In the shaking glass, the plane of the sake is turned to the left and to the right, changing angles with the strength of the hand. The bubbles in the wine glass are from the bottom up, constantly releasing the hormones that belong to the night. The people next to him shouted loudly about their past, the listener was unintentional, and the speaker was intentional.

The poison that hypnotizes the nerves, wine, has already paralyzed the body by the time it takes a sip. The body's functions changed wonderfully, and he involuntarily shook his body to the inexplicable music, even though he had never danced.

I just think that this moment is the most appropriate time to dance with music.

Fang Bin didn't have such a mood at the moment. A hand leaning on the sofa, rubbing his temple imperceptibly. I drank too much before and had a headache.

Emotions and wine are really a perfect match, happy can drink a few glasses to help the fun, sad can drink a few glasses to dispel sorrow.

He kept looking at the person sitting opposite, Wu Qi. A delicate-looking man, with a slightly student-like glasses, his skin is very white, there is no trace of sunlight, and he seems to be a little fresh meat that women like.

With a sneer, Fang Bin understood why Lin Han was so indifferent to himself.

What is good? Good is always a relative concept, Lin Han may have thought that Fang Bin was a "good" boyfriend before, but after seeing Wu Qi, he felt that he was even more "good".

Wu Qi picked up the wine glass on the table and took a small sip. Originally, he only wanted a glass of water to make a show, but Fang Bin didn't agree, and asked him to drink.

The bitterness of wine is more obvious in the taste buds of people who don't drink often, Wu Qi doesn't understand why people drink alcohol, is it to punish themselves?

"Tell me, what are you looking for from me? Is it to show off? Then you don't have to, you don't have to show off your might in front of me! Fang Bin's opening remarks were not polite.

Regarding Fang Bin's attitude, Wu Qi was mentally prepared, and just replied lightly, "What you see today is not the truth, in fact, you don't know anything." ”

At the moment when the philosophical atmosphere was permeated, Fang Bin even felt ridiculous, this kid wouldn't come all the way to me just to say something in the clouds, right?

"Can you say something that people can understand?"

"Okay, so let's go, I know you must have a lot of questions in your mind, say whatever you want to ask?"

Wu Qi's proposal made Fang Bin fall into thought, not knowing what his purpose was, but Fang Bin's heart was full of doubts, which was why he agreed to meet with him.

The body leaning on the sofa was adjusted by Fang Bin, staring at Wu Qi closely, so that he could start his interrogation.

"When did you and Lin Han start?"

"Earlier than you."

The first answer was beyond Fang Bin's expectations.

Seeing Fang Bin's hesitant expression, Wu Qi knew that Fang Bin couldn't remember what happened before.

"We've met before, but it looks like you've forgotten."

Wu Qi's words slowly moved Fang Bin into a black corridor, and the previous past flashed in his mind like a speeding train.

"Is that you?" Fang Bin remembered that Wu Qi was Lin Han's ex-boyfriend, and he had been beaten by himself before because he threatened Lin Han.

Wu Qi nodded.

Wu Qi remembered what happened before, and his anger was born again, Wu Qi raised his hand and said, "Fang Bin, continue to ask." ”

Suppressing the flames that were about to emerge, Fang Bin continued.

"Why didn't you let her go? Pestering her all the time? Fang Bin didn't think about it once, Wu Qi was always around Lin Han, and the ghost was still there.

"Why do you think I'm pestering her?"

Wu Qi's answer is worth playing, completely escaping the range of answers that Fang Bin identifies and is on another track.

"Will I not let her go, or will she not let me go?" The latter words entangle the already confused logic again.

Fang Bin thought that Wu Qi was just quibbling, and what he said had no credibility.

"When you were in college before, you were addicted to games and didn't do your job, and then you pestered Lin Han to send nude photos and threaten her, can you deny all this?"

Wu Qi didn't answer immediately, pushed his glasses, and smiled inexplicably, "So that's what she told you." Would you like to hear another version of this story? ”

Wu Qi can be regarded as a man of the year during his college years, it is said that the college entrance examination is the top student in the city, and after entering the university, he immediately entered the student union. In the small society of the university, the student union is a wonderful existence, and those who don't care scoff at it, and the people who care about it are fascinated.

