Chapter 364: Get used to it
Zhan Zixi agreed to Chi Yutian almost without any hesitation, "Okay, I'll go back with you." ”
Chi Yutian was stunned on the spot, he thought that he had scared him too directly just now, and he was still thinking about how to get round, but he never expected Zhan Zixi to agree so easily?
Chi Yutian asked him with some uncertainty, "Are you really willing to go?" You didn't mean to play tricks on me, did you? ”
Zhan Zixi didn't hesitate at all, and nodded very seriously, "Isn't it just a meal?" What else? You don't live at home yourself, so why don't you want me to live there? ”
Chi Yutian actually thought about this, and it was also because some time ago he felt that Zhan Zixi couldn't take care of himself alone, so he felt that it would always be better if he could go home.
But Zhan Zixi's words just now also reminded him that he couldn't do anything himself, how could he ask others again?
"Of course, I said that you can enter and exit the door of the Chi family at will, everything is up to you to decide, that is, just have a meal and meet each other, you don't have to be nervous." Chi Yutian comforted.
"Why do I think you're more nervous than me, I know what you mean, it's just that I've been living alone since I was very young, and I've long been used to it, if there are suddenly so many people in the family, I can't get used to it, and I'm living here now."
Zhan Zixi saw Chi Yutian's hesitation just now, and knew that he didn't mean it this way, but he didn't really can't accept it, if it was before, he might be able to.
But now, his physical condition does not allow him to be so willful, not to mention that he doesn't want to let them worry or even feel sad about himself just after having these family members, which is also contrary to his original intention.
Zhan Zixi only wants to end all this by himself, he doesn't want anyone to cry for him, and he doesn't want these people close to him to be sad, he is willing to bear all the pain alone.
Every time Chi Yutian heard about Zhan Zixi's childhood, he always felt a little uncomfortable and a little inexplicable guilt, hating why he couldn't find out his identity earlier, and couldn't take him back to the Chi family earlier, otherwise, his life would definitely be more beautiful and happy.
However, after all, those are in the past, and there is no way to turn back time, so he can only try his best to make up for it in reality.
"Zhan Zixi, from now on you are not alone, you are not alone for a long time, don't you know? Or have you never thought about it. ”
Zhan Zixi was panicked for a moment, he really didn't dare to think about it like this, it seemed that for him, such a day was something he never dared to think about, because he was so afraid that he would lose it, so that there was no way to last it for a long time.
So if you know that one day it's going to be gone, it's better not to have too many expectations in the first place.
"That's right, I said I'm used to it, and it's too difficult to change it." Zhan Zixi smiled a little self-deprecatingly.
Chi Yutian looked at the emotion in Zhan Zixi's eyes, and he was speechless for a while, he didn't know what he had experienced to have such thoughts, and he would always get used to being alone.
As for Zhan Zixi's past, he heard it from a third party, and he himself could never substitute that feeling, nor could he deeply understand the shadow left by Zhan Zixi.
For the first time, Chi Yutian felt that he was so helpless when facing a person, wanting to be good to him and fulfilling his responsibility as a big brother, but he didn't know what to start with.
Chi Yu sighed and said, "That's it, it's okay if you can't change the habit, we can develop another habit." ”
Zhan Zixi looked at him and understood what he meant, but he didn't answer him, just because he didn't know if he still had time to cultivate.
"Didn't you mean eating? When? Zhan Zixi returned to his old attitude and began to quip.
"Tonight! I've just sent a text message to Xu Liuyi, in fact, they've been preparing for the past few days, if the pomp is too big, don't mind, they're like this. ”
Chi Yutian wanted to give Zhan Zixi a preventive shot first, but he really didn't know what ideas he would come up with Xu Liuyi's wise brain to welcome Zhan Zixi home.
It was almost dark in a blink of an eye, and Chi Yutian was ready to drive Zhan Zixi back to his old mansion.
Zhan Zixi hesitated for a moment, and then agreed, and when Chi Yutian didn't pay attention, he immediately sent a text message to the assistant and asked him to leave quickly.
Zhan Zixi couldn't help but sigh in his heart, this person! You really can't lie, otherwise it's likely to be debunked immediately.
But when Chi Yutian went to the garage to pick up the car, he inadvertently saw the little assistant who drove away, although it was just a glance, but Chi Yutian only felt familiar at the moment, and he didn't think much about it.
After driving out to pick up Zhan Zixi, he couldn't help but ask, "Did your driver have been waiting for you just now?" Just saw your car in the parking lot. ”
Zhan Zixi immediately replied, "No, my car is not unique, there are many of the same, besides, I was ready to let you be my driver today from the beginning, don't you feel honored?" ”
Chi Yutian was very fond of Zhan Zixi's jokes, and always felt that under such a relationship, the relationship between them became very harmonious, and there was really a lot of human touch in it, so he didn't think about it anymore.
Zhan Zixi was relieved to see that Chi Yutian didn't ask any more questions, and secretly felt that he was really responsive!
At this time, Zhan Zixi suddenly received a call from An Zhan Qiao, his eyes suddenly lit up, and the smile on the corner of his mouth rose unconsciously.
"Ahem." Zhan Zixi pretended to cough, as if he wanted to deliberately attract Chi Yutian's attention, and then answered the phone.
"Jojo!" Zhan Zixi answered the phone again and again, and looked at Chi Yu over and over again.
Sure enough, Chi Yutian's eyes widened instantly, and then he saw Zhan Zixi's smug look.
But when I heard An's voice, I felt that it was enough.
"Zhan Zixi, I've read all the ones you sent me, I didn't expect you to know so much about game projects, and you're really a bit powerful!"
"Really? Somebody complimented me that today! I was simply amazed at my business ability! ”
An Xuan Qiao guessed at once, "Chi Yutian? You showed him too? That's right, the two of you need to discuss more, after all, it's your first time working together! ”
Zhan Zixi glanced at Chi Yutian and nodded heavily.