Chapter 697: A Woman Who Couldn't Be Loved
"What? You say I'm crazy? Deng Xiulian obviously couldn't accept that the bar manager who fought with other men and saved herself from danger said this that day, so when she got up and walked up to the bar manager, her eyes were indescribable, and even more suspicious.
After the bar manager got dressed neatly, he got up, and while arranging his sleeves, a few sneers appeared on the corner of his mouth: "Hmph! What's the matter, don't think that just a few times you slept with me, you let me give up my family for you! If I did do that, I could just say I was crazy! But what I want to tell you is that you should know what kind of person you are, and my recent love for you should be regarded as a kind of charity! Don't look for me anymore! I'm busy after all! After all, there are more beautiful women around me than you! ”
The bar manager had never said this to Annette Deng so coldly, so until the lobby manager left, Annette Deng stood there the whole time, like a fool.
Maybe it's the person you love, and when you know the truth, you will find that you hurt yourself the most.
Deng Xiulian remembered that when she was young, she always thought that she was the happiest child. Parents have always taken care of themselves as their own.
But in the end, they were not their own at all, like a bucket of cold water, drenched from the head to the end.
Annette Deng feels like she was when she was a child.
The man I love the most is just like my parents at the beginning, how much I trust them! But now, the man she loved with her life now said her words like garbage on the street, and Deng Xiulian was really heartbroken.
For a period of time after that, Deng Xiulian rarely ate, chose to anesthetize herself with drugs, and lived a purposeless life, like a puddle of mud.
Deng Xiulian, who waits for death and relies on drugs every day, doesn't know that she already has a small life in her belly.
Later, because she didn't eat well, Deng Xiulian, who took a lot of drugs, was skinny, but her belly was getting bigger and bigger, and when her friends found out, she was already more than five months pregnant.
"Xiulian! Or we're going to get rid of this kid!" My friend saw that Deng Xiulian's state was so poor, and she had been taking drugs, and the child she gave birth to was likely to be unhealthy, so my friend was also very worried.
And although Deng Xiulian, who was in a groggy state all day, did not listen to the advice of her friends and insisted on giving birth to the child.
On the day the child was born, Deng Xiulian had no one around except for a doctor in a small outpatient clinic. Deng Xiulian could only shout and scream in pain throughout the whole process.
After the child was born, when the doctor hugged the wet child to Deng Xiulian's side, Deng Xiulian carefully held a soft little life, and the corners of her mouth finally showed a happy smile.
When the child was full moon, Deng Xiulian brought the baby home.
"What are you doing here?" Lao Deng, who has separated from the father-daughter relationship with Deng Xiulian, saw the moment Deng Xiulian, who had disappeared for many years, came back, Lao Deng was so frightened that his legs trembled a little.
The moment Deng Xiulian saw Lao Deng, her originally empty eyes seemed to be even more indifferent.
"This is your granddaughter!" Deng Xiulian said and handed the child to Lao Deng.
Lao Deng saw the chubby granddaughter in his arms who was sleeping sweetly, and his heart suddenly softened.
"You say it's your child?" Lao Deng looked at the already skinny Deng Xiulian with some surprise and asked with an incredulous expression.
Over the years, Annette Deng has almost no news outside, so the sudden appearance of Annette Deng this time surprised the two of them.
"Hmmm! It's a girl! Because I have to go to work recently, I don't have time to take care of the children, so I can only bring it, let you take care of it first! Deng Xiulian said as she handed the bag of diapers in her hand to Lao Deng.
"You're married?" For this daughter, who was once the most familiar but the most unfamiliar and now has nothing to do with at all, Lao Deng seemed a little at a loss and didn't know what to ask.
Hearing that Deng Xiulian, who has been out of the father-daughter relationship for many years, now that Lao Deng suddenly cares about herself, Deng Xiulian has finally found a vent point for the humiliation she has suffered alone outside for many years.
But Deng Xiulian is an angel who has broken her wings, and she has long learned to hide her true nature.
Trying to suppress the tears at the bottom of her heart, after Deng Xiulian adjusted her state, she turned her head with a smile she had never seen before, and said to her: "This child has no father!" ”
When Lao Deng heard Deng Xiulian's words, he didn't say a word, because the previous Deng Xiulian had already broken the hearts of the old couple, otherwise how could they choose to break off from him!
"The child will be left with you for a few days, and after a few days, I will find a job and come to pick her up!" After Deng Xiulian said these words to the old couple, she didn't even look at her child, and turned to leave.
After Deng Xiulian left, the old couple took the baby girl home in swaddling clothes.
They may never know that after entrusting the child to Annette Deng's only relative, that is, the former adoptive parents' house, Annette Deng went to a place.
It's midnight in the morning, and there is no one on the overpass. Only the occasional passing car.
With the warm spring breeze, when the wind came, her hair swayed, like her mother's hand, which made Deng Xiulian feel gentle like she had never been.
Deng Xiulian looked down at the water of the lake under her feet, how deep this lake was, Deng Xiulian couldn't judge, but she could guess that as long as she jumped, all her troubles would be gone.
She is now a walking corpse, she has really lived enough, and now the only daughter who cares about her has been entrusted, Deng Xiulian feels that she is also free of concern.
Closing her eyes, Deng Xiulian jumped and jumped down.
No one knows that in a spring day full of vitality, a woman has already lived to the point of misanthropy. She jumped and never cared about it.
But Deng Xiulian didn't think that her move would be a relief, but what was left for the old man was a hard search.
Originally, Deng Xiulian told her that they would come back in a week, but until now, the other party has not even heard any news. Lao Deng has also made countless calls to Deng Xiulian, but on the other end of the phone, it has always shown that it is turned off.
The old couple, because they couldn't get Deng Xiulian's reply, they didn't know what to do now.
There was no way, they used the police to find clues about Deng Xiulian. But there has been no news.
"Duoduo, if your mother comes back one day, will you go with her?" Xiaowen saw the little girl with two ponytails and was looking down to write her homework.
Duoduo didn't look up, just shook his head and continued to write his math problem.
The grandmother on the side was using a fan to drive away mosquitoes for the child.