74, Xu Pigeon's Reflections

In addition to studying, Xu Gezi has mainly fallen into reflection on his emotional problems recently.

Xu Gezi is an extremely delicate person, so reflecting on himself is also multifaceted, and the difference from others is that he reflects particularly thoroughly, whether it is the angle of observing the problem, or evaluating the proportion of his actions, it is so light, so careful, although it is not as introverted as ordinary people, but the richness of the inner world is better than that of ordinary girls, so it is from the phenomenon to the essence, there are superficial characteristics to the inner connection, she thinks repeatedly, ponders repeatedly, and compares repeatedly. Every time he thinks about it, he will have a different answer, and every time he thinks deeply, he will sum up one or two reasons that he understands, so he is not only diligent in thinking, but also good at thinking, thinking has become her habit of mmmmmmmmmmmmm

From the point of view of their physical condition, she should be an outstanding girl, 1.67 meters tall, among the girls, she should be said to be a big tall person, and the main thing is that the figure is particularly well-proportioned, and she is the kind of person who is not fat, and the slender figure is a kind of pride, standing among all the girls, it will make people be able to see the beauty at a glance, 20 years old, it is the peerless beauty in the prime, it should be a beautiful landscape given by God, no matter what the occasion, it can be said to be a proud phoenix.

In addition, what satisfies her the most is her temperament, if she is standing there, that kind of posture as quiet as a virgin, like a proud princess, which will remind people of the beautiful angels in the Bible, more like fairies in mythology, there is a feeling of longing and unreachable. If you walk, the beautiful curve is like flying in the air, raising your hand and throwing your foot, graceful and affectionate, and the beautiful shadow makes people reverie like flying.

In addition to the posture, the beauty of a person is mainly manifested in the facial features. The distribution of the facial features of the golden section, the two beautiful eyebrows, like the willow leaves fluttering in the wind, people say that the eyes can convey the spirit, in fact, the eyebrows of the pigeon are all expressive portrayals, not to mention the two big eyes that can speak, long eyelashes, the beauty of all people is concentrated on this point, affectionate and warm, there is an indescribable affinity. The most affinity is the upturned arc of the corners of the mouth, always maintaining a smiling posture, adding a note to this beauty, which makes people have an indescribable impulse. If you really laugh, the bright forehead and the two melon seed faces with dimples, like bright sunshine, will definitely radiate around.

According to Xu Pigeon's conditions, the appearance of his facial features can only be expressed in two words, that is, wonderful.

The most intoxicating thing about Xu Gezi is her heavenly voice. Others sing to compose music, and Xu Pigeon speaks is music with a beat, that kind of beautiful voice will make you trendy, mellow voice with the charm of a girl, the language spit out of her mouth, every sentence seems to be a melodious song, releasing a beautiful melody, it is definitely a kind of enjoyment, but also an encouragement, or a thought. In one sentence to describe her voice, it can be said that "the copper bell rings at the opening, and Zhu Cui falls on the jade plate".

In addition to the beauty of women's facial features, there is also an attraction that is hair. A beautiful girl, three thousand green silks hanging upside down, fluttering in the wind, like a flag, is an indescribably beautiful sign. Xu Pigeon just has this good hair, and the hair of other girls is raised with a variety of nutritious shampoos, while the hair of the stone pigeon is naturally so soothing and beautiful, from behind, it looks like a black waterfall, which hangs down below the buttocks, black and shiny, showing the vitality of youth, and showing the charm of my fair lady.

With such external conditions, there is nothing to fault with.

Then Xu Gezi can only reflect on his every move.

Just when she wanted to think carefully about the situation of contact with Liu Chenyang, Jiang Feifei pushed the door and came back from outside.

