Chapter 534: The Educated Youth Mother Who Abandons Her Husband and Children (24)
At that time, he was really angry, and he wanted to take the letter and question Yin Yin.
But he hesitated.
The hesitation was followed by trepidation and fear.
After pursuing one year and marrying for five years, Chen Changsheng knew that Yin Yin's feelings for him were not deep, at least not as deep as his love for her.
He was afraid she would leave.
He was afraid he wouldn't be able to keep her.
If a person really wants to leave, no matter how much he wants to keep it, even if he is there, his heart is not there.
Chen Changsheng didn't choose to pierce it, the more this happened, the more panicked and frightened his heart became.
Like a prisoner awaiting trial.
Later, Yin Yin gave birth to a younger son, Chen Changsheng was very happy, and he hoped that the birth of his youngest son would allow Yin Yin to stay.
But no.
After a month of confinement, she offered to visit her family.
At that moment, Chen Changsheng had a feeling that he had finally come.
Chen Changsheng's words of refusal rolled back and forth between his lips and teeth several times, but finally chose to agree.
He made a bet for himself.
He let her go.
Bet on whether she'll come back.
If he loses, he will guard his two children for the rest of his life.
If he wins, he will never let go of her for the rest of his life, even if she doesn't love him, even if she may have other men in her heart.
He didn't care, as long as she stayed.
After half a year of waiting, the educated youths from Red Brick Village and several villages next door returned to the city to tell Chen Changsheng that Yin Yin would not come back, and he slowly despaired.
But she returned.
Chen Changsheng was shocked, ecstatic, and overwhelmed, but he told himself that what happened to her, he didn't care, she came back, and it was enough.
But in fact, Chen Changsheng didn't care about Yin Yin's departure for half a year, he was just afraid, afraid that if he poked it, the illusion of a happy family he wanted would be shattered.
In the face of Yin Yin and the woman he loves, this man who is so good in the red brick village is humble.
"Go to sleep." Chen Changsheng turned his back and closed his eyes in pain.
He sincerely begged Yin Yin not to talk any further.
Yin Yin was silent for a while, and in the end he still told Lu Bin's matter, not to say that all of what he said was true, but there were also seven or eight points that were true.
It's true that she and Lu Bin are high school classmates, it's true that she likes Lu Bin, and it's also true that she went to find Lu Bin this time.
The only thing that didn't tell Chen Changsheng was that the original owner used Chen Changsheng as Lu Bin's stand-in.
This is really hurtful, and Yin Yin feels that Chen Changsheng is much better than the scum Lu Bin, and besides, only the original owner knows about this matter. Yin Yin will choose to bury this secret in her heart and never tell it.
“…… I thought I liked Lu Bin and thought I could give up you and the child, but later I found out that I couldn't let go. In the past few years of getting along, I have unconsciously liked you, so I came back. Brother Changsheng, if you are angry with me, I can understand it, but please give me another chance, I ......"
Before he finished speaking, Yin Yin was pressed by Chen Changsheng, and he couldn't say the rest of the words.
The man pressed against her, his face buried in her warm neck, and his body trembled slightly.
The voice that was originally as clear as spring water had a hint of hoarse crying: "Yinyin, you still know to come back." You'll come back and know. ”
Yin Yin lowered his eyes and said silently: "I'm sorry ......"
The man lay on top of her, and tears fell from the corners of his eyes and fell on Yin Yin's neck, drop by drop, as if burning Yin Yin's heart.
"Elder Brother ......"