Chapter 54: At the Same Table
Maybe it's not that you've become stranger, but if you look back, you'll find that your original self is already so strange, and you may even feel that it's really your former self, why does it seem so strange, what went wrong, this answer is destined to be missing.
Change is never something that can be done all at once, and all changes can't be done in an instant, so ah, it's a slow process, like the spring rain, moistening everything but silently.
By the time I found out about my change, it was already too late, and I didn't know when it was already like this, such a big change, it was like a complete change of people.
Because of Ye Feng's relationship, when Qian came in, there was still no one sitting there.
Ye Feng and Qian are really sitting together again, and it is not easy, because in fact, if there is one person who can't get up there, Ye Feng can't do anything, after all, this is all picked by himself, as long as there is no one there, it can be sitting, and no one can say anything.
Otherwise, you can only admit it, or you can change a seat, but you can't let people change seats, ordinary people naturally won't do this, but now think about it, in fact, I was a little too much at the time, and it seems to be a little too much for those children's shoes who are willing to sit with me, I don't know what they think of themselves, he didn't think there was anything wrong with him at the time, now that he thinks about it, he wants to give himself two slaps, and ah, there seem to be girls in there, if it weren't for that, Maybe he is not alone now, to a certain extent, he was a little unbearable to look at it at that time, which really made him not know what to say now.
It's a pity, now that I think about it, maybe it would have been better to change to the same table at that time, but it's useless to say this now.
The two became the same table again, in the first year of junior high school, they should have been sitting for more than half a year, and that year, Ye Feng seemed to have been sitting with boys all the time. But in the second year of junior high school, it's different.
When he was in the second year of junior high school, he didn't seem to have a male table anymore.,Basically, her table mates were all girls.,In fact,At that time, he still preferred to play with boys.,At that time,It seems that this is still some this.,What is that called.,Adolescence.,That,Some aspects are also beginning to be a little ignorant.,So,Between this boy and girl.,If you get too close.,Some people will gossip.,Don't look down on this thing.,At that time.,This thing is very powerful., More lethal than anything else.
This is a kind of atmosphere, and it also covers a particularly wide area, Ye Feng's children's shoes have not escaped the catastrophe, they were arranged by a few guys in their same village, and the girl is also from their same village, and then at first I remembered that it should be a girl who said this first, of course, Ye Feng didn't pay attention to it at all, because we know it ourselves, there is no such thing at all.
But I didn't expect it to be like that, and in the end, it was already an open secret, and it should be said that anyone who knew him knew about it.
Later, Ye Feng and the girl who was originally in the same village never said a word again, in fact, they were not very familiar with each other, and the two of them should be regarded as particularly introverted people, so these two people, even before, the two actually didn't say a few words, but after this incident happened, the two seemed to be a lot stranger, not like a village at all, and it was even stranger than a real stranger.
Thinking about it now, it's really funny, what did I think at the beginning, the main thing is that the two of them didn't speak, not only did they not solve the matter, but they seemed to be doing a disservice, the situation was getting worse, and in the end there was no way to end it.
Maybe even the girl who was the first to shout like this didn't expect it to be like this, right?
Actually, now that I think about it, that girl is not bad, she was the first to start looking for the so-called other half for Ye Feng, at that time, there was no less frolicking for two days, that girl also had a other half who was arranged, impartial, or Ye Feng's best friend, in fact, if it could be changed at that time, it should be a pretty good result, but it's a pity, where are there so many ifs, and later, she once looked for Ye Feng, but there were some special circumstances at that time, Ye Feng did not receive the news in time, When I saw it again, for some unknown reason, Ye Feng deleted her, yes, her name was no longer in the address book.
Of course, you can dial her number with your eyes closed, if she doesn't change it.
So, it's actually not interesting to delete it, but no one thought that it would really be forgotten later, not only the phone number, but also the people, this time it wasn't Ye Feng who forgot her, but she forgot Ye Feng, and the last time she contacted her, it was when she was going to get married.
That time, he has always been able to hide from this kind of thing, and he actually took a lot of effort to go back early, and when he got there, he didn't even see her, just took the gift money, of course, Ye Feng originally wanted to give a lot, but when he saw that the children's shoes on the gift list were the same, he thought about it, or don't trouble her, right?
Later, in two days, Ye Feng just glanced at him from a distance when she left home to go to the man's house, maybe she didn't know he had been here from beginning to end, right?
Actually, that's good, after all, there's nothing in the first place.
Naturally, I can't talk about loss, but I don't know why, it's just a little unwilling, as if I lost something, although it's not my own thing, but originally, it is possible to become my own thing, but because of myself, it's someone else's now, one step is slow, one step is slow, not to mention, I am not only one step slower.
It's been wrong for three years, three years and three years, to be precise, it's actually longer, although I don't know what she was looking for herself, I think there is something important, but I didn't help her anything, she should have been disappointed at the time, what can I say, even if I stand in front of her, the three words that can be said will only be, I'm sorry, and it can't be those three words.
Some regrets are destined to be hidden in the heart and cannot be told to anyone.