Wu Qi, who has outstanding abilities in all aspects, became the president of the school's student union in his sophomore year, which is one of the few in the history of the school, and he can generally hold the position of chairman only in his third year.

Along with the glory of the position comes the favor of girls. Freshman sisters and even juniors and seniors, there are not a few who have a good impression of Wu Qi. Wu Qi can be regarded as an impeccable "prince", like a Tang monk in the Pansi Cave, coveted by the goblins.

In the face of the love of many girls, Wu Qi did not take it to heart, and every time he refused politely.

It's not that he doesn't want to maintain a relationship with a certain girl, but he hasn't met the right girl, whether it's sweet or cold, Wu Qi doesn't feel anything when he looks at it.

In his junior year, Wu continued to serve as the president of the student union, managing the reception of new students during the registration period. A week was basically spent on this, some came to report in the morning, and there were also students who got off the train in the evening, so Wu Qi volunteered to take on the work of receiving them in the evening.

"Hello senior, are you going through the formalities here?"

A girl's voice pulled Wu Qi, who was stunned, back to reality, and couldn't help but look the person who spoke up and down.

The body is tall and concave, even in the night, Wu Qi can see the girl's imperceptible shyness.

The girl also seemed to notice Wu Qi's eyes and lowered her head silently.

The embarrassed Wu Qi hurriedly changed the topic and asked the girl for her ID card to register.

The name of the ID card is Lin Han, and Wu Qi silently remembered it in his heart.

There was also an elderly man behind Lin Han, dressed plainly, with a big bag and a small bag, who was constantly looking at the buildings on the campus, sighing from time to time, praising that it was better to be in a big city.

That person was Lin Han's father, a simple farmer who had never been out of the county seat, and this time he came to the city because he sent his daughter to school.

Wu Qi helped Lin Han's father carry his luggage and walked towards the dormitory reception with the two.

In order to welcome the registration of new students, the school has allocated student dormitories in advance, and has also prepared dormitories for parents to rest temporarily.

The parents' dormitory is closer than the women's dormitory, so Wu Qi sent Lin Han's father in to rest first.

Walking out of the parents' dormitory, Lin Han and Wu Qi walked side by side, Wu Qi was still a little nervous in his heart, but on the surface, he still pretended to be a senior, and kept introducing the layout of the school to the younger sister.

Lin Han's face was full of admiration, which also made Wu Qi very proud.

After being sent to the door of the girls' dormitory and giving her the key to the dormitory, Wu Qi also left her his mobile phone number, so that she could find him at any time if she didn't understand anything in the future.

After leaving, Wu Qi regretted that he only left the number for her, but did not ask for her number, if she didn't call herself, would she still see her?

The seeds buried deep in my heart slowly sprouted unconsciously, and even Wu Qi didn't notice it, and his feelings for this newborn girl gradually deepened, and occasionally when he was alone, he remembered the road he walked with her that night, and Tila's luggage.

Wu Qi felt that he had auditory hallucinations, and often heard his mobile phone ringing, thinking it was a call from Lin Han, but when he picked up the phone, there was no movement.

He always told himself that she would call, but he was just embarrassed.

Wu Qi couldn't understand why he had a completely different attitude towards Lin Han and other girls, maybe it was a sense of distance that he had never been close to him, or a sense of conquest that he had never had.

Until the reception of new students ended, Lin Han never called Wu Qi, he was a little lost, and he didn't know if he could still meet Lin Han.

Graduation season means that a group of students who have entered the society have embarked on a new journey, the unknown road can only be explored by themselves, the natural shelter of the school is gone, and a person fights, only his own will can be used as armor to resist the invasion of the outside world.

The graduation season is followed by the freshman season, some people have left, and some people have come, full of longing for college life, with ignorance, with curiosity, full of expectations for the upcoming four years.

Wu Qi also devoted himself to the recruitment of new students in the student union, and as the chairman, he naturally did it himself. School organizations and various clubs are like hunters looking at their prey for new students, hungry wolves pounce on food, and snatch every high-quality resource.

