Chapter 19: First Night 4, Pain
Wang Mo, who was shirtless, was blown by the cold wind of the air conditioner, and soon sobered up, staring at the ceiling with his eyes open, stunned for a long time, and then tentatively pulled the quilt .......
Of course Zhao Qian didn't give it to him, wrapped the quilt tightly and covered her head, and put her hands together to make a kneeling gesture at Wang Mo, probably begging him to go.
Seeing that Wang Mo didn't react, Zhao Qian reached out and pushed him again, wrapped the quilt tightly and pushed Wang Mo under the bed......
Later, seeing that it was all in vain, Zhao Qian simply didn't do anything, and was wrapped in the air conditioner and turned around. The room was silent, as if each other's chaotic heartbeats and breathing could be heard clearly.
"I'm sorry!" Wang Mo hugged Zhao Qian through the quilt, rubbed his face against her hair, and said in a choked voice: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry!" Let me hug you again,...... Sorry ......"
The heartbeat, the murmur, the snort, the wrought iron bed would tremble at the slightest movement, as if mocking their actions, and let out a mocking laugh.
"Gone!" Wang Mo finally left the room, picked up the clothes on the ground, and quietly closed the door.
Back in his bedroom, Wang Mo's heart was apprehensive and uncomfortable, I don't know if he regretted it, or if he wouldn't regret doing it at all.
There was gradually morning light outside the window, and the spotted finch jumped on the windowsill, as if to covet Wang Mo's embarrassed appearance, and cooed and stretched his neck.
What's next?
Wang Mo, who gradually regained his senses, began to panic, and at this time there was a movement of the opposite side opening the door outside the house, Wang Mo saw Zhao Qian looking over here through the crack in the door, and his cold face seemed to be covered with frost, which made people tremble when they looked at it more.
Zhao Qian stood for a few seconds and walked into the bathroom with her head down. The faucet rattled, but it couldn't wash away the blood that filled the room.
This is the deepest pain of summer!
No one knows why it happened in this way, and who is the worst offender? Who is unforgivable?
Wang Mo didn't know what to do, could the rest of the trip be carried out? How to continue getting along with Zhao Qian? Will she hate herself? Or that if she calls the police now, she will have to go to jail, but will she do this?
Wang Mo was lying on the cold bed and thinking wildly, with scenes of reality and fantasy flowing in front of him, each of which sent chills down his spine.
After a long time, the glass door of the bathroom rattled as the sound of the toilet flushing.
Zhao Qian glanced coldly at this side again, and then quickly returned to the room, the door closed.
Wang Mo finally had to go out to wash, and after cleaning up simply, Zhao Qian suddenly shouted through the door: "Wang Mo, what time is the ticket to Yangzhou?" ”
"7:40." Wang Mo replied immediately.
"Oh!"
Zhao Qian responded, not hearing anything unusual, as if that thing had not happened, everything was just a ridiculous dream made by herself.
According to the journey, the third day is to travel in Yangzhou, because the trip is far, and there are more items to bring, so you have to carry Wang Mo's travel bag.
After re-counting the items that needed to be carried, Wang Mo packed the garbage he made last night and planned to throw it away when he went out.
At this time, Zhao Qian suddenly stopped in front of him, pursed her thin lips and looked at Wang Mo, raised her hands behind her back and tiptoed and said, "What happened last night, I can treat it as if it didn't happen, but if you have a conscience, you should buy me medicine." ”
Zhao Qian said, the fist behind her back greeted Wang Mo, opened her hand, and in the palm of her hand was Wang Mo's jade pendant.
Wang Mo was stunned for a moment, and his thinking was short-circuited! didn't pick up his jade pendant, but asked, "Huh? What medicine? ”
"You know what the medicine is!" "You know what I'm talking about."
Zhao Qian clenched the jade pendant again, and when she saw that Wang Mo was full of confusion, she was nervous for a moment, and said coldly: "You must buy me that medicine, because I don't want to have any follow-up with you in this matter." ”
"Oh..., oh..., oh!"
