Chapter 298: Inner torment
Xinyi thought carefully about what Junpeng said, and she felt that there was still some truth.
Xinyi was also very entangled in her heart, and she asked tentatively.
"Junpeng, are you really reading novels on the Internet? Then you give me a comment, how is my writing, and if the submission can be approved?"
Xinyi is like a headless fly now, she has never paid attention to web novels, so she knows nothing about it.
Junpeng read the draft written by Xinyi in detail again, and then said very seriously.
"Mom, your writing routine is not good at all, if you want to submit articles on the Internet, you must correct them according to what I said, and besides, you write novels for others to read, so be generous."
Originally, Xinyi was embarrassed to let Junpeng see it, but since she was going to submit it, once it was posted on the Internet, more people would read it.
Xinyi always feels that what she writes seems to be a little out of sight, and it is really embarrassing to be pointed at behind her back.
Junpeng looked at Xinyi's numb expression, and he continued.
"Mom, how can you submit with such a mentality! People write novels in the hope that they will have as many readers as possible, but you are the exact opposite. ”
Of course, Xinyi hopes that the more people who see her works, the better, but she is a little embarrassed and has no self-confidence at all.
Junpeng looked at Xinyi's sad face, and he continued to comfort.
"Mom, don't sigh, just work hard to write, as for the level, then you need readers to evaluate, it doesn't matter if it's good or bad, the network is wide, you will always meet people who appreciate you."
Xin Yi savored what Junpeng said, she couldn't help but shake her head, and then said with a cold sneer.
"It's like a mountain! Everything is difficult at the beginning, some things are easy to remember, but once they are done, they are really difficult. ”
Junpeng can't blindly persuade Xinyi, some things have to be understood by Xinyi herself, so that she can write something authentic.
Junpeng didn't want to disturb Xinyi's thoughts anymore, so he casually found a reason, and then turned around and went back to the house.
As soon as Junpeng entered the room, Qiuren asked with concern.
"What's going on with Auntie's submission, I see you in that room, and I've been muttering to Auntie for a long time, I'm not very good at interjecting about this, because I'm an outsider after all, and sometimes it's easy to hurt people if I talk too much."
Junpeng had a very strong feeling in his heart that after he left the house, Xinyi would definitely concentrate on writing.
Because Junpeng deeply understands that Xinyi is only temporarily uneasy, as long as he doesn't bother too much, Xinyi will enter the state for a while.
Junpeng nodded at Qiuren, and then said with a smile.
"Dude, you're too worried, Mom doesn't have so many scheming, some things she just laughs off, even if you say something, she won't be angry."
After Xinyi watched Junpeng leave the room, her heart was still pounding, since the words were blown out, she had to learn from Junpeng's opinion.
Xinyi sat quietly in front of the computer alone and began to revise the draft sentence by sentence.
This time, Xinyi's revision of the draft was much smoother than just now, and she looked at the time again, and more than two hours passed in a blink of an eye.
Xin Yi sighed, read the manuscript she had changed over and over again, and then said with a tired face on the computer.
"I've been holding back for almost four hours, and I only wrote a thousand words, which seems to be too far from the level."
Through the light, Junpeng vaguely saw that Xinyi was still sitting in front of the computer, and then he couldn't help but say to Qiuren with a snicker.
"My mom must be writing a manuscript seriously, if you don't believe it, let's make a bet."
Of course, Qiu Ren didn't know Xinyi as well as Junpeng, and he said with a skeptical expression.
"Well, let's make a bet that if you lose, I'll have the final say on everything in the future."
Jun Peng said with a smile.
"I bet my mom will definitely submit it tomorrow, and if I lose, everything will be up to you."
Qiu Rencai didn't believe that Xinyi would contribute! He felt that this thing was very difficult, and writing a novel was not an easy task.
In the blink of an eye, it has been more than two months since Junpeng proposed to write a novel, and Xinyi is also secretly competing with herself, she must not give up halfway, no matter how difficult it is, she will definitely persevere.
Xin Yiguang's 2,000-word manuscript was written for a whole night, she stood up tiredly, and then glanced at Junpeng's house.
The lights in Junpeng's house had been turned off, Xinyi dragged her tired body, she slowly walked to the kitchen, and silently began to clean up the table.
Half an hour later, Xin Yi deliberately turned on the computer before going to bed and carefully read the 2,000-word manuscript.
Xinyi read every standard symbol very carefully, and she was afraid that there would be a typo when she sent it, and it would affect her submission when the time came.
Xinyi was checked over and over again, and then fell asleep in bed unconsciously.
The next morning, after having breakfast, Junpeng and Akihito hurried to school.
