Chapter 176: I Have Cancer
It is a small island with very lush vegetation.
The place where we stopped was a pile of stones, and because of the shape, there was an eaves here, so it was very dry.
The rest of the place is wet, bustling and said that it rained lightly here last night.
He also said that when he carried me over last night, he had actually been looking for it nearby, and there was no home in this generation, and there was no trace of human activity.
"So today, we're going to have to walk along the coastline again." "Even if we can't find anyone, we'll have to find some fresh water, and we'll only have enough water for two days," he said. ”
I nodded.
The plan was well conceived, but it quickly failed.
Because after looking for a short time, my head started to dizzy again, and the pain worsened.
This time I lost consciousness straight away, but it didn't seem to be long before I was woken up by a nausea churning in my stomach.
The pain came and went, the whole body was hot and cold, and the headache was splitting.
I knew that Prosperity was constantly feeding me food and water, but I spit out these precious resources in the blink of an eye.
Finally, I came to my senses.
In front of me was a bustling face, because the light had dimmed, and I couldn't see clearly.
I only vaguely saw his lips moving, as if he was talking, and it took me a long time before I could hear clearly, what he said was: "I'll carry you to find water." ”
I opened my mouth and couldn't make a sound.
I could only shake my head as best I could.
Fever, dizziness, and repeated vomiting, I was already out of strength.
Besides, what are you doing with water and carrying me with such a burden?
"I'm afraid an animal will hurt you." Prosperity said, "I'll carry you on my back, don't be afraid, I won't be very tired." ”
I shook my head.
I said, "I'm dying." ”
No sound was heard.
Consciousness was getting more and more groggy, and my vision began to blur.
Could it be that my voice is too quiet?
It's true that my throat has become difficult to make a sound because of dehydration.
So I raised my voice hard and did my best: "I have cancer...... I'm sure you already know, I'm dying. ”
I repeated: "I'm dying......"
I'm dying.
Although the condition is getting worse, at this moment, this near-death feeling is the strongest.
I'm really dying.
I was in a trance, without any energy to think.
That's when it happened.
Suddenly, I tasted a warm liquid in my mouth.
Is it hot water?
I instinctively swallowed a few bites, and at this moment, any liquid tasted great, and I subconsciously raised my hand and held down a hot thing.
I didn't care what it was, so I pressed it firmly and sucked hard.
Sucking and sucking, I suddenly felt that the taste was wrong.
This thick sweet smell......
I shuddered and opened my eyes.
My eyes couldn't see anything at all, but the touch on my palms and lips was still there.
I was stunned, and it took me a moment before I paused—
I have a hand on my mouth.
What flowed into my mouth was blood.
Since yesterday's fishing, Prosperity has been shouldering heavy physical strength, and he has never closed his eyes until now.
In the middle of winter, the island was harsh, and the only water and food I had were all wasted, and he had been taking care of me, barely getting any supplements.
In fact, the human body only has about four liters of blood, and a loss of 800 milliliters of blood can be life-threatening.
At this moment, it would be extremely unwise to give me blood.
Besides, I had already told him that I had cancer.
I'm sure he knows.
Reasonable people understand that I have no value to save at this moment.
It's true that Blossom has been treating me well lately, and I also know that he likes me, likes my face, and likes my body.
He likes me like the rabbit.
Maybe there was fear and guilt, but until this moment, I had to say it.
It turned out that he really loved me.
Loving someone can be more than life, just like the choice he made at this moment by cutting his wrist.
But......
He really loved too late.
I pulled away Fanfan's hand and opened my mouth, my throat was moist, but my mouth was so full of bloody gas that I couldn't make a sound for a while.
A bustling and gentle voice came from his ears, and he said, "I'll go look for water, don't sleep, wait for me here...... I'll be back in fifteen minutes at most. ”
I shook my head, opened my mouth, and said, "No, your hands ......"
I don't know if he heard it clearly.
I heard him laugh lowly: "Distressed? ”
“……”
As soon as his body moved, the warm breath leaned against my cheek, and his voice was closer, and his lips almost touched mine.
He said, "If you feel distressed, kiss me." ”
I put my arms around his neck and fumbled and kissed him on the mouth.
He didn't respond and let me kiss him.
I was holding his face, his cheeks were wet with sweat, he was in a cold sweat.
I kissed him carefully and whispered, "Husband." ”
Prosperity didn't speak.
But I could feel it in my chest, his heart was racing.
As he did to me, I put my hand on his forehead, put my hand on his face, and whispered, "I still love you." ”
At first, there was no sound.
After a long time, Fanhua suddenly let out a low laugh: "Don't be afraid, we'll be fine." ”
I didn't let go, so he kissed me on the mouth again and whispered, "I'll tell you when I get home." ”
Then he pulled my hand away.
After the prosperity left, I was dizzy, and despite repeated efforts, I couldn't restrain myself from sleeping for a short time, until I heard someone calling me.
I couldn't open my eyes, and I felt someone help me up, and my lips were pressed against a smooth, hard object like the rim of a cup, and the liquid flowed into my mouth, accompanied by a strong smell of the sea.
I choked and coughed and opened my eyes.
Hear Prosperity saying, "Drink slowly." ”
He poured it into my mouth again.
I asked, "Is this seawater?" ”
"It's watered down." He took my hand and let me hold the kettle, saying, "You drink first, I'll take care of the rest." ”
The more you drink the seawater, the thirstier it becomes, and you need to make a simple device to desalinate it. The device is as simple as heating the seawater in a container and collecting the distilled water.
Prosperity was taken care of, and I slowly drank the water from the kettle, squinting my eyes and looking carefully.
Although his vision was blurred, he was right next to the fire.
So I can see what he's doing.
Looking at the action, it should be facing away from me.
So I retracted into my sleeping bag and quietly pulled into the inner pocket of my coat.
Took out the glass bottle.
I didn't lie to him, I still love him.
I'm just like that, I can't say I don't love if I don't love him, I can't really turn a blind eye to him.
The book says that "the opposite of love is indifference", and I can't do it.
I hate him.
I opened the glass bottle and poured it all into the kettle.
Shake it so that it is well mixed.
Then he crawled out of his sleeping bag and stood up.
I was so weak that I couldn't take it lightly.
Yi Fanhua immediately noticed it, ran over and hugged me, and asked, "What do you want?" ”
I said, "I want to be with you." ”