The freshmen are also full of expectations for these community organizations, and seriously choose the field they want to try.

The head of the Literature and Art Department of the Student Union brought a girl to Wu Qi and introduced that this girl was very good, and she had been admitted to the Literature and Art Department, and introduced her to Wu Qi.

The Minister of Literature and Art is a sweet-looking little girl, in the same grade as Wu Qi, who just became a minister this year, and has also expressed his admiration for Wu Qi before, but was rejected by Wu Qi.

"Hello senior." The girl greeted Wu Qi with a little tremor in her voice, like a calf who had just entered the tiger's den. Indeed, freshmen who don't understand anything are still at a loss in the face of the school's "old headlines".

"Is that you?" Wu Qi saw the girl's face and made a sound in surprise.

It's Lin Han, and the girl standing in front of her is Lin Han, silently lowering her head, like a budding bud, she can't bear to bloom, afraid that others will see her beauty. The slightly shy face is a little ruddy, revealing the youthful youth.

The orientation party has entered the agenda, and for the student union, this is an annual event, and every section has to be tense, especially the art department. A freshman like Lin Han has to cope with the preparations for the welcome party on the one hand, and the military training of getting up early and returning late every day, and his body is gradually unbearable. During a rehearsal for a party, Lin Han talked about this matter, and a trace of pity rose in Wu Qi's heart, so he silently greeted the school, and issued a sick note, so he didn't have to go to military training again.

Lin Han, who did not have the pressure of military training, was like a different person the next day, changing his haze-shrouded face, with a smile, and a beautiful arc at the corner of his sweet mouth.

Wu Qi didn't mention that it was his own special approval for Lin Han's application, he didn't want Lin Han to be grateful to him for this, and the feelings that changed their taste would always ferment one day.

Looking at the happy Lin Han, Wu Qi's heart was also warm.

The school's orientation meeting came as scheduled, and all the members of the entire student council were dispatched, responsible for order, ticket checking, and programming. The busiest in the conference is Wu Qi, as the president of the student union, he has to spend energy to take a look at every link, for fear that something will go wrong in a certain link.

The program of the conference was carried out one after another, the students on the stage performed, and the audience cheered. Wu Qi, who tried his best, hid in a corner behind the backstage curtain, and it was interesting to look at the actors in the stage from this angle.

A bottle of chilled water was attached to his cheek, Wu Qi was also taken aback, and in a blink of an eye, he saw Lin Han standing beside him with a bottle of water, looking at him with a smile.

"Senior, are you tired? Drink a saliva, the show has been carried out step by step, there is a senior sister staring at it, you don't have to worry about it. ”

Lin Han said with concern, word by word into Wu Qi's heart, constantly echoing in his heart.

Wu Qi was a little nervous and speechless, so he had to take the water, unscrew the bottle cap, and drink it in a big gulp, hiding his confusion.

I also drank too quickly, I didn't breathe evenly, and I choked on myself.

Wu Qi's embarrassment also made Lin Han on the side laugh, and Wu Qi also laughed with Lin Han's laughter. The laughter of the two is different, but they are in the same space, playing the same movement.

After thinking about it for a long time, Lin Han mustered up the courage to say to Wu Qi: "Senior, thank you, I know, it was your help that I didn't need military training." ”

His face flushed, Wu Qi was stunned, and forgot to answer Lin Han for a while.

"Ah, it's okay, don't take it to heart, it's just a gesture, I'll do my best to help the classmates who need help." Wu Qi's preface did not match the afterword.

Lin Han showed a lonely look on his face, and muttered quietly, "So that's the case, I thought it was just for me." ”

The sound is not loud, but the listener has the heart and can hear clearly.

"No, it's not, actually, hey, how can I say it." Wu Qi didn't know how to explain it, and he couldn't directly say his inner thoughts.

Lin Han plucked up his courage, looked at Wu Qi with firm eyes, and said, "No matter what the reason for the senior, I am still very grateful to the senior." Actually, the first time I met you, I was, I liked you. But I heard from my classmates that there are many girls who are better and more beautiful than me who are pursuing you...... I, I like you. ”

didn't breathe, Lin Han said the words that had been buried deep in his heart for a long time, love cannot be suppressed, she is like this, and so is Wu Qi. The flush on her face deepened, and Lin Han's face leaned next to Fang Bin, her lips gently pressed against Wu Qi's face.

