Volume 3 Dream Clinic 048 - Break up without a word
The drama contest was broadcast live on TV, and since Luo Zimo and her sisters won the award, they became an instant hit in the school, and many fans asked for a meeting all of a sudden, and some troupes threw olive branches to them, and some directors sent invitations to write movie scripts.
Luo Zimo's originally peaceful life was disrupted, and it was filled with a series of entertainments, although everything that could be pushed was pushed, he still couldn't be busy.
At the beginning, Mo Jinyan didn't say much, and after a long time, he asked her to put down all the entertainment. He didn't want his girlfriend to circle around some inexplicable people all day long.
"I want to say, I have already pushed everything I can push, and I want to accompany you more, but there are some of them that will help me in my future development, and I must go." Seeing that his face was not good, before he could speak, Luo Zimo was busy explaining, and explaining and comforting had become commonplace in the past few days.
"What's next?" The corners of Mo Jinyan's lips were slightly hooked.
Luo Zimo subconsciously took a step back, and took two steps forward to explain: "Yes, to develop in the direction of actor or screenwriter, my mentor also sent me an invitation!" Speaking of the back, she couldn't help but show a hint of pride, and her eyes were full of yearning.
"You don't need to think about it, you just need to study hard." A basin of cold water poured down and drenched from head to toe.
"But I really like acting, and I want to think about our future, didn't you say that there is no money, no car, no house, then let's work together to fight for it!" She didn't want to say this, for fear of hurting his self-esteem. But he had clearly misunderstood himself, and he had to explain. She wasn't out of vanity or anything else, she was pursuing her dreams and the future of the two of them.
When he heard the first half of the sentence, Mo Jinyan's expression eased slightly, but when he heard the second half of the sentence, he felt even more unhappy, and couldn't help but ask coldly: "Why, can't you live without a car or a house, who said that walking and cycling is good for health, and the bus and subway are good for environmental protection?" ”
"I would like to say, don't be so domineering, I also have automatic dreams and pursuits, and we always have to think about our future lives." Listening to his cynicism, Luo Zimo's heart was not happy.
"I can afford to raise you!" Joke, he said that he still needs his girlfriend to go out and make money, not to mention one Luo Zimo, even if it is a hundred, he can afford it.
"Yes...... But we also have to think about our parents...... When they are older, it will be very hard to squeeze the bus every day, and it will be much more convenient if they have a car. Also, if we have children in the future, we also need to pick up and drop off from school...... I also want to have a big house and bring my family to live together. Luo Zimo blushed, she had already considered having a child after only a few days of dating, so she was not ashamed. But she really thinks that falling in love is for the sake of getting married, and the moment she decided to confess to him, she thought about living with him for the rest of her life.
These words were very useful in Mo Jinyan's ears, it turned out that Momo really wanted to live with him for the rest of his life, so even the old man and children were taken into account. He reached out and wrapped his arms around her slender waist, slowed his tone, and leaned into her ear and said softly: "You don't have to worry, your parents, and our future children will be left to me to take care of, and I will give them the best material life." You don't have to think about this, you just need to study hard, don't worry about other things, leave it to me. ”
"Hmm." Luo Zimo stopped talking and buried his head in his arms. He's all said about it, what else can she say. Although she wanted to ask him why he said this, and if he had any plans to change jobs, she couldn't help thinking about it. It's good for a man to be self-motivated, but you must not hit him and make him feel inferior.
After hesitating for a while, she still raised her head: "Sincerely, what you said is very good, but I also have my own ideals, I like to act in dramas, I like to write scripts, and my mentor ......."
"Not really."
"But ......"
"If I can't say it, I can't say it." Mo Jinyan returned to silence is golden, and Luo Zimo also shut up.
It's so domineering, it's too domineering, her legs are long on me, she doesn't bother to pay attention to you, she secretly draws circles in her heart.
Luo Zimo was late again, and as soon as he came over, he leaned on Mo Jinyan and begged his master for forgiveness like a little milk dog who had made a mistake. Mo Jinyan was about to hug her, but he smelled a burst of wine, and immediately frowned, and said unhappily: "Where did you go?" ”
"The mentor's troupe came and said they were going to sign a contract with us and go out for a meal together......
"I told you not to mind these things anymore." Mo interrupted her mercilessly.
"I would like to join my mentor's troupe." Luo Zimo raised his head and felt very aggrieved.
"If you want to be my girlfriend, you are not allowed to go, those are not for you." Mo Jinyan didn't let it go at all.
