Yu Xiaole nodded, went to the First People's Hospital to find President Zhao, and begged him to help open a sick note for a month's rest. Dean Zhao criticized angrily: "You have to go to work when you are sick like this, have you fallen into the eyes of money?" ”

Yu Xiaole pleaded with tears in his eyes: "Dean Zhao, my family is poor, and I still have a family to support, and if I don't work for a day, my family will have no food." My family simply didn't have the money to hospitalize me, and if I did, my family would have to die. You do me a favor and write me a sick note, and I'll take care of myself at home. ”

Dean Zhao was a little unbearable and said: "You can use some online public welfare platforms to help you raise funds, and our hospital will give you a certificate." ”

Yu Xiaole shook his head and said: "Thank you, Dean Zhao, for your kindness, but I am an incurable disease, and I can't live for a few days, even if I spend more money, I will only survive, so I will not waste social resources, and the limited resources should be used on the people who can improve the most." I'm very satisfied if you can give me a month's leave, and I can recuperate at home with medicine. ”

Dean Zhao looked at Yu Xiaole, he was already like this and was still thinking about others, such people are really rare now, the more sensible they are, the more suffering they will endure, and they can't help but be a little moved: "I can apply for a special allowance for you, give you the cheapest medicine, and avoid all medical expenses." ”

Yu Xiaole still shook his head: "Dean Zhao, I really appreciate your kindness, but I am already in the advanced stage, and the effect will be better if you use this quota on early patients who can be treated." ”

"Okay," Dean Zhao no longer persuaded, "I can give you a fake bill, but I can only write it according to the truth, and I won't help you deceive." ”

"Well, thank you Dean Zhao, I may have to trouble you to continue to issue fake orders for me in the future."

"Alright, I'll prescribe you some more medicine. This is the latest research and development of a special drug, currently in clinical trials, there is no formal mass production, you sign an agreement, as a volunteer to test the drug for us, not only the drug is free, but also give you a certain subsidy, you can also use it to subsidize the family. ”

This time, Yu Xiaole no longer insisted, and said gratefully: "Thank you!" ”

Yu Xiaole went to the company to hand in a fake note, and then started to take a vacation, but she didn't dare to let her family see her appearance, she could go out early and return late when she went to work, so as not to let them find out the clues, but if she was at home on vacation, she couldn't hide it.

After thinking about it, she came to N City with some money, because He Bin once said that the university he studied was in N City, and he liked this place very much, but later he accidentally arrived in the county where Yu Xiaole lived. He once said that he must take Yu Xiaole with him on his next business trip to N City, and take her to his alma mater for a walk and have a look.

Yu Xiaole didn't understand it before, thinking that He Bin was just sharing a beautiful city experience with her, but now she understands that he regrets not meeting her in the best era of college, so that he will not meet his ex-girlfriend, and she will not meet Zhu Yong, and the fate of both will be rewritten.

But she also knows very well that if two people really meet in college, they will not look down on each other, and after so many years, everyone has changed too much, unless they travel back with memories. And now she is here with memories, a fantasy journey alone.

She walked through the tree-lined paths, pretending to walk hand in hand with He Bin. She seemed to see the backs of two people walking hand in hand under the plane tree.

Fantasy will always be sober, when Yu Xiaole walked out of the small courtyard after waking up, and when she walked to the bus station to wait for the bus, she picked up a card from the Dream Clinic and subconsciously put it in her bag.

After Yu Xiaole went back, she sat on the bed in the small hotel and thought for a long time, the biggest regret in her life was that she had not been in love once, she really wanted to be with He Bin and experience the feeling of being happy with each other.

But both of them are under pressure, how can they fall in love without distractions, if they can really freeze time, two people can travel to college, and they can use their current selves to have a good relationship at an age when they can be unscrupulous, even if they will break up later, everything will return to its original place, and there will be no regrets. That's why she chose to come to N City and choose to realize her dream. Even though there was no He Bin, even though it was just a dream, it was also a beautiful experience.

Yes, dreaming, the dream clinic written on the card, can it help people have a sweet dream? Is that a dream more real than a dream now? Is it possible to create a dream for yourself that you will never wake up from, so that you can die in the dream without pain? So she dialed Xi Xi's phone.

Xi Xi came back to his senses and looked at the orange cat with some embarrassment: "Little orange, do you think we should help her?" ”

The orange cat looked at her and said, "You should already have an idea in your heart, say it." ”

Xi Xi looked out the window: "Xiao Tang, emotionally I really want to help her, but you also know that this is unreasonable." ”

The orange cat jumped on the table and wagged its tail: "Not only does it not conform to the legal principles of your world, but it also does not conform to our regulations. ”

"Why is that?" Xi Xi looked at it puzzled.

