heartache, guilt, and worry. He saw the fragments of the crystal ball again, and couldn't help but think of the tears of joy when she received the gift, and the way she wiped it every day, he took out the box and picked up the pieces one by one.
Liu Yuanyuan stayed with him, and the two of them waited until twelve o'clock in the evening, but they still didn't wait for Wen Wen to come back, and Liu Yuanyuan got up and went home.
Under the careful care of Xiang Songren, the warm hand recovered quickly. Both of her palms were wrapped in thick gauze, and if she moved her fingers widely, she would pull at the wound. Xiang Songren turned into a nanny, and did all the things she could do for her, feeding her, washing her hair and drying her hair, and wiping her body with an eye mask.
Wen Wen insisted on doing it herself at first, and after tearing the wound twice, Xiang Songren couldn't help her, saying that either he would help her or ask someone to help her. The warmth compromised and made it more embarrassing for people I didn't know, so I asked him to help. Fortunately, he was also very well-behaved and did not take advantage of the opportunity.
Seeing that she seemed to be in a much better mood, Xiang Songren went to the company with peace of mind. During this time, he handled the work and meetings at home, and the New Year was approaching, and some entertainment still needed him to appear in person. His work efficiency is still very high, he worked three days of overtime, completed the finishing work early the day before Chinese New Year's Eve, and immediately announced that all employees would leave work early.
He bought a bouquet of flowers on the way, thinking that he would take her out for a meal and surprise her later. It's just that his early home didn't surprise her, but it scared her. She seemed to be writing something, startled when she saw him, and quickly hid something behind her.
Xiang Songren handed her the flowers, wanting to see what she was hiding while she went to arrange the flowers, but she was very vigilant and kept them in her hands.
He stepped forward and hugged her from behind, pretending to smile lightly and asked, "What is hidden in your hand, are you planning to surprise me later?" ”