Even Ji Rushuang herself couldn't say why she didn't hold those servants who had hurt her accountable, and she herself understood that as long as she wanted to take revenge on these people, there were many ways to make them worse off than dead, and even they couldn't die well in this life.

But at this point, she is diametrically opposed to Zhao Jun, Ji Ru has known Zhao Jun's experience a long time ago, and from that time on, she regarded Zhao Jun as a person with the same fate as her.

What she can't do, Zhao Jun can do, where Zhao Jun doesn't know, he has been regarded by a person as all the courage to support her to live.

Ji Rushuang felt that she was able to persist in living until now, most of it was because of Zhao Jun, and it was precisely because of Zhao Jun's existence that she barely had a little more expectations for this world.

She had fallen in love with Zhao Jun a long time ago, but Zhao Jun didn't know it until now, Ji Rushuang smiled bitterly, not wanting to recall her previous tragic experience at this time.

She didn't want to think back to what had happened to her, and she wasn't too interested in the so-called painful experiences, after all, it was a thing of the past, and it was enough that she was doing well now.

It's already in the past, even if you think about it now, it's useless, Ji Rushuang feels that she can't go back to the past to change her tragic experience.

Zhao Jun quietly entered the palace, the maid saw him, and just wanted to speak, but he was stopped by him with a gesture, and the maid retreated silently.

There were only two of them in the whole room, Zhao Jun didn't know what Ji Rushuang was thinking, but she didn't notice that he had come in for so long, and her posture was still the same as when she first came in, and there was no change until now.

Zhao Jun sat down beside Ji Rushuang and shook his hand in front of her eyes, wanting to test her reaction and see if she was still conscious.

If it weren't for her eyes open, Zhao Jun would have thought that Ji Rushuang had fallen asleep, Ji Rushuang was startled by his hand that suddenly appeared in front of her, and almost let out a scream when she reacted, but fortunately she was suffocated back in time.

"Why did Your Majesty come all of a sudden? Mo couldn't sleep at night, so he ran over to find his concubine. ”

Ji Rushuang easily debunked Zhao Jun, so that he couldn't even think of a panic, anyway, her thoughts had already been seen through by her, so why continue to hide it.

And he felt that they were using each other to some extent, Ji Rushuang could let herself sleep well, and she could bring Ji Rushuang more power and make her a concubine above ten thousand people under one person.

But what Zhao Jun will never know is that in fact, Ji Rushuang doesn't want this position at all, what she wants is Zhao Jun's love for her from beginning to end, but this is the most difficult thing to get, because Zhao Jun has already given what she wants to others, and she naturally has no way to get it easily.

Ji Rushuang refused to give up, she could give up everything else, but she never wanted to give up on this matter, she just wanted to gamble with herself to see if she could win in the end.

"Then go to sleep."

She sighed, sat on the dresser, removed the hands on her head the same, only a green silk remained, and changed into light clothes, and then lay down on the bed, Zhao Jun didn't do anything, this was lying on the other side of her.

The two of them were speechless, they didn't know what to say, they could only look at each other, waiting for each other to speak first, but Ji Rushuang had already taken the initiative too many times, she was very tired and didn't want to continue.

Fortunately, it didn't take long for Zhao Jun to fall asleep, but Ji Rushuang couldn't fall asleep, so she could only keep staring at Zhao Jun's side face, feeling that his face was what she liked, and the more she looked at it, the more she felt full of joy, and she wished to lie in the same bed with him like this for the rest of her life.

But Ji Rushuang knows better than anyone that this is impossible, once Zhao Jun finds it, other ways to let him sleep unharmed will soon abandon him, unless he can make him like himself.

This is the only way, in addition, Ji Rushuang can't think of any other way to stay by Zhao Jun's side all the time, she is really reluctant to leave Zhao Jun, leaving this person, she doesn't know if she can continue to live, after all, this person is more important than life in her eyes.

Ji Rushuang fell asleep when she looked at it, to some extent, not only Ji Rushuang is Zhao Jun's antidote, but Zhao Jun is also Ji Rushuang's antidote, every time she lies next to him, Ji Rushuang quickly falls asleep, unlike herself, it usually takes a long, long time to barely sleep for a while.

The two of them slept until early in the morning, fortunately, Zhao Jun let the eunuch wake him up in advance, otherwise he would be late this morning, and Ji Rushuang would definitely be chewed by those courtiers behind his back.

Ji Rushuang was glad that she had passed a catastrophe, and after finishing breakfast, she went to the Imperial Garden to enjoy the flowers, the palace is not only thousands of times better than the outside, but even the flowers in the Yu Garden are more colorful than other places.

She suddenly felt that it was not a bad idea for her to enter the palace, at least in the palace he could enjoy a lot of scenery that he could not usually see at all, and he could sleep in the same bed with his beloved every day, this day was much better than outside, but he often felt a little depressed, probably because he couldn't ask for it.

Obviously, the person she likes is by her side, but she can't get anything, this feeling is much stronger than when she was outside before, which makes her feel tormented all the time.

Ji Rushuang sighed, there were no other concubines in the palace, and the people she could talk to every day had no one other than her personal maidservant, which made her feel a little bored, and even wondered when there would be a few more women in the palace.

Of course, she just thinks about it, if there are really a few women in the palace, the most uncomfortable thing is her, after all, if he is the only one in the palace, she can still say that Zhao Jun spoils her alone.

If there were other women in the palace, Ji Rushuang didn't know what reason to use to comfort herself, at least now she could occasionally comfort herself, she was his only woman, at least in the eyes of outsiders, she was very favored.

However, the eunuchs and palace maids in the palace are very clear that the emperor has not favored Concubine Shuang until now, and they all suspect that there is something wrong with the emperor's body behind their backs, otherwise Concubine Shuang has been called into the palace for so long, why haven't they spoiled her until now.

Zhao Jun naturally knew what those eunuchs and palace maids were saying about him behind his back, but he still didn't mean to spoil Concubine Shuang, he still turned a blind eye to the only woman in his palace, and only when he couldn't sleep could he remember the existence of Concubine Shuang.