247. Low self-esteem

Anyone's first motive when they see Jiang Chi will be ashamed, others don't know the inferiority complex in his heart, this kind of inferiority complex that can't be disconnected from illegitimate children, he can't forget the title of ***, he is very inferior in his bones, so when he sees Jiang Chi such a man, he knows that he no longer has this opportunity, he can't go to her and report to her that he has fought for her to this day.

When he saw Hongxue talking to her, he didn't even dare to look over there, because something that had a little connection with her could stab his eyes and hurt his heart, when did he become so weak? In fact, as soon as he heard Jiang Chi standing beside her, he had already begun to feel a rampant desire to kill him.

Because, the man ruined his dream, a dream of receiving the moon in his mind.

The carriage of the Yan Wangfu walked to the Yunhe Bridge, and Hongyu exhaled softly through the car window: "Miss, the river lantern is so beautiful." ”

Qiao Siwan was stunned, and the scroll in her hand paused for a while, and then she remembered that the commoner women of the Great Calendar Dynasty often put lamps in the newly opened river when spring was approaching, praying for peace and happiness in the coming year. But this is only prevalent among the common people. Her heart moved slightly, and she suddenly said, "Park." ”

Hongyu hurriedly handed over to the coachman to stop the car, Jiang Chi rode the horse, and quickly got off the horse at this time, and said, "Wan'er, is there anything uncomfortable?" ”

"No, I want to see the lanterns."

Jiang Chi was stunned, smiled casually, and sure enough, he stretched out his hand and hugged Qiao Siwan off the carriage, Qiao Siwan was taken aback, and hurriedly said, "I can come down by myself." ”

Jiang Chi laughed, took her hand and said, "Let's go, I'll take you to see it." ”

Qiao Siwan smiled slightly, raised her eyes, and saw the meandering river sparkling, blue like a bright silk without embroidery. On the steps below the river, there are many young women who are putting the river lanterns in their hands into the river, and the river lanterns go all the way along the living water, lighting a beautiful fire, almost covering half of the river, leaving only the dazzling red. On the bridge, there are other groups of children, holding hands and singing nursery rhymes: "The river lights are bright, the river lights are bright, and the Cowherd and Weaver Girl are happy." ", "The river lantern is put for three thousand miles, and the girl's time is as sweet as honey", "Put the river lantern, and put it away today!" ”

"Are they making a wish?" Qiao Siwan asked softly.

"Yes, making a wish." Jiang Chi's eyes fell on her, and he was very gentle.

Qiao Siwan smiled slightly, in her previous life, she adhered to the etiquette of aristocratic women, and never surpassed it at all, let alone ran to the riverbank to put the river lantern like a civilian girl, and made a wish, she watched from a distance as those girls put down the river lantern, and closed her eyes to make a sincere wish, and her eyes showed a trace of admiration.

Jiang Chi suddenly let go of her hand and walked quickly towards the river, Qiao Siwan was taken aback, but saw him say a few words to a young woman in pink, the woman's expression suddenly turned red, Qiao Siwan was stunned, and soon saw that the woman handed over the river lamp in her hand to Jiang Chi with a red face, casually Jiang Chi walked back quickly, and gave the river lamp to Qiao Siwan: "Make a wish?" ”

Qiao Siwan was stunned, she simply questioned whether the gentle man in front of her was the tyrannical lover she had felt since she had been the king of Mingjun, she didn't expect that he peeled off the tyrannical shell in front of her eyes little by little, and became gentle At the same time, he showed his weakest side in front of the ground.

Such a change made Qiao Siwan at a loss.

"Don't you?" He asked.

Qiao Siwan smiled and took the white lotus-like river lantern from his hand. When she looked down, the light yarn was very dazzling, and her body was delicate, which made people feel very happy that her little hands were clenched unconsciously, she had never felt this way, and her heart seemed to be beating very fast.