Without waiting for Wu Qi to react, Lin Han was like a deer, trotting and disappearing into Wu Qi's sight, leaving Wu Qi alone to reminisce about the kiss just now.

When the willows are bright, it is between the two lovers, and after the orientation meeting, the two tacitly did not contact each other again, and they didn't know how to face the relationship that was broken at the touch of a button.

Wu Qi often thinks of the backstage of that night, the conversation of that night, and the kiss of that night. Gentle lips, gently touching the ground and leaving marks on the face, after that, Wu Qi ran to the bathroom and looked at the reddish lip prints on his face through the mirror, which were Lin Han's lips.

Every time I think about it, Wu Qi will smirk, and his roommate is no longer surprised, I don't know how many times it is today.

The memories followed the trajectory step by step in his mind, and Wu Qi still wanted to pursue it, unwilling to stop there. He was thinking about finding an opportunity to meet Lin Han again, but memories could no longer satisfy Wu Qi's thoughts.

Approaching the exam period, the campus is filled with a tense atmosphere, every face is written with the word nervous, racing against time, saving time in every link, the dining time of students in the cafeteria has changed from ten minutes to five minutes, which has also led to the school infirmary receiving many students with acute gastroenteritis.

At half past five in the morning, Wu Qi would get up, wash up briefly, buy an easy-to-carry breakfast in the cafeteria, and eat and walk on the road. In order to save time, most of Wu Qi's meals are solved on the road. Arrive at the library at six o'clock, find a window seat, and sit for the day. By the time Wu Qi left, it was already night. The clock was pointing to 10 p.m., and as the dormitory doors closed, there were a few students in the library who fought to the end like him. The librarian reminded the students that the library was closing, and they reluctantly packed their school bags.

Although there was no snow, the weather was already very cold, and the chill penetrated into the skin at night, and it was biting cold. Wu Qi couldn't help but wrap his coat tightly, but he heard the sound of a quarrel on the side of the road.

A couple of men who looked drunk were pulling around a girl. The campus is next to the school's family building and is accessed from the other side, but there is no barrier between the family building and the school. There are also some idle people on the campus, but during the day, the school security guards often patrol, but there are no major incidents, but at night, there are often people on the campus who don't seem to be students.

The location of several people, at the back of the library, students would rarely pass here, and if Wu Qi hadn't heard the voice, he wouldn't have noticed the dispute here.

After a few steps, Wu Qi stood in front of the girl, only to find that it was Lin Han, and the sense of justice in his heart was even more prominent. The two drunken men were not tall, and when they saw that Wu Qi on the other side was a tall man of one meter and eight years, he couldn't take advantage of it, so he had to leave stupidly.

Lin Han had tears in his eyes, as if the embankment was about to burst, his emotions were about to burst, Wu Qi hugged her into his arms, and stroked her hair with his hands, again and again, to tell Lin Han with his movements, don't be afraid.

Lin Han, who felt relied on, took off the armor he had just endured, revealing his fragile heart, snuggling up to Wu Qi's shoulder, choking and sobbing. Is it sad or scared, under the double emotion, tears crossed Lin Han's face and wet Wu Qi's shoulders.

Lin Han raised his head, pear blossom eyes with rain, looking at Wu Qi with affection, there was no need to express any words at this moment. The two lips pressed together, twisted, looking for each other's warmth.

The rapidly warming body temperature resisted the low temperature of the night, and the dim light added to the atmosphere, and the two sat on the row of chairs in the dark part of the library, but the two fiery lips never left each other.

The smell of hormones filled the air, but the two of them didn't notice it. Both hands slid over each other's bodies, gradually reaching into the inside of their clothes.

On one side are the students who are hurrying back to the dormitory under the street lamp, and on the other hand, in the shadows, the two are stealing the forbidden fruit of the Garden of Eden.

They lose their minds, they ignore common sense, and under the urging of hormones, they only want to mingle with each other, and they can't control other ......

