Chapter 154: How I Envy You
"I know you don't believe it, but, from the moment I knew he was down, I was satisfied." As Mu An'an said this, tears began to flow out of his eyes again, "I hate him, he is ruthless, unjust, cunning and cruel. I know you don't think so, it's because he only hurts you. ”
I said, "You don't say that you can change what you're doing." ”
Mu Anan curled the corners of his mouth: "Do you dare to accuse Prosperity like this?" Or do you just believe it's me? Since he knew to leave this for you, didn't he remind you to pay attention to the prosperity? ”
I said, "It's none of your business. ”
Mu An'an bowed his head slightly and said softly, "It has nothing to do with me." ”
As he spoke, he picked up his handkerchief and wiped the tears from his face.
"How much I envy you......" she said in a low voice, "how much I envy you...... You were so young at that time that you didn't even know that your mother was dying next to you. How I envy you, I don't have to hate my father, I don't have to be guarded by him, I don't have to plan revenge on him......"
“……”
"Do you think I'm not upset to see him like this?" "I thought I'd be happy when my revenge was successful," she said...... I had already planned that I would get revenge on him and divorce that old fellow. ”
She choked up: "Now that Ah Zhi is back, he forgot about me, but it's okay, my life has come back......"
She suddenly fell on the table: "I thought I would be happy!" ”
I didn't speak, I looked at her in silence.
Mu An'an cried for a while, and calmed down a little: "Fanhua promised that he would take good care of you after the matter was completed, if it wasn't for him who was almost killed yesterday, and you confessed those things to me, there is no need to tell you these words at all......"
I said, "Do you care that he was almost killed?" ”
Mu Anan shook his head: "I don't care. Fei Fei ......" she sniffed and smiled wryly, "I hope I don't care." ”
I didn't speak.
"You always think I'm jealous that he loves you, but you don't know. When you were born, the relationship between the two of them was already bad, and it can even be said that you were his tool to tie his mother to the house. ”
"When I was young, they had a good relationship, and I was very happy at that time. Instead, you always stay alone and silent...... You'll only be happy when Daddy comes back. ”
I asked, "Are you saying this to tell me that I shouldn't love him either?" ”
"It's not." Mu An'an shook his head, "In the past few months, I often can't help but think about what happened to you before. Or rather...... When my mother was still there, he used to play with me, buy me dolls, and take me to the company......"
She couldn't go on and started crying again, "Sometimes I really hate you, and I think that if I didn't have you, my mother wouldn't be so miserable." I'll be old enough to help her fight and take her back to her grandfather......"
I didn't speak, looking at her tears.
Indeed, in the beginning, I hated her to death.
But now that I'm talking about it, my heart is starting to be complicated again.
It's not that I believe what she says, it's just that ......
I really...... I've never seen her so excited.
I hung up the video and leaned against the wall.
The walls of the basement were damp and cold, like a steel needle piercing the skin, and the pain was as fine and sharp as it was.
I hugged myself and shivered.
On the shelves in front of me, there are clothes and toys from my childhood.
I put these together with my dad more than four months ago.
My dad looked very happy that day, and he bought cute cartoon stickers online and pasted them on my box.
I looked at the little robot sticker with a round head and a round brain, and I couldn't help but have a look in front of my eyes when my dad put it on.
My dad was certainly not that kind of person.
After I checked all the information on the Internet, put the device back in its place, and found the doll from my childhood, the door was finally pried open.
Rushing in is undoubtedly bustling.
As soon as he came in, he rushed straight at me, his face full of anger, as if he were going to hit me.
I wasn't too scared, and reached out and hugged his leg.
His movements were stopped, and I took the opportunity to say, "I miss my dad." ”
I picked up the doll and said, "Look...... This is the first doll my dad bought for me...... He said the doll looked a lot like me. ”
That doll really looked like me, with black hair and big eyes, and didn't smile as confidently as the other dolls, but had a timid look.
Fanhua was silent for a long time, bent down and hugged me, took off his coat and wrapped it around me, and asked, "If you find it, go up, why lock the door?" ”
"When I went up, I was watched by a group of people." I said, "I want to be on my own." ”
Fanhua didn't speak, stared at me for a long time, kissed me on the forehead, and hugged me.
I was indeed paralyzed from the cold, so I put my arms around his neck and asked, "How long have you been looking for me?" ”
Prosperity glanced at me and said, "Just came back." ”
"Is it because you're worried?" I asked.
He didn't speak.
When I got home, Prosperity put me directly on the bathroom stool and said, "Take a bath to warm up." ”
He reached out and plucked my arm.
I put my arms around his neck and said, "You wash it for me." ”
"I'm socializing." He said, "Hurry up and take a dip." ”
I let go of my hand, unfastened my clothes, and said, "Then you go and get busy." ”
I threw away my clothes, climbed into the tub, and took off my wig and tossed it aside.
After sitting in the basement for so long, my body was dirty, and the top of my wig was gray.
I was lying on my stomach in the water, and I saw that the prosperity had not left.
Finally, he moved, rolled up his sleeves, sat down on the edge of the bathtub, and began to wash for me.
He moved softly, and I felt comfortable, so I narrowed my eyes.
I heard him laugh low and asked, "Are you comfortable?" ”
"It's fine."
"Are you alright?" He chuckled, "It's really a life." Billions of things aside, come back and bathe you, and you'll be 'okay'. ”
I smiled at him, "It would be nice if you could press it for me." ”
Prosperous raised an eyebrow, leaned over, and kissed me on the lips.
Then he gently pressed my back.
After washing, I felt warmed up. Prosperity shook my hand, fished me out of the water, and put me on the couch in the cloakroom.
He took out his clothes and wig and brought them to me, unfastened his shirt, and said, "Hurry up and put them on, it's still waiting over there." ”
I asked, "Where do you want to take me?" ”
"Take you to socialize." Fanhua took out a new white shirt and put it on, glanced at me and said, "Save yourself from being a demon at home." ”
I smiled.
He buttoned his shirt, squinted at me for a few seconds, curled the corners of his mouth, and reached over and pinched my cheek: "Why are you so bad?" ”