"No, this king is fine." Chu Xuanchen hurriedly retracted his hand, put his hand behind his back, and said in a deep voice, "You don't have to worry about me, you can go out." ”

"No, we're family, how can I leave you alone? When I came in just now, I smelled a strong smell of blood, and you have recently locked yourself in your study, unwilling to see anyone. I always feel like you're hiding something from me, are you locking yourself up here and hurting yourself? ”

Yun Ruoyue said, stubbornly pulled his left arm, and said, "Don't move, let me see!" ”

Seeing her so persistent, Chu Xuanchen had no choice but to relax and hand her hand.

In his eyes, there was a deep sense of helplessness and discomfort.

Yun Ruoyue took his hand and lifted his sleeve, and a piece of blood spilled out, hitting her brain.

I saw that his left arm was full of scratches, the old and the new intertwined