Chapter 55: Memories ......
So, who the hell am I......"
After answering the original Wenren's question, Xiang Shan sent the two out of the "mule". Yuki took the little guy with him by the way.
Xiang Shan pressed his hand to his forehead and began to think about this question.
He realized a serious problem. A problem that all Valkyrie have.
As we all know, the memories of the martial gods come from the "memories of Xiangshan himself" uploaded by Yagmov, and the "memories of my time spent with Xiangshan" contributed to Xiangshan's friends.
In other words, the memory that the martial god has is not necessarily "Xiangshan's own memory", but "Xiangshan in the eyes of others".
The martial god is playing "Xiangshan in the eyes of others", and it is "Xiangshan as a social person".
However, is that the real "Martial Ancestor Xiangshan"?
Xiang Shan suddenly realized this problem.
He felt that his memory was a little off.
Although Xiang Shan is disgusted with all forms of feudal remnants, he is by no means simply and directly destroying all cultures. That's not what he wants.
He prefers to be able to pick out the positive parts of the old culture and integrate them into the culture of the Taoist heartβthe inheritance of the so-called "Yang Renunciation".
"What is this? Prejudice? Yingjia is a person who is determined to protect traditional culture, which she believes is the homeland of the human spirit. I want to tear down the dilapidated houses in my hometown and rebuild them. Does she think I'm going to destroy my hometown......"
"Xiang Shan in Ingrid's eyes" may be several times more extreme than "Xiang Shan in Xiang Shan's own opinion......
"No, this memory is Tao Enhai's, this is 'Xiang Shan's evaluation by Ingrid in Tao Enhai's memory', and that memory just now is Tao Enhai's construction of Xiang Shan's impression......"
In Ingrid's eyes, Xiangshan definitely does not only have the characteristic of "being culturally overly radical", otherwise, Ingrid will definitely not be willing to be friends with Xiangshan.
At least in the historical period of "Superman Enterprise", everyone maintained a state of "gentlemen and differences".
And, there is an important point.
Xiang Shan has always respected such a thing as "professionalism". He believes that professional things are best left to professional people. To carry out cultural activities, it is necessary to leave it to people in the field of culture.
He may be disgusted with certain cultures, but he will never take direct action to destroy a culture by force.
This is an important point.
One can hate another person in his heart, and he can hate that person to die. This is a very normal thing.
As long as he doesn't kill that person himself, then he can think whatever he wants in his heart.
Xiang Shan thinks that he is not a major in the study of human culture, and it is difficult for him to judge the value of a culture beyond the times at the height of history, so he will not do it directly.
Rather, in the eyes of technocrats, backward culture does not need to be deliberately destroyed, but can be left to die out naturally.
There is no doubt that the profile from Ingrid in Tao Enhai's memory is more radical than Xiang Shan himself.
Maybe it's because, in Tao Enhai's heart, the "boss" is such a flamboyant and tough guy. He is so clear-cut, so he can gather a vote of "harmony but difference". In Tao Enhai's mind, this characteristic of Xiang Shan was greatly strengthened.
This begs another question.
And what about the other "Martial Gods"?
All the martial gods, in addition to Xiang Shan's own memories, are also more or less affected by those "other people's memories of Xiang Shan".
"Will those people upload 'all my memories with Xiangshan'? Will they upload all my memories to the blockchain in every detail? β
Xiang Shan couldn't help but think about this question.
"If everyone had uploaded only what they thought was the 'most prominent profile'......"
"So what is the 'Martial God' who inherited these memories?"
"They're going to be in line with me most of the time, but in some cases, they're more extreme than I am?" Is there a connection between the reason for Valkyrie's successive failures? β
- No, before that......
- Who is "I"?
Xiang Shan used to think that the question of "who am I" is not important, only the important thing is "what am I going to do" - as long as he is still resisting tyranny, everything is fine.
But now that I think about it, if I can't sort out the question of "who am I?" it will be difficult to "what am I going to do".
If there is a lack of an origin as support, then the direction forward is not solid enough. At the very least, you need to figure out who is my friend and who is my enemy.
"Everyone's impression of 'Xiangshan' can be biased. It is true that what they see is indeed the same person, but their thoughts will abstract the image of a 'person' from Xiang Shan's concrete behavior......"
