Chapter 44 Human Nature, Too Cold and Too Cruel
Looking at the desperate, numb, or selfish people in front of her, Li Yurong reached out to cover her daughter's eyes, and tried her best to take the child into her arms, "Qi'er, don't look at it." ”。
Can't watch! The child is still young, the world is too dirty, and in less than a day, human nature is too crazy to show here, and she can't let her daughter see this.
Although, I am also very selfish.
It's not that she doesn't have silver tickets in her children's dirty clothes and pants, and she doesn't have feelings for Aunt Yang and the third girl.
But she can't, she can't take out the silver ticket because of sympathy, and she can't let her daughter risk being exposed and take out money or medicine to save people, even if they have it, her daughter can take it, but unfortunately they can't, absolutely can't!
Everyone has gone through strict searches and touches, and it makes no sense that their mother and daughter can hide these things? And when they come up with money or medicine, how do they explain where they came from?
The hearts of people are sinister, she can't bet that everyone will doubt that they can come up with more?
Will you wonder why the house raid happened suddenly, and they still have these preparations in hand?
It's hard to assume that no one will think, oh, their mother and daughter don't know anything, so they prepared these things in advance?
Whether it's money or medicine, they can't tell at all.
She's also a mother, she's also selfish, she has children and a husband behind her, and she has to protect them!
Since it can't help, then don't look at it, don't watch it!
People's hearts and human nature are too cold and cruel, at this time, she has to be ruthless, harder, black, and numb.
Holding her daughter tightly, Li Yurong kept warning herself in her heart.
Xiao Yuqi noticed the tightness of her body holding her mother, and she felt that her mother's state was a little wrong.
She is a selfish child who grew up in a garbage star, and she is unmoved in the face of the scene just now, and she has no intention of helping at all.
At this moment, he found that something was wrong with his mother, Xiao Yuqi even took back the ears that were still paying attention to the movement just now, and no longer listened to the woman's complaining sobs and the curses muttered in his mouth, but instead devoted himself to his side with all his body and mind, and stretched out his little hand to hug his mother back.
"Mother, don't be afraid, don't be afraid, Qiqi protects you, good!" , comforting, Xiao Yuqi probe, well, a mouthful, kissed his mother's forehead.
Well, please forgive her for not coaxing, this comforting words, that's what she is learning and selling!
was so comforted by the daughter in her arms, Li Yurong came back to her senses, her heart was sour, soft and sweet.
Lowering her head and rubbing her daughter's little tender face, Li Yurong had a smile on her face.
Yes, since you have chosen the path of being alone and selfish to the end, don't regret and sympathize, in the face of survival, sympathy is cheap, and it will even lead your family into the abyss.
For the sake of her children and husband behind her, she, Li Yurong, did not hesitate to become a vicious woman, and did not hesitate to wear battle armor!
Gollum......
Sensing that his mother's body was gradually relaxing, Xiao Yuqi didn't have time to breathe a sigh of relief, and suddenly, an embarrassing voice sounded between the mother and daughter.
Uh, this is hungry?
Oh, can they not be hungry?
At the end of the day, they still ate in the morning, but at noon and at night, they didn't even eat a grain of rice! I don't know if these damn jailers forgot to bring them food.
How did Xiao Yuqi know that the jailers deliberately didn't send the first meal, which was a killing stick for them?
Annoyed in her heart, Xiao Yuqi thought of the food boxes her mother packed for her before the accident, and the delicious food she had harvested in the kitchen, her eyes were shining.
Ben sat in her mother's arms, she hurriedly struggled, changed to sit horizontally to vertically, and sat on her mother's lap with her two little fat legs crossed, and came face to face with her mother.
It was dark inside, except for a little moonlight near the bars of the cell.
The place they chose happened to be a little moonlight, so in order to hide, she could only choose this action.
"Mother." , Xiao Yuqi lowered his voice and shouted deliberately, and at the same time, he quickly took out a piece of pastry from the space and squeezed it in his hand.
Li Yurong couldn't really hear it, she subconsciously lowered her head close to her daughter's little head, and also lowered her voice and asked, "Why ......", before the word came out, a piece of fragrant and soft stuff was stuffed into her mouth, and Li Yurong almost immediately understood that this was food.
Thinking of the secret of her daughter, Li Yurong was soft and distressed, and she frowned deeply and worried.
I wanted to warn my daughter not to act rashly, but now that there were people around her, she didn't dare to speak, so she had to chew the pastry in her mouth quickly and swallow it quietly, and then shook her head against her daughter's little head.
Xiao Yuqi doesn't care about these, and she does it very secretly, for fear that the people around her will find out, she still has no tasteless food, and she doesn't even take her favorite meat, because she is afraid that people's noses will find out.
As a result, her mother still didn't cooperate, so she had to protect her mother, who was not easy to find.
Xiao Yuqi ignored his mother's resistance, and took out two more non-fortresses one after another.
Afraid that the child's movements would be big and attract people's attention, there was no way, Li Yurong could only take precautions while covering up her movements and eating quickly.
Fortunately, everyone's eyes were focused on Aunt Yang, who was still holding the child and crying, and no one had time to pay attention to their mother and daughter.
Li Yurong shook her head after eating four small pieces of pastry in succession, refusing to eat them again.
There are so many things, everyone still has to survive in this prison, and even if they can get out, there is still a long way of exile waiting for them in the future.
I have to think about my children, these good pastries from the Guogong Mansion have to be saved for three children, this thing can save lives on the road.
After finding that her mother shook her head firmly and pursed her mouth and refused to open it, Xiao Yuqi was helpless and wanted to put away the two small pastries in her hand, but her mother suddenly let her eat by herself with a weak mosquito sound in her ears.
Xiao Yuqi thought about it, noticed that his stomach was also drumming, pouted in disgust, stuffed a piece into his mouth, and then stuck it in his mother's arms, and chewed it carefully behind everyone's back.
Chewing and chewing, twilight, Xiao Yuqi thought of her two new brothers.
In the dark, she quietly pulled the placket on her mother's chest, and when her mother looked down suspiciously, she pointed to the outside of the cell, on the other side of the wall, and her mouth made this mouth, "Brother." ”。
The two silent words, of course Li Yurong knew what her daughter was trying to express.
After thinking about it, Li Yurong shook her head imperceptibly.
It's not that she doesn't care about her sons, it's not that she doesn't worry about them starving, it's true, if she exposes her daughter's secret for the sake of her two sons, she doesn't want to!
She already owes this daughter for the rest of her life, and she can't ...... anymore
In this life, she is here to pay off her debts.
Li Yurong took her daughter's other small hand holding the pastry, and let the child eat the rest of the piece into her mouth, showing that the meaning is obvious, although the two sons will be hungry for a while, but they will have food tomorrow, although the food is very poor, very poor, but it is good that they will not be hungry.
Boy, in the future, I will have to go to such a barren and poor place to beg for a living, and it is good to exercise in advance, she believes in her son very much, especially the old building.
Xiao Yuqi understood what her mother meant, and ate another piece of pastry in her hand, she also figured it out, even if she had food, she couldn't go through the wall and give it to her brothers?