She walked step by step to the river, put the lamp into the water, and saw the lamp swaying in the water, and slowly floated downstream.

Qiao Siwan stared at the river lantern disappearing before returning her eyes. She looked back at Jiang Chi, a smile appeared on her face, and she said lightly, "Let's come back." ”

Just about to turn around, but he grabbed the skill, she raised her eyes, and heard him ask, "What wish did you make?" ”

Qiao Siwan hooked her lips, a golden hairpin on her head fell on her right temple, and a cluster of tassels was like a golden snake, sparkling down, sparkling and swaying on her cheeks with the words, reflecting the water, magnificent and eye-catching: "Chi, I want a child." ”

Jiang Chi looked at her and suddenly smiled. In the night, the smile had an inconceivable tenderness. It seems that there is nothing else in people's lives except her, and it seems that if she is disappointed, he will be bored.

Qiao Siwan looked at him stunned, not knowing whether it was the reflection of the lamp or the river, carving out his handsome side face and the curve of his body, his eyes were shining with a faint light, but the cool light was like an extremely cold flame, wanting to burn her together.

"Let's go, it looks like it's going to rain." He took her hand tightly and walked all the way back, but did not get on the horse, and carried her into the carriage. Ruby and Calamus smiled at each other, and both retreated to the cart on the opposite side.

Before he reached the gate of King Yan's mansion, he heard a dull thunder in the sky. Again and again. Qiao Siwan's heart was shocked, Jiang Chi seemed to know her fear, held her firmly in his arms, and then got out of the carriage and carried him all the way back to He Xintang.

Qiao Siwan wanted to come down and leave by herself several times, but Jiang Chi didn't agree, Qiao Siwan simply buried her face in his arms, and she didn't have the face to see anyone the next day. Jiang Chi's name as a beloved wife is known to everyone who is afraid that she will be publicized the next day.

In an instant, nine thunderstorms fell like a terrifying wave.

He Xintang's maids smiled vaguely and welcomed them in. Casually, Hongyu closed all the windows of the house and disappeared silently.

Qiao Siwan listened to the thunder, and really trembled in his arms uncontrollably, as if frightened.

Jiang Chi sat on the couch, she firmly hugged his waist and lay on his lap, like a child. She didn't want to be so unruly, but hearing the thunder always reminded her of the bad past, the past that should have not affected her in the slightest.

Jiang Chi touched her forehead and sighed, there was a dull shadow between her eyebrows.

"I'm afraid of thunder, so when it strikes, be by my side." Qiao Siwan's fingers quietly grasped his robe, like a reckless child.

Jiang Chi was stunned for a moment, and his expression was instantly gentle.

"Whenever you need it, I'll be there for you." Jiang Chi said quietly, as if he had promised, "But you have to report to me, why." ”

"Why?"

"Why didn't you go with him?" Although he vaguely knew the mystery, she also vaguely mentioned it, but he wanted more, more guarantees.

Hearing this, Qiao Siwan's face was dyed as red as rouge, her cheeks were dyed with a burst of heat, she raised her head slightly, and said, "I thought you knew." ”

Jiang Chi looked at her, his eyes were a thin layer of ice, but under the ice, he couldn't hide his enthusiasm, with a kind of fanaticism, and when he lowered his eyes, there were faint signs of mourning on his burning and handsome face.

"Report me."

"Report me at this point."

"I really want to know, I want to know, my heart hurts to think about it."

Slowly, sentence after sentence, he didn't give her a moment to breathe.

Looking at those translucent and sharp eyes, the heartstrings that made the skin yang flutter warmly, like a string that broke all at once, and the heartbeat stopped.

The violent grief in his body squeezed over bit by bit, pressing her so hard that she couldn't breathe.

When did she really sinister him? Because her sense of self-protection is too strong, she is too unconfessing! Got him hurt? How could it be, a person as strong as him, who was so strong that she had a sense of peace, would she really be in danger? His hand caressed her sideburns, and gently, gently tentatively, she lifted up again blankly, her eyes clouded with doubt.

