Chapter 37: What are you doing in your heart?

In the end, the doctor had to leave the medicine and say goodbye.

In the evening, I tidied myself up and asked Aunt Sun to go upstairs to get me cosmetics.

She used the robot to move the whole dresser, and said, "This robot is so easy to use, so heavy and so stable, but it looks a little bulky, and it is not as beautiful as the pictures drawn by my wife." ”

When the dressing table was set, a maid knocked on the door and came in and said, "Aunt Sun, there are a few guests who have visited, saying that they are from the decoration company." ”

Aunt Sun nodded and said to me, "Mr. said that he wanted to change the layout of the upstairs room and stairs, let them come and see it today and come up with a plan." ”

Aunt Sun was gone, and the robot followed her as tamely as a puppy and closed the door.

I looked at the door for a moment, sat down at the dresser, and planned to put on my makeup seriously. In this way, when the prosperity returns, it may be said that I am "going to die or live".

But after a few times, I realized that makeup is a very skillful thing, and I don't usually wear makeup at all.

I kept revising and revising, but it got worse and worse, and my whole face was dirty, like a cheap and cracked watercolor.

I had to go to the bathroom to wash it off, and when I came out, I saw the bustle.

He was standing next to the bed, and when I saw him, he had just dropped his tie on the bed and looked down at the cuffs of his shirt.

The room was small, and I was separated from him by a bed.

I quietly reached behind my back and unscrewed the bathroom doorknob.

As soon as his footsteps moved, Prosperous opened his mouth directly: "Come here." ”

As he spoke, I quickly retracted into the bathroom, leaned against the door panel, and locked the door.

Be quiet......

After a long time, there was a sudden sound of a gentle knock on the door.

I held my breath and didn't dare speak.

"Tuk-tuk-"

The knocking sound was aggravated, and the door panel of the guest room was relatively thin, so the bustling voice was extraordinarily clear: "Come out." ”

I didn't speak.

Actually, I regret it a little now, I just hid in completely impulsively, and now he will definitely be angry.

What will happen to him......

Suddenly, there was a thud on the doorknob.

In less than a few seconds, there was a "click" and the door lock popped up.

I quickly reached for it, but it was too late, and a strong force had already pushed the door open.

I was already leaning against the door, so I was pushed and stumbled, and when I stood firm and turned my head, I saw that the prosperity had already entered.

He walked straight up to me, and I quickly backed away. But it was a dead end, and within a few steps I was stuck to the wall, and Prosperity then came up, with my arms at my side.

He bowed his head slightly, completely covering me.

It's like a net.

"Now you know that you ran away?" His voice was not high, but it was extremely cold, "Don't you think it's too late?" ”

I clenched my hand so it didn't shake so much.

"Why don't you dare to have it checked by a doctor?" He asked, "Didn't you say it was your first time?" ”

“……”

"The doctor said you were scared," he urged, "what are you doing in a weak heart?" ”

Last time, it was because of this argument that I attracted that kind of terrible thing.

I don't know what to answer now.

"Speak!" He pinched my face violently, his expression becoming more and more fierce, "Are you dumb?" ”

I don't know what to say.

Fanhua pinched it and let go, then grabbed me by the collar.

With the tearing sound of the fabric, there was a sudden coolness, and I hurriedly covered my front placket and said in a trembling voice: "I...... I was scared...... "Forget it, I'll tell you the truth," I'm afraid of the tool she was holding, I'm already hurt, I'm afraid of the pain......"

I hung my head so I couldn't see his expression.

I only felt that his breathing was a little heavier, and he was obviously more angry.

"Afraid of pain?" Prosperity was like hearing some joke and let out a mocking snort, "It doesn't hurt when you're fooling around?" ”

I looked up at him.

"What about you?" He looked me in the eye and asked coldly, "Does it hurt when you're fooling around with those men?" Or is it cool to patronize, and it doesn't matter if it hurts? ”

I looked at him dumbfounded.

"Speak!" His face turned blue and he gritted his teeth, "Didn't you use that thing when you had surgery?" Why didn't it hurt at that time? It hurts for you to prove it? Who are you pretending to be a chaste martyr?! ”

As he spoke, he tore away my hand in front of him.

I struggled desperately, but to no avail.

When the tearing of the fabric came again, I suddenly collapsed.

I couldn't help crying.

While crying, she beat him desperately and bit him like a mad beast.

No dignity, no dignity.

A dignified person would not have loved him in the first place.

If you don't love him, you won't know that there are really people like beasts in this world!

At this moment, I even felt that if I was really a watery poplar woman as he had fabricated, it would be better than now.

It's better than my sincerity, and I mistakenly pay a devil.

I cried for a long time, until my tears dried up, my throat was dry and painful, and I couldn't make a sound anymore.

I was exhausted, and I could not stand up, so I fell to the ground, wrapped in my clothes, like a disembowelment wound.

Out of the corner of the eye, I could see the feet, standing in front of me for a moment, then turning on their tiptoes.

The sound of the door closing, and in the cramped bathroom, I was finally the only one left.

Quiet.

Death is the same.

I hugged myself, but I still felt cold.

It's like death.

Dinner was still prepared by Sister-in-law Li, and after she laid out the dishes, she said to Fanhua: "These are all things that the little lady told me and said that you like to eat, uncle." However, my uncle doesn't often eat the dishes I cook, and if something doesn't suit my appetite, I can change it. ”

"Sister-in-law Li is too polite." Fanhua smiled and said to her: "Don't worry about me, please come because I know that Fei Fei likes to eat your cooking, and I want you to help her recuperate, she has been getting thinner and thinner recently, and I don't dare to have children, for fear of dragging her down." ”

I couldn't help but clench my chopsticks.

Child?

I can't have children anymore.

The side effect of the medicine I take is that it will affect my pregnancy, and I don't have that much time left.

"Okay, I'll leave it to me." Sister-in-law Li looked at me lovingly, and said to Fanhua, "Little Miss's appetite has been good since she was a child, and her body has always been very healthy. Recently, I can't eat because of an accident and worry, and my uncle takes care of me so carefully, I believe that he will be recuperated soon. ”

Fanhua nodded: "Sister-in-law Li bothered." ”

After Sister-in-law Li left, the restaurant was silent, except for the slight sound of chopsticks touching the dishes.

I sandwiched a few of my favorite dishes from the neighborhood and put them in my mouth, but I couldn't taste them.

I took the initiative to come to dinner, because after I calmed down, I was afraid that he would come back to torture me.

Although there is not much time left, my father may still wake up, and he still hopes to see that day before he dies.

Suddenly, Fanhua took my lotus root and replaced the steamed fish next to him.