Since then, Wu Qi and Lin Han have established a romantic relationship, which makes the girls who love Wu Qi resentful, and they don't know what they are worse than Lin Han. The two went in pairs, in the faculty, in the library, in the cafeteria, in various places on campus. Like conjoined babies, they are inseparable, except for the dormitory life that must be separated.

After stealing the forbidden fruit, the two opened the door to the adult world, and under the urging of sex, they felt the beauty it brings. To Wu Qi's surprise, Lin Han seemed to be fascinated and liked to have sex in a non-private space. They left their love in the empty classrooms, the toilets where people defecate, and the bookshelves in the corners of the library.

Wu Qi is also addicted to it, he admits that if it were himself, it would be impossible to do this kind of thing, from childhood to adulthood, Wu Qi was a good child in the eyes of others, excellent in character and learning, and the same was true in college. But because of this, Wu Qi, who has never done anything out of the ordinary, also felt the pleasure that he had never felt before.

Like a drug, it hooks a piece of meat deep in the heart, and once it happens, it has a second and a third time...... Falling into the abyss, unable to extricate himself.

Later, he couldn't tell whether it was Lin Han or himself who was moving forward, just enjoying the pleasure brought by the stimulation.

The back side of the sun is dark, and everyone has their own dark side, hiding deep inside, and it will not be easily revealed.

After a warm deposit, Lin Han's face was ugly, showing a displeased look, Wu Qi saw it in his eyes, and asked her with concern. At first, Lin Han was reluctant to speak, because of Wu Qi's repeated questions, Lin Han said that it was because of an accident in his home, and he was very irritable.

Lin Han's parents make a living from farming at home, plowing in spring and harvesting in autumn, every year, although they can't make a lot of money, they can basically meet the expenses of the two. The people in the village don't have any big expenses, and every family has their own vegetable plot, and they have three meals a day, which is very simple.

The accident broke the balance, and Lin Han's father had a car accident. It was a young man in the village who was driving, who had just drunk that day and was rushing to the county seat, under the influence of alcohol, the perception of speed became blurred, and he did not see Lin Han's father on the side of the road.

After being sent to the hospital, Lin Han's father was already unconscious, and after several surgeries, his condition stabilized, but he was still not out of danger.

Lin Han just learned about this matter today, and his family was afraid of delaying Lin Han's studies, but now there is no point in hiding it.

The owner of the car who caused the accident never took a penny after he started to pay a sum of money, and it was true that he didn't pay the money. The daily cost of the hospital is like a running water, and the family that is not wealthy is even worse.

Two lines of tears silently crossed Lin Han's face, looking at Lin Han's appearance, Wu Qi was very distressed.

Although Lin Han repeatedly refused, Wu Qi still gave Lin Han 50,000 yuan for him to make an emergency. Wu Qi's family background is good, this time he lied that he was going to travel, and the family didn't ask much, so he directly transferred the money to his account.

Treatment is a bottomless pit, and countless amounts of money cannot be filled. After that, Wu Qi gave Lin Han 100,000 yuan in three installments, but Lin Han's father did not survive in the end. Lin Han said that his father went quietly at night, without a sound, as if he was afraid of disturbing the living world.

Perhaps the tears had dried up, Lin Han calmly described his father's departure, unable to see sadness and other expressions. The coming of the blow made the feelings numb and unable to cope with the sudden accident.

After his father's death, Lin Han seemed to be a different person, and he met Wu Qi less often. Wu Qi didn't dare to ask more, Lin Han, who was in the grief of losing his father, seemed to need some time to clean up his emotions.

Occasionally eating together in the cafeteria, Lin Han didn't talk much, and answered Wu Qi's concern cohesively, and some painless answers.

There seems to be an invisible film between the two people, and they can no longer feel each other's body temperature.

In the days when he was seeking excitement with Lin Han, Wu Qi's mind was not on studying at all, and his grades also plummeted.

From the pride of the sky that everyone looked up to, to the depraved teenager today, everyone else regrets and laments that if it was at the beginning, today must be a different situation.