His fingers ran across her eyebrows and eyelashes, and her eyelashes were like fluttering wings of a fly. Determined to make up her mind, she leaned back and kissed the extremely cold lips of the person in front of her. Jiang Chi only felt that there was a soft wind on his lips, and when it was slightly warm, the fragrance of flowers really emanated.

"I won't leave you, not at this time, not in the future, in this life, I won't report your mystery, think for yourself." She said softly, exhaling like a blue.

Jiang Chi was slightly stunned, and then, a doting smile appeared in his eyes? Then he reflexively crushed her under him......

The body of the cave is open, the soft Ren Jun Caimei, the broken and messy hair, hanging down on her body, together with his lips, he is an extremely cold flame, seemingly cold-blooded, but with a gentle fanaticism, to burn her together, and she thought that she could be immune to him, cold-blooded to him, and was pulled and burned by him. The sound of thunder was loud, and the spring rain began to fall without fear, but it could not stop this burning...... This dream was extremely heavy, and there was no more cold that stirred her bones so much, she was extremely comfortable in her heart, and she only wished to fall like this and never wake up again.

The sky is still bright, and last night's thunderstorm has long passed, and a clear sky has been restored.

There were still flaming red lanterns burning under the eaves, and Hongyu reprimanded the little girl in a low voice: "What are you running, do you understand the current rules, the masters are resting!" ”

The little girls laughed eatingly, "The princess of the county was brought back yesterday!" Sister Hongyu, our county king was not like this before! ”

"What nonsense! Steady master hears! ”

"Hehe, I'm not afraid to hear it, Yan said so in Dumen, they said that as soon as our county king saw the princess, he forgot everything, what Your Majesty, the prince's summons, all of them were left behind, they all said that he didn't love the country and women!"

"You slaves have itchy bones, don't you, what are you talking about?" It was the voice of the calamus, but with a smile on it.

"Sister Calamus, if I were a man and married a woman like my wife, I would have to have a spring snack every night!"

"Phew, Xiao Yahuan knows what night and night spring supper, don't talk nonsense!"

Then there was the sound of a group of girls giggling and running away.

Their voices were very small, and the morning was very quiet, so in the house with heavy beaded curtains, Qiao Siwan still listened to it. Although she seemed to be asleep, she suddenly opened her eyes. The light in front of the bed was not extinguished, and the light yellow carved rattan flower bed tent in front of him, the light of the old candle in the morning light was reflected on it, and the rattan flowers became extremely broken and shallow. After sleeping for a long time, the splendid futon was like a mess of rubbing, and Qiao Siwan buried herself in it, as if she didn't hear it.

Jiang Chi stretched out his long arm and fished her out, Qiao Siwan said fiercely: "The maids in this courtyard have all become fine, and they have turned the sky upside down one by one!" ”

Jiang Chi chuckled: "Blame yourself for being too kind, who made you not discipline well!" ”

Qiao Siwan snorted and raised her eyebrows, but she didn't say anything, the silence in the house could even be heard breathing, and the warmth was thick, like a spring day. After a long time, she sighed and said, "It seems that in the eyes of outsiders, I have become a goblin who confuses King Mingjun for not doing his job." ”

Jiang Chi laughed: "What, aren't you?" ”

Qiao Siwan frowned, and her voice was still hoarse as if she hadn't woken up from sleep: "I'm not." When she spoke, her lips were slightly upturned, as if she was smiling, and her wing-colored long hair seemed to be sprinkled with thick ink, dripping on the brocade mattress of bright yellow flowers. He just looked at her quietly, reached out and touched her hair, and after a while, she exposed her face from half of the brocade quilt, rubbing against his palm, and her voice was soft like rippling spring water, gurgling: "Is it okay to be a goblin?" ”