Xinyi quietly turned on the computer, and she said to the computer with an expectant expression.
"It's good now, the two little ones are not there, so that no one will point fingers, otherwise it will be a lot of opinions, and there will be no emotion for writing at all."
Xinyi looked at the manuscript several times in front of the computer, almost a typo and a typo, and when it was accurate, she began to pray to the computer.
"My 2,000-word submission! It took several days to get it approved. ”
After Xinyi prayed, she gritted her teeth and sent the manuscript with a ruthless heart.
After the manuscript was sent, Xinyi's heart began to beat wildly, and she was especially afraid that the manuscript would not be approved.
If that's the case, when Junpeng and Qiuren ask, Xinyi will feel very embarrassed.
The first time Xinyi wrote these things, whether it was the title or the introduction, it was a mess, and she didn't learn from other people's examples beforehand, so she sent them in a daze.
Xinyi turned on the computer for a while, and looked forward to a message from the background.
On this day, Xinyi has been spent in tormented waiting, and she didn't even eat lunch, and she repeatedly thought about a question in her heart, what should she do if the submission has not passed? Do you continue to dream and write novels, or give up.
Even if she stayed up until the afternoon, Xinyi still didn't receive the news from the backstage, she sat in front of the computer with a decadent face, as if she felt that the end of the world was coming.
Xinyi looked forward to the stars and the moon until it was dark, she turned on the computer again, and there was still no news, she couldn't help but sigh and muttered to herself.
"Hey! Look at Lai's submission and sink into the sea again, my dream! And just like that, it failed again. ”
In the evening, Junpeng and Qiuren returned, and the two of them were really exhausted after a busy day of software development.
As soon as Junpeng arrived home, he threw his bag on the bed, and then said to Xinyi weakly.
"Mom, I'm so tired today! After a day's work in front of the computer, what time is it, why didn't you see the food on the table! ”
Since Junpeng and Qiuren moved over, Xinyi will definitely greet each other with a smile when she sees their little brothers coming back, but today Xinyi is not only sad, she hasn't even cooked her meal.
Xin Yi glanced at the time expressionlessly, and then said with a lazy look.
"Junpeng, my mother feels a little unwell today, you two brothers should deal with it first!"
As soon as Junpeng heard that Xinyi was uncomfortable, he immediately asked with concern.
"Mom, where are you not feeling well! If you are sick, you should see a doctor immediately, but don't delay. ”
Where is Xinyi sick! She just keeps thinking about submission, so she is lazy and doesn't like to cook.
Junpeng slowly walked to Xinyi's side, and then touched Xinyi's forehead casually, shaking his head while saying thoughtfully.
"Mom, you don't have a fever! The body temperature is normal, what is uncomfortable! ”
As Jun Peng spoke, he suddenly remembered something, and he asked softly.
"Mom, did you submit today? How's it going? ”
Xinyi was afraid that Junpeng would ask about the submission, and as soon as Junpeng said this, Xinyi's heart immediately began to pound, and she said with a nervous expression.
"No, I haven't submitted it yet! Junpeng, do you think your mother's submission can be approved? I just didn't have the confidence to do it, so I didn't dare to try to submit it. ”
Junpeng didn't know what Xinyi's situation was, so he said with a comforting face.
"Mom, don't worry! With my feeling, as long as you submit, you can basically pass, don't you often teach me? Have faith in yourself in everything. ”
Xinyi's heart was beating even more wildly at this time, she originally wanted to tell Junpeng about today's submission, but when the words came to her lips and swallowed again, she pretended to be casual and said.
"Then borrow my son's good words, my mother is a little unwell today, and I will definitely go to the website tomorrow to contribute."
Qiu Ren lay in the bedroom for a while, he quietly listened to the conversation between Junpeng and Xinyi for a while, and then also comforted Xinyi.
"Auntie, you seem to be a little too nervous about the submission, I believe you will succeed tomorrow."
Although Xinyi was sad in her heart, she still had to pretend to be strong on the surface, and she said with a smile on her face for fear that Junpeng and Qiuren would see the flaws.
"Don't study the matter of submission yet, you little brothers are also tired for a day, I'll hurry up and cook for you, it's not too early tonight, can the noodles work?"
In fact, Xinyi's heart was as impatient as an ant on a hot pot at this time, and she didn't have the heart to cook at all.
Junpeng looked at Xinyi with an unnatural look on his face, and he said thoughtfully.
"Mom, it's good to eat noodles, if you're not feeling well, then I'll do it!"
Xinyi had been tossing and turning on the bed for a day, and she was still in the mood to rest again, she said as she walked towards the kitchen.
"I'd better do it! You two will rest for a while, and you will be ready to eat after ten minutes. ”