Jiang Feifei said hello to Xu Gezi, "Eldest sister, why are you alone?" ”

Xu Gezi looked at Jiang Feifei and said to her with a smile, "Isn't it just me?" The three of you are each busy with your own business, and you are all very busy, and I am the only one left alone. ”

Jiang Feifei heard her words, a little sour, and said to her with a smile, "You eldest sister, you are still like a simple little girl, we are busy because we need to strive for equality with you, otherwise, we will all be pulled behind by you, how can we not catch up?" ”

Xu Gezi seemed to be seen through by Jiang Feifei, her heart was a little awkward, and her face was still smiling, "I'm not like you said, I see that you are busy, and I am very happy in my heart." There's not much going on in the class these days, and everything is going well, so I'm going to calm down and think about some things, aren't you allowed yet? ”

Jiang Feifei saw that her tone returned to normal again, and she really knew in her heart that she didn't go past this hurdle because of Liu Chenyang's affairs, so she didn't bother with her, but chatted with her as usual, "This is your eldest sister itself, we all grew up under your wings, your sunshine and rain shine on us, of course those of us who are sisters need to work hard." You're secretly meditating in the room by yourself, aren't you still thinking about that? ”

Xu Gezi secretly admired Jiang Feifei's judgment ability, seeing that her performance had been seen through by this shrewd Beijing girl, because the two of them were usually close enough, she still followed her words and said, "I don't think much about this matter, it was originally a matter of two people, and it can only be done if the two are happy, what's the use of unrequited love alone?" Now that everyone has made it clear, there is no need to think about it anymore. ”

Jiang Feifei looked at it, Xu Gezi admitted this matter, it seems that the eldest sister did not amuse herself, but regarded herself as a confidant, so she also said what was in her heart, so as a younger sister, she needs to be sincere with her even more, "Eldest sister, in fact, I have finished speaking, you don't necessarily like to listen, Liu Chenyang she politely declined you, in fact, it is a loss of her life, a beautiful eldest sister like you is unattainable in her life, since she missed this opportunity, such a person is not worth cherishing." Let me see that she is in the blessing and does not know the blessing, several of our sisters feel that she is not worthy, don't look at her now, she does not think that one day in the future she will regret all the intestines, that is to say, she does not have this blessing at all. ”

Xu Gezi knew that Jiang Feifei's words were comforting herself, "You can't talk about people like that, I want to think about this matter, or I'm a little too hasty, one is the lack of real understanding of her, and the other is because of the confusion of the handlers, so things have been done to this point of being out of control, and it is an opportunity for both of them, because I misjudged her and didn't give her more time to think about it, so the current situation has appeared, this responsibility is mainly in the fact that it has nothing to do with others, it is my unrequited love." ”

Jiang Feifei saw Xu Gezi's reflective expression, and her heart was sour, "Eldest sister, in fact, the relationship between two people can only be decided by two people, and everyone else is watching the excitement, we can't see what the two of you think in their hearts, and we don't want to see it clearly, to be honest, but we are together, we know your character, no matter what happens, what is the future development direction?" You are the best in our hearts. ”

Xu Gezi didn't pretend to be in front of real people, and said to Jiang Feifei sincerely, "Tell me, was I a little too active some time ago?" She looks down on me a little bit from her heart. ”

Jiang Feifei heard Xu Gezi say this, and felt that her mood was too low, "Eldest sister, I see that your every move is normal, there is no active feeling like you said, the relationship is really hard to say, the lover is in the eyes, Liu Chenyang may just have no heart for you, no heart, can't see your benefits, so she has that kind of performance, in fact, she lacks understanding of you." ”

Xu Gezi said a bit like talking to himself, "At that time, I always felt that after a period of contact, I had a good impression of each other, so I misjudged the situation and made things simple, which was a bit too hasty." If we had been in contact for a little longer, had more contact, and had a deeper understanding of each other, it would not be the current situation. ”

Jiang Feifei walked to Xu Gezi's bed and looked at her sincerely, "Actually, I don't think it's anything, it's not good to say that two people are in a relationship, the other party is not moved, and there may be no feeling of heartbeat, in fact, the first contact between two people is very important, and now they pay attention to the eye, if they don't look at it, it is useless for a long time, as the saying goes, there is a fate to meet thousands of miles away, and there is no chance to know you on the other side, such a simple truth, what are you still thinking about her?" It's better to put your mind elsewhere, and it may be possible to see another village. ”