"Mo Jinyan, can you not be so domineering! I also have my own ideals and pursuits, you can't ask me not to revolve around you alone! Luo Zimo was about to cry, why can't he understand and support himself, can he only pay a woman when he falls in love, she is already accommodating to him, why does he have to inch in and not give in an inch. When two people love each other, shouldn't they understand and tolerate each other?
"I'm just so domineering, I can't stand you and you can go." Mo Jinyan is also on fire, why doesn't this stupid girl understand, if she finds a serious job, of course he will support it. But she didn't know the true face of the circle she longed for, her simple temperament was not suitable for such work, and she insisted on it, either polluted by the dye vat, or sad and disappointed.
"Excuse me, don't do that." She still tried to de-escalate.
"That's how I am." He leaves no stone unturned.
"I don't want to fall in love, and I don't even have the most basic freedom......" she clenched her fists and gritted her teeth.
"And then?" Mo Jinyan's face was expressionless.
"What if...... If I say that I am going to lose all my freedom with you, I can only stay by your side obediently...... So...... I'm sorry, but I can't keep my promise......" She spoke with difficulty, and every word she uttered, it was as if her heart had been torn open, and after saying a word, she was exhausted and her heart ached beyond measure.
But she still has to say that sooner or later they will have to face it, because this problem has been quarreled many times, and as long as the problem is not solved, they will quarrel endlessly, and one day they will get bored. At the same time, she is also gambling, betting on her position in his heart, if he really loves herself, she has said it so resolutely, will he compromise, will he take a step back, this problem can be passed.
"Let's go, go find your freedom." He didn't keep it. This is the relationship, so fragile, just for the sake of a circle of dragons and snakes, she has to leave. Saying that you want to accompany him for the rest of your life, and what you say about forming a family with him, are all fake. Could it be that only the thin figure would be desperate for him, since it can't be the only one, he would rather not have this feeling. I'd rather be heartbroken once than despair in disappointment in the future and let go in despair.
"I don't want to leave you, I don't want to break up, but I really ......" her voice choked, tears rolling in her eyes, and she couldn't bear it. Why can he be so ruthless, without the slightest retention, is it true that all the sweetness before is fake? She could clearly feel his intentions towards her.
"What are you still doing, let's go, you're free."
"Sincerely......"
"If you don't go, I'll go." He got up and left, taking not a speck of dust with him.
Luo Zimo wanted to grab it, but all he held was air.
She sat down on the bench and wept like a tearful person. Her first love, she devoted herself wholeheartedly, and it ended like nothing. Why can he go so resolutely, does he not care at all? Is it for him, he is just a stand-in, and if he does well, he will have a chance to turn positive, but once it doesn't meet his mind, he will walk away without looking back, because the stand-in is a stand-in after all.
"Tachibana, is it really right for me to do this?" For the first time, Xi Xi became suspicious of his actions. She thought she could help her, but she didn't want to tear her wounds layer by layer, and sprinkle them with salt and cumin.
Luo Zimo sat on the bench and cried until the sun went down, and even she, an outsider, couldn't bear to see it. How much pain does it have to cry like this, and how many times do you cry like this to convince yourself to let go.
She finally understood why Luo Zimo reacted like that when she mentioned Mo Jinyan, her heart, which had finally calmed down, was once again swept up by her, an uninvited guest. But she still came, knowing that it would hurt again, just for that glimmer of hope for recombination, she couldn't let go after all, and she gave her whole heart to the other party, how could she easily take it back.
Xi Xi suddenly regretted taking Mo Jinyan's list, judging from the story in the dream, it was not Luo Zimo who was at fault from beginning to end, but Mo Jinyan, a scumbag, he said how much he loved Luo Zimo, but what he really loved was the shadow and himself that he imagined in his heart. Luo Zimo is just a stand-in he is most satisfied with, he can only revolve around him, and once he can't match his mind, he will be abandoned when he is out of his control.
"Little orange, let's go, this incident is as if it never happened. Can you make Senpai forget about this? ”
"It's not like you to give up so easily."
"If I can really help my senior sister, I will definitely not give up easily, but this is not to help her, but to harm her! The problem is Mo Jinyan, as long as he doesn't change, even if they get back together, they will eventually break up. ”
"But she loves that scumbag, otherwise she wouldn't have come, maybe she would have liked to get back together?"
"Then don't, Senior Sister is already bitter enough, why do you want her to be hurt again?"
"You're really not helping?"
"Don't help!"