Even for an objectively neutral thing that does not have any suggestive meaning, people often try to find some special meaning from it. But there are not so many things in the world that have special significance. For example, it is easy for humans to see a lot of "face-like" things in the illusion.
By extension, many of the "feelings" that human beings have about the world are highly abstracted by themselves. When you see a person, you don't see his formless and unpredictable soul and personality, but you see a fixed pattern of behavior, a series of behaviors.
It's as if a lot of objects are actually a mass of discontinuous atoms.
The impression of others on Xiang Shan is an "illusion" that they abstracted from Xiang Shan's past experience.
"The Martial God not only inherits the memories of the Martial Ancestor Xiangshan, but also is affected by these impressions. They will have a certain deviation from the source of the information......"
Xiang Shan pressed his head.
- What about me?
That's a real problem. Xiangshan can't guarantee that his current "impression" really comes from the original "Martial Ancestor Xiangshan".
Perhaps in the eyes of some people, "Wuzu Xiangshan" is not so radical, and that memory has created the current self.
Of course, there is another possibility. During the long battle, Xiang Shan revised his philosophy more than once.
There are subtle differences in the behavior of at least 28 years to the mountain, 35 years to the mountain, 39 years to the mountain, and 44 years to the mountain.
What is your impression? Where does your interpretation of "chivalry" come from?
Speaking of which......
- Why did you choose to use "chivalry", a slightly anachronistic way to resist in the first place......
Then, there is a severe headache.
Memories came flooding back. That could have come from Tao Enhai's memories...... It should be Tao Enhai's memory, but it is mixed with some of Xiang Shan's own emotions.
In his stupor, he saw ......
A man is staring into the distance. The high-performance prosthetic eye crossed the crowd and locked on to a family of three in the crowd.
What he saw was...... The face of the Taun Sea. "Tao Enhai" is hanging out with his son and grandson.
However, there was a terrifying voice in my ears.
[See, Dr. Tao.] The method you said earlier is pointless. From the car accident this surviving "Tao Enhai" over there. Quite a high-level camouflage, maybe the biological tissue attached to the body is still cultured with your somatic cells. The person who can do the verification may also be theirs]
The owner of the memory closed his eyes.
[Is that so...... So are you really my old friend? So the one who was killed in front of everyone's eyes ...... to the mountain]
The mysterious and tough voice did not answer, but continued to persuade.
[It's still too late. This force came out of nowhere. He stole the human world. But it's still too late. As long as we can decapitate it, the functioning of modern society will not be affected too much......]
[Can't you really tell them?] γ
[Did you believe me before?] γ
The master of memory shrunk his shoulders.
[I see. Please...... Kill "Taun Hai". γ
[After taking this step, you can't turn back until you win, Dr. Tao.] The man said indifferently, "Phantom stepped into the world of outlaws...... Ah, wrong, wrong. The day before yesterday, it was renamed "Chivalry". γ
The man strode towards Tao Enhai. Perhaps his target was too obvious, so the plainclothes bodyguards hiding in the shadows couldn't sit still and rushed out one after another.
However, the gap in combat effectiveness seems to be a little too large.
With a slight twist, the man broke the arms of the two bodyguards. The non-lethal bullets of the age of natural man did not seem to have any effect on him. He even had the time to gently tap on the side of Tao Enhai's grandson's neck, using the body's stress response to make him faint.
Then, he killed that "Tao Enhai".
When Xiang Shan came back to his senses, he had already stood up, and his hands unconsciously put on a fist. His synthesizer simulates a gasping sound before slamming a punch to the ground.
"Because it's 'stealing the country', it doesn't have proper legitimacy? As long as the beheading is successful, can this crisis be unraveled without even realizing it? β
Xiang Shan knocked on his own skull.
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It is a digital world composed of 0 and 1, a vast ocean of countless data streams.
"Tianji Xing" knew that this was nothing more than an illusion. What wraps itself like warm water, but the underlying protocol maps that information flow to its own "touch". He can use "touch" to deal with messy, less important things.
Everything here is inherently formless, and it is his brain that gives them concrete images.
Including the Milky Way flames in the sky.
Including the person in front of you.
It was as if they were standing in a thick fog, unable to see a single detail.
This is their unique way of contacting. They entered a virtually non-physical, temporary virtual cloud server through a self-built port based on socket programming.
The greenwoods have to be so careful.