Two hundred and nineteen
Now the only way I can comfort myself is this, and it's not my fault, or even if it's my mistake, it's only half of the responsibility, and the remaining half belongs to my parents, mother, because he didn't care much about me since he was a child, so it will lead me to be like this now, if they teach me to be by my side since I was a child, I won't be obsessed to this point, and I'm willing to listen to a method of a dream person, 80% of the cars are on them, So I can ask my mother these questions with a clear conscience, and I can also ask my mother with a clear conscience, be by his side in the most difficult times, no matter how I say it, it's his daughter, he really knows that I did these three things, and he can't blame me, who let him not educate me well since he was a child.
"It's okay, mom has a lot of serious things happening here, and I don't know where to start thinking about it, when you grow up, you will always know these things, don't worry, do you want to go to school today, Mom, Mom is actually not willing to send you, after all, everyone outside knows about our family, some things are not to say that the more people know, the better, the ugliness of the family should not be publicized, but Mom, Mom did not receive this business card, this time he took you back to your grandma's house, your grandma may not let us into the house, Dad, but we can't live anymore outside, Mom, Mom really doesn't know what work to do, and other companies still don't want Mom's Mom, that company really can't go back, you don't know how difficult Mom is now, you don't know, Mom has encountered a big stumbling block now, if you can't sell this song to watch, maybe we'll be back before liberation, even if it's like an ordinary family, we can't afford to go to Ban Xili Primary School, But don't worry, as long as grandma is still willing to take us in, you will sell Jili Elementary School again, and it is impossible for your mother to transfer from primary school to a top student three times at a time, which is not good for your growth. ”
Slowly, he always knows how to come and comfort me when he is frustrated, and this is not a good time to comfort me, why did he say these words to me? Did he really already know that I did it, but he didn't blame me, I'm still quite novel, does he also know that he's sorry for me, but what does it mean to say this? I'm really confused, I really don't want to guess what he thinks, and I just appease what you said to do it, I don't think I'm wrong, I've blamed all the faults on him, and now his words make me feel that it's really my own fault, this is in my heart She wants to fight with me, and I will accompany him to fight to the end, but I must not hang on to my own body for this mistake, it was because of him, if it wasn't for his bad treatment of me, I wouldn't have been able to do this, I just have to insist on this, as long as I convince myself, how can other people say that it is none of my business?
"I really don't want to go to school today, because I'm worried that something will happen to my mother when I'm home alone, and I'm going to divorce my dad in the morning, why is it going to be like this? Can you go to the divorce process and take me with you, can I only take me with my mother, my mother, and my mother alone Is it very stressful, can I follow my father? I know that when I said this, my mother must be unhappy, I am for the sake of my mother, I always feel that it is not easy for my mother to be a woman, and if I want to follow my mother again, it will be my mother's oil bottle. ”
When my mother heard this, she took me in her arms, as if she was crying, there was the sound of that drawer, but I didn't believe she could cry. He is such a hard-hearted person, I will go to work just after confinement, and I have to have a video conference, he is so busy and cares about his career, how can he start to come back to care about me because his career has fallen, and when Pineapple told me about this, I still didn't believe that it was too hypocritical for him to do this now. But no matter what, it's my mother, and it's naturally my honor to be kind to me, but if he lies to me, I really can't do anything. I can't just poke him and say you don't lie anymore, he's also a woman, I know his difficulties the most, he probably really wants to live a good life with my father, I really don't know why he gave birth to me, and he gave birth to a child who is so well-behaved by me, she wants to give birth to a normal child, what a happy family, but it's not a happy child, dad can not hurt her, but this man in front of this family, how can he have an accident with my mother's company, Is he going to divorce my mom? Or is it that Xia Ke brought up this matter by my mother, or is it that the pressure of public opinion outside is too great, so he can't stand it and wants to divorce my mother, but on the source of this show, if he really divorces my mother, the person who continues to be hit is still my mother, she finally found a home, and she is willing to give birth to her ex-husband's child, it must have taken a lot of courage, but at this time, the previous man still failed him.
"No, my mother must not agree to you to go to the Civil Affairs Bureau to go through the divorce procedures, my mother can't take you with me, the man upstairs, he has been you for so many years, my father is going with you, if I take you to that kind of place, he may think that our mother and daughter are lying to him again, and you had better not appear in front of your father in this matter, just now he came out, he may have seen you, saw me chatting with you here, I'll send you to school slowly, you don't have any good at home, and you're still young when you should see things, and when you grow up, you'll naturally understand it, and your mother is also for your good. ”
Actually, I don't want to stay at home so much, I want to watch the two of them separate, after all, it's all my fault, why should I watch the two people separate, that's not that I'm just a great crime, so what I just said just now is just to stay by my mother's side, I know I'm sorry for him, and it's because he gave birth to me, so he closed down, so his favorite man left him, so I want to be by his side, so I give him a little comfort, Anyway, I'm also his biological daughter, and even if he blames me, he can't say anything to me.