Wang Mo nodded in a trance, his movements stiff and restrained.
Zhao Qian raised her eyes to look at Wang Mo, her chest was heaving, and her breath was short. After hesitating, seeing that he had agreed, he sniffed and handed the pendant back to Wang Mo.
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As if nothing had happened, the two walked out of the community in the morning light. At this time, most of the businesses on both sides of the street were not open, and after looking for two streets, all the pharmacies were still closed.
Seeing that time was not too rich, Wang Mo said to Zhao Qian timidly: "That ......, otherwise we will buy it in Yangzhou, right?" ”
Zhao Qian didn't speak, and the sadness on her face overflowed.
"Wang Mo, is there a pharmacy at the train station?"
"Uh...... Probably not! ”
Wang Mo frowned, at a loss. But he knew that Zhao Qian was just panicking for a while, after all, she was only 19 years old, and when she encountered such a thing, she would definitely be worried about potential hidden dangers.
After thinking about it, Wang Mo tried to comfort Zhao Qian and said: "The urgency is not at this time, the employees of ordinary pharmacies will not go to work until nine o'clock." Let's go to Yangzhou first, and the first thing we do when we get to the place is to buy medicine, okay? ”
Zhao Qian lowered her eyebrows and frowned coldly, at this time, she suddenly remembered the emergency contraception that Zhang Meimei gave her, and tasted it carefully, it was really ironic!
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Sitting on the train to Yangzhou, the sun hung high outside the window, and the mottled light and dust fell on Zhao Qian's cold face, and the brilliance was free and refracted a cold halo.
Glancing at the man next to her, Zhao Qian's heart was conflicted and painful! Somewhere in her body is still aching and uncomfortable, she needs to buy a pad, but can she talk to Wang Mo about such a thing? When she came to Nanjing, Zhao Qian seemed to be suffering from some kind of disease, and she wanted to rely on Wang Mo for everything, like a daughter who relied on her father, a pet who relied on her owner, and a wife who relied on ......her husband.
Whether it's out of trust or laziness, she thought, that's not right in itself! Once the scale of trust is unbalanced, it is difficult to guarantee that harm will not be brought to the other party.
So she didn't blame Wang Mo so much for what she did to her, if she could, she would try to understand this man, go further with him, and see a more beautiful scenery of life.
Online dating is also love, although it is only the first time to meet, but the relationship of two years and three months is not quick, and this relationship has this value at all.
However, it is precisely because of this that Zhao Qian can't let go!
A person who he trusts and relies on so much that he thinks there will be a romantic beginning!
Even if you're both drunk, you shouldn't hurt yourself without respect. If it were someone else, would he do the same? So what are they? A one-night stand? Or is there a problem with Wang Mo's character itself?
Zhao Qian fell into a contradiction, or a confusion.
He can't see through the man in front of him, and he can't see the road in front of him! An accident made her lose not only her flower season, but also her longing for pure love.
"Wang Mo ......" Zhao Qian suddenly looked at him, bit her lip and asked, "You ...... last night?" Didn't take any photos, did you? ”
"Huh?" Wang Mo was stunned for a moment and shook his head.
Shaking his head because he didn't know what Zhao Qian was asking, but soon he realized what she meant, and hurriedly took out his hand and handed it to Zhao Qian: "I didn't shoot anything, you can check it!" ”
Zhao Qian looked around with some embarrassment, there were so many people on the train, she already regretted asking about it at this time.
"Forget it! Don't look at it. After Zhao Qian finished speaking, she turned her head and closed her eyes against the edge of the window.
The bumps of the train made her full body sway, Wang Mo looked at her, and felt inexplicably uncomfortable!
Why did she suddenly ask that? In her eyes, is she terrible, a shameless villain?
Filthy, sick, and nasty ......,
Wang Mo suddenly began to hate himself, and even had an inferiority complex!
The train rumbled forward, carrying their heavy hearts and burdens......