Ninety-eight
When I just told them the idea that I didn't want to take the exam here, my mother threatened me with this sentence, she always felt that Aunt Jiang's conditions were not as good as her own family, and the last time I went, I never complained to him about how bad the conditions of Aunt Jiang's family were when I came back, they are people all over the house, I want me to listen to their contributions, but I don't want to be threatened like this since I was a child, the more they threaten me, the more unconvinced I am.
"Why do I have to listen to what you say, just because you are my parents, why do I have to take that certificate in the summer, I don't want to take the exam today, I don't have much interest in music, and when the time comes, you will let me take the exam and let me learn, and now you have to force me to test Am I your tool? Or how useful it will be for me to take these exams in the future, I really don't understand, why make me so tired as a child, I'm only in the first grade, I'm only 7 years old, can you remember that I'm only 7 years old, don't force me to do those things that are beyond my ability. I don't want a 7-year-old girl to be under so much pressure, that's the pressure of you adults, don't put it on me anymore, even if you go to Aunt Jiang's house, what if you think this matter can threaten me? Originally, I came back from school today to have a meal, and I had to go to class again in the afternoon, and I had a hard time learning the content of the class, and you kept putting pressure on me, and I was told that I was going to take the exam this year before the final exam, can I be busy? And my dad won't come to see me after being sick for so long, is this what you call love? "In recent days, my temper has really become more and more easy to be angry, and I was calm and quiet, and I talked about the topic of research and verification at a meal, and my mother may have been anxious and angry today, so he immediately threatened me with Aunt Jiang in this matter, I am the kind of person who eats soft and does not eat hard, I am even more angry when he hears what he says, why do you have to threaten me with the kind of words of Aunt Jiang's family every time, I feel that I can't stand the conditions of Aunt Jiang's family, and every time I am afraid to go, Will they listen to me as soon as they threaten me with such a thing?
I don't, I'm also a girl who can endure hardships, but I don't want to listen to them for everything, I have my own mind.
"Now that you have grown up, nothing can be done by you, just because you have grown up, so you don't know whether your thoughts are good or bad, and you can't tell right from wrong, so you can only help your mother make a decision, and I have already arranged for you to transfer to Lin Daiyu, and I also promised you that you must go to school in the same school in the future, why can't you agree to your mother? Because my mother has a company marketing meeting in a few days, you say that you are a piano level 9 to let you perform a show, you say that others will laugh at you, and you are also the daughter of the Lin Group, if you don't do this kind of thing perfectly, you just come to leave an excuse for others to complain about you, you have to remember that you have to be a perfect person, just because you are in this family, you can't live an ordinary life. "Actually, I knew that when I just said that sentence, I knew that I was definitely going to quarrel with my mother, and it couldn't be said that it was a quarrel, he would definitely tell me a lot of truths, and I couldn't find him in terms of reasoning, he had so much experience, and he was also a genius scholar, and when the time came, he could be admitted to a world-class university, and he must not be simple, and he read a lot of books, and knew a lot of knowledge that I can't compare, so I'm not going to say anything, it's a big deal that this meal is uncomfortable. I've been going to go about my theology this afternoon, and I've thought about the consequences.
"Mom, you're right, but I'll go to Aunt Jiang's side this summer, what press conference will your company have, don't let me perform on stage anymore, I don't like to be in the limelight, that should be what you should do, adults' things, don't give birth to me as a child, I can't melt into your circle, I really don't have the ability to show off for you now, I could have skipped a grade and have some talent in learning, but you don't want to, I always think I will affect my father's career, Now I don't want to go out and break into the world anymore, because in terms of piano, my daughter really admits that she has no talent, so you can find the orchestra and find other people, but don't look for me anymore Mom, I disappointed you. "I know that when I finished this sentence, I had completely angered my mother, and he was in a bad mood on a hot day, so impatient, I hadn't listened to his arrangement, so I knew that I couldn't continue to cook at the dinner table, and the meal was not involved, so the customer immediately ran back to his bedroom and locked the door, I didn't want any of them to come in, because even if they came in again, I also knew that it was a big deal that they would scold me again, and tell me a lot of big truths, I didn't want to listen to those words anymore, It's useless to listen to any more, anyway, I've made up my mind, I don't want to make myself so tired, besides, it's their adult business, after helping me drag in, I will no longer have self-freedom to support, as long as I am threatened by them this time, and then they will threaten me with all kinds of reasons, I don't want them to grab my weakness.
After I ran away, I heard my mother drop the chopsticks to the ground very hard, and the chopsticks may have broken, and this is the second time I have heard that crisp sound.
"He's used to it, he stays alone at home every day, but it's idle, let him usually take a class and then take an interest class, why is he tired, don't you just take a certificate, I was like him when I was so young, Guzheng had already been tested here, how could he delay so much, how did I give birth to such a daughter, it's really unproductive, and I don't know if I have to gnaw on the old in the future." I'm just useless.,It's just that I didn't listen to his arrangement.,Is it that when he was a child, my grandmother arranged him like this.,If it's really like this to arrange him.,I finally know why he has such a wide relationship with my grandma now.,Maybe it's because I feel that my grandma treated his father badly before.,If my grandma didn't treat him like this,Is it because he doesn't have a good relationship with my grandma now?,It's because I think Lao Tzu didn't take care of him when he was a child.,So he hasn't achieved better things now? I really don't know what to say about my mom and dad, what they are thinking, I can never guess.