In his senior year, when everyone else was interning, Wu Qi was bored in the dormitory all day playing games, ignoring the eyes of others. Lin Han came back to see him a few times occasionally, but he didn't come later, and finally asked someone to tell Wu Qi about his decision to break up.

Wu Qi is not surprised, nor sad, in the love that exists in name only, he has long not felt the love of the other party, meeting has become a routine, sex, the two of them rarely have it anymore, and there is no feeling of the past.

After that, Lin Han disappeared from Wu Qi's life, he didn't chase it, he didn't look for it.

Fang Bin picked up the empty wine glass and put it to his mouth, only to realize that there was no wine in the glass. The wine had already woken up for most of the time, and after listening to Wu Qi's story, Fang Bin fell into thought, not knowing whether to believe Wu Qi's words, after all, the Lin Han in his mouth was not the same as the Lin Han he knew. Maybe Wu Qi just wanted to find a high-sounding reason for his depravity and put all the blame on the woman.

"In college, did you start a poetry club?"

Wu Qi nodded. "At that time, I liked poetry, and at the instigation of a friend, I founded a poetry club, but it didn't take long for the club to be gone. By the way, Lin Han also helped me take care of the affairs of the club at that time, but it was during our love period. ”

Fang Bin recalled the scene of his reunion with Lin Han, if what Wu Qi said was true, then Lin Han was lying at that time.

Wu Qi saw the word "past" in Fang Bin's eyes, and couldn't help laughing. Fang Bin frowned, very displeased.

"I'm sorry, I remembered Lin Han talking about you and saying that you were stupid at the time." Although it was an apologetic tone, there was a sharp knife in his words.

"Because she's just lying to you, you still take it seriously, she was with me at that time, but I only found out about you later." The playful tone made Fang Bin very uncomfortable, if it weren't for the fact that he had too many doubts in his heart, Fang Bin really wanted to throw the wine glass over and smash it into Wu Qi's hateful face.

"In your mind, Lin Han is gentle, lovely, generous, considerate, and beautiful?" Wu Qi asked seriously.

"Isn't it?"

Wu Qi smiled, the smile was obviously expressing that Fang Bin was still in the dark and didn't know it.

"I thought so at first, but then I found out that Lin Han has always been wearing a hypocritical mask, and behind the mask, she is shrewd, urban, femme fatale, vicious, and abusive."

Wu Qi used a lot of fierce words to describe Lin Han, which made Fang Bin very uncomfortable, and the image of Lin Han in his mind was gradually covered with a stain that could never be erased.

"Remember the money I lent her? Her father didn't get into a car accident at all, she was just trying to scam me out of my money! Unexpectedly, Wu Qi said calmly, as if the protagonist who was cheated of money was not himself.

"But she still loved you, you can't say she's abusive just because she talked about another boyfriend!" Fang Bin retorted excitedly, making a final struggle.

Wu Qi shook his head, the person in front of him was sinking in love, and there was no cure.

"It's just abusive! She doesn't put love on one person, she can fall in love with me, she can fall in love with you, but she won't love me and you all! She just enjoys the feeling of being in love with different people. That's not what I said, he admitted it. ”

Admit it yourself...... A few words seemed to be the final verdict, Fang Bin was like a deflated ball, slumped on the sofa, his heart had actually accepted this fact, the moment he saw Lin Han in a strange room, his heart had cracks, but he wanted to cover the cracks and hide his broken heart.

With cracks, there is no longer wholeness.

"Fang Bin, the reason why I am looking for you is to let you see the truth clearly and not really fall in love with Lin Han."

"You, why are you together now?" Fang Bin asked weakly.

"Is it because of love? Don't be stupid, when Lin Han looked for me again a few years ago, I already understood that the two of us were simple "lovers", I accepted her abusive affection, and I was just one of her many dating partners. It's good to be happy when you're together. ”

Wu Qi said it easily, but Fang Bin couldn't believe that it was the reason.

"Then why are you still threatening Lin Han! Send her nude photos! Fang Bin remembered what Wu Qi had threatened Lin Han before.

Wu Qi thought for a while, and finally dug out what Fang Bin said in the depths of his mental memory, and laughed out loud when he thought about it.

"Is what she told you true?"