Xu Gezi said thoughtfully, "I also understand these truths, and I often persuade myself, but you must know that there is a person who lives in your heart, and it is not so easy for you to easily forget it." ”

Jiang Feifei nodded, what Xu Gezi said was true, "Eldest sister, if you want me to say, you better quickly put down this burden and move forward lightly, you can't lose the entire forest because of a leaf." Didn't you say that? Since God has closed a door for you, he will surely open a window for you. If you lose your horse, you don't know if it's a blessing, there may be a better young man, where is waiting for you? When God created man, he will definitely help you find your other half. When fate arrives, feelings come naturally. ”

Brother Xu knows that Jiang Feifei is kindly persuading himself, people's emotions are sometimes not governed by themselves, when you are in good times, sometimes you get carried away, get carried away, and the excitement on your face is written on your face, that is those people who are very straightforward, and Xu Gezi is another kind of person, she is angry and angry, the landslide is in front of her, and the color does not change, no matter how big the waves are stirred up in the heart, the face will be calm as water, hearing Xu Feifei's easy-to-understand solution, Xu Gezi must be appreciative in his heart, as the saying goes, It is difficult to draw a tiger with skin and a tiger, knowing people and faces but not knowing the heart, and sometimes I can't grasp the inner feelings, especially in front of a lovelorn girl to tell these easy-to-understand truths, which is equivalent to throwing a stone in the sea, although it is built with a little ripple, it has long been covered up by the pungency of my heart.

Xu Gezi smiled at Jiang Feifei and said, "Feifei, my good sister, I'm just a little depressed recently, I have such a strong heart, it may be good to adjust myself for a while, in my 20 years of life, this is the first heartbeat, and quietly liking is what I am good at, this time is just the form of my misjudgment, I confessed to him so early, and I am not mentally prepared for failure, if I am like others, then, I will not be so sad." ”

Faced with the polite rejection of the person he liked, Xu Gezi's depressed mood is the most insipid reaction, which is a manifestation of reason greater than emotion, Jiang Feifei still persuaded and said, "Sister, what is this?" Life has a confidant is enough, from the phenomenon reflected in this situation, we can see that this person is not your confidant at all, your confidant must be waiting for you somewhere in front of you, at that time you will feel that everything today is too ridiculous, when your prince charming and you are combined, true happiness will come. ”

Xu Gezi looked at Jiang Feifei, "Actually, you don't need to persuade me, how many times have I persuaded these words in my heart, maybe it's because it's not been a long time, and I can't get out for a while, these days are not as uncomfortable as a few days ago, and I have already jumped out." ”

Jiang Feifei listened to Xu Gezi's words of relief, and her heart was really a little bleeding, "Eldest sister, our younger sisters, we haven't seen your performance for two months, to be honest, we are indeed a little worried, but time is the best medicine, your wounded soul will be slowly healed by the medicine of time, we believe in you." Eldest sister, I haven't been home for a few days, let's see if my little sister has time, let's eat at our house together, how is my mother's cooking? ”

Xu Gezi saw Jiang Feifei's sincere invitation and knew that she wanted to change the environment for herself, and in a warm family atmosphere, it might be a relief for herself, so she said happily, "Third sister, you are still happy, your home is in Beijing, what is there to go back to home, the warm family atmosphere is a good medicine for all lesions, and I also enjoy this medicine." At this time, I need family warmth the most, and I always think of my mother these days, no matter what sad things are when I am young, my mother's company by my side will alleviate a lot of pain. You and my little sister talk about it, let's go to see your uncle and aunt together and enjoy the warmth of your home. ”

Jiang Feifei saw that Xu Gezi agreed, and she was very happy in her heart, and said to her with a smile, "I don't give this medicine to anyone casually, only the best sisters, the dearest best friends, want her to come to our house to enjoy the family atmosphere, you are my best sister, you should share the warm atmosphere of our home with me." ”