Chapter 5: I want to cry without tears
Under the persecution of Xinyi, Wenhao had to choose to disappear suddenly, and the day he left Xinyi, his heart was also very uncomfortable, the feelings were mutual, and he felt the same pain as Xinyi.
The next day, Xinyi's mood was surprisingly good, especially after having a writer, she dressed herself up every day, full of femininity.
But how did she know that the writer had completely disappeared from her world like this, and she was still looking forward to the future with the writer, hey! Women, they always want to stay in the good times when they are in love.
Since she played with Wenhao and had the joy of fish and water with skin to skin, Wenhao is her husband in her heart, Xinyi is a very traditional woman, since she is willing to give everything to Wenhao, she is ready to live with Wenhao for the rest of her life.
Time is passing by in a blink of an eye, Xinyi thinks back to the days when she used to get along, and her face is always full of happy smiles.
She thought to herself, we have been together for almost three months, and with her experience, as long as each other can withstand the test of affection during this period, it will definitely come to fruition, and she is now his woman.
Thinking about it, I couldn't help but laugh and talk to myself shyly, "Why did I suddenly find myself so stupid, where did I run away when I was arrogant and domineering before, it's really inexplicable, many people say that they don't like to fall in love, that's just an excuse for not meeting someone who makes them fascinated." ”
Xinyi also used to be confused about love, feeling that no man was suitable for her, not her ideal lover, and also said that she didn't like to fall in love, how good a person's life is, free and easy, now it seems that those words in the past were to find a step for themselves, whether men or women, they all need love to nourish, this love is indispensable in life.
Xinyi picked up her ID card and wanted to find Wenhao first, she picked up her mobile phone and looked at the time, it was half past eight, and she muttered secretly in her heart.
"Today is the weekend, this guy won't be sleeping lazy, he used to say hello to me early every morning, telling me that breakfast is very important, you must remember to eat, how is it quiet today, maybe you drank too much wine last night, you were anesthetized, this big lazy worm, I'll clean you up when we meet."
Wenhao is a man with all kinds of drugs, smoking, drinking, playing mahjong, all hobbies, hey! It's like three, and I don't seem to smoke much.
After waiting for another hour, Xinyi was a little impatient, she looked at the time frequently, "What time is it, why is there still no news, it's really not like his previous style, forget it, don't be reserved, let's call him." ”
Xinyi dialed the phone number of Wenhao below.
"Sorry, your call is temporarily unreachable, please call again later."
"Isn't the network good?" Xinyi suddenly had a sense of foreboding.
Then I dialed more than ten times in a row, but I couldn't get through, Xinyi was a little confused, and immediately turned on the computer to see if the buckle was online, and it took 2 minutes from turning on the computer to starting the buckle interface.
But Xinyi's feeling at this time was so long, that look of anticipation, she was really anxious, how she wanted to see the writer on the computer.
The computer will automatically log in to the button interface after a short while. "Why didn't I see any messages from the writer, the avatar is also gray, he never hides, that is, he must not be online."
Xinyi was about to cry in a panic, and she repeatedly comforted herself in her heart, there might be something else, besides, today is the weekend, and he doesn't go to work, so it's impossible to be on the Internet, so there is no deduction news, so let's wait.
She eased her mood and waited for more than an hour, and began to call Wenhao's phone again, ten, twenty, thirty times...... But it still can't be connected.
"What's going on, it can't be that I lost the phone, or that something happened after sending her home last night, oh my God! How can that be?" At this time, Xinyi was so anxious that she was about to collapse.
"Could it be that the writer deceived me, no, no, never, absolutely not. He was so good to me, how could he deceive me, he must have gone somewhere and didn't have time to inform me. Although Xinyi comforted herself like this on the surface, she was still up and down in her heart, and she was panicked.
A month has passed in a blink of an eye, and Xinyi has lost a lot of weight. Since the last time there was no news from the writer, Xinyi has been doing the same thing every day, and she didn't dare to leave the computer for half a minute when she went to work, always hoping that the avatar on the buckle would shine, and even the work assigned by the leader was completed in a hurry, and she sat in front of the computer in a daze.
It's the same every day after going home, I called dozens of times, but the result was the same disappointment, Xinyi was full of infinite worries at this time, could it be that Wenhao is really a person who plays with feelings.
After a month of emotional torture, Xinyi is simply thinner than Huanghua, and her already thin body is about to become a paper man after such a blow.
In this month, her haggard face did not have a youthful appearance, she didn't know how to eat every day, and occasionally took a few bites to barely maintain the energy to go to work.
She told herself that she couldn't fall, that this was a job she had earned so hard, and that she had to find out the real reason for it.
When she went to work, she barely maintained her public image, but after work, she collapsed in bed, washed her face with tears, and often came to mind sweet clips with the writer, she remembered that time, especially that night, which is an unforgettable memory in her life.
But Wenhao disappeared without saying goodbye, in her memory of falling in love, she had never been tortured by love like this, this time she met Wenhao, she completely fell into the love network woven by Wenhao, and this net trapped Xinyi tightly, so that she had no breathing and thinking space.
A love affair provoked her infinite lovesickness, but Xinyi had no choice, as long as Wenhao didn't say break up, all she wanted was to wait, even if Wenhao was really playing with her feelings, she had to ask to understand.
Love is really an incurable poison, no wonder many people are reluctant to try, maybe it is because they have experienced it that they will really understand the taste of love.
During this time, Xinyi didn't like to talk to anyone, nor did she like to attend any parties, as long as she had time, she picked up the phone for fear of missing the news of the writer.
The taste of waiting is so tormenting, she is in pain every day like hundreds of ants crawling on her body, she can't get rid of it, and occasionally there is an impulse to have no love, many times, her tears can't help but flow down, so that relatives and friends dare not approach her.