"I think she guessed correctly, she has been so unlucky all her life, she has suffered so much, just to pay off her debts, and now that the debts have been paid, then she should return to her original track. But if she is immersed in the dream, then her soul will be trapped in the dream forever, and there will be no way to reincarnate unless she can come out on her own. ”

"But she's so pitiful, and I feel bad if I don't help her." Xi Xi held his chin and frowned.

"yes."

"Alas, it's so hard!" One person and one cat sighed at the same time.

Suddenly, Xi Xi said: "Xiaotang, let's talk to Yu Xiaole again, explain all the consequences to her, and then decide according to her attitude." ”

"That's all it can be."

Yu Xiaole has returned to that small county town, and she wants to go to Dean Zhao's side for a follow-up visit, so that Dean Zhao can record her situation after taking the medicine, and her economy does not allow her to stay in N City for a long time. She was wandering alone in the park at the moment. The company can't go, she has already taken a month's sick leave, and she can't stay at home. So she was out alone, pretending to be still at work, by the way to find out if there was a simple part-time job, and when the time came, she would pick up the children.

There are not many people in the park on weekdays, so Yu Xiaole found a quieter place and opened a video with Xi Xi. After Xi Xi finished talking about her concerns, Yu Xiaole smiled and said: "You don't have to worry, I don't want to die right now, I can't bear my son, I am asking you to give me a beautiful dream before I die, when I am tortured by the disease and life is worse than death, so that I can have some comfort at the end of this life." Moreover, no one else will know about it. ”

Regarding the trapped soul, she also saw it very thoroughly: "If it is a beautiful dream, I am happy, even if I can't be reincarnated, I will live a lifetime in a dream, a happy and happy life, what is the difference between reincarnation and reincarnation?" And this dream must be a beautiful dream, and it is not certain whether my next life will be good or bad. Even if I live a lifetime in a dream, I will die of old age one day, and my soul will still come out after I die. If it wasn't a sweet dream, I didn't want to go on any longer, and I believe my will would come out on its own. ”

"Okay, Miss Yu, I understand, I took your case, and I don't charge any fees." Xi Xi promised.

"Thank you very much, I don't mind if you write my story, but it's still that request, try to make the characters as virtual as possible, I don't want my family and He Bin's family to be affected, I hope that except for He Bin, no one can really understand the story behind this story."

"No problem. But in your case, I can't predict when to activate the dream, so I sent you a card that I can always carry with me so that I can sense the changes in your body. ”

"Okay. Thank you very much. ”

Xi Xi excused himself: "Don't thank me, I also got a story material, and we evened it." ”

"Okay, it's flat!" Yu Xiaole burst into hearty laughter, she was not a person who twisted and pretentious.

"That's what you decided?" The orange cat stared at Xi Xi, expressing her dissatisfaction with her agreement to Yu Xiaole's request without consulting her.

Xi Xi hugged it on her body: "Xiao Tang, you also heard it, she was right, no matter whether the ending of this dream is good or bad, her life in the dream will also end, her soul will not be bound forever, sooner or later one day will be back on track, we just delayed the process, but we helped her achieve her wish and rebuild her perfect life, this is not a sin." ”

"What if she's so addicted to the dream that she doesn't want to wake up, preferring to repeat the cycle?" The orange cat still disagrees.

"I believe that with her will, she knows what is true and what is false, and if the dream starts repeating, she can break free. And aren't you a dream tapir, you can stop her in time and pull her out when you see the loop! ”

"What if you can't pull it out?"

"Then let her stay in her dreams. With her character, if she would rather indulge in falsehood than come out, it means that she is too happy in her dreams, and it is not a good thing to be able to be happy in illusion all the time? ”

"Alright then," Orange finally relented, "but what kind of dream are you going to create for her?" ”

"This is not in a hurry, will she have a problem for a while and a half, we can think slowly, but there is one thing, even in a dream, it can't let her bear the pressure of public opinion, then she will not be happy."

"Then let her know He Bin when she was in college."

"But when they were in college, they didn't look down on each other."

"You can let them travel back with their current memories and be reborn once, aren't many of them written like that?"

Xi Xi shook his head: "Xiao Tang, her case is different, since I took it, I must do my best." Don't rush yet, wait until I meet someone before deciding. ”

"See whom?" The orange cat's curiosity was immediately swayed.

"You'll know when the time comes."

On Friday, Xi Xi took a leave of absence and came to the small county where Yu Xiaole lived. Now that she is not short of money, it is different, if it was before, how dare she take a trip like now.

Xi Xi took a taxi to the door of a company according to his memory, and was stopped by a conscientious security guard as soon as he walked in the door: "May I ask who you are looking for?" ”

"He Bin." Xi Xi said lightly.

"Mr. He is in a meeting. Do you have an appointment, if not, I can't let you go upstairs to him. ”

Xi Xi took out a card and gave it to the security guard: "You go and tell him that I am Yu Xiaole's agent, and if you have something important to look for him, just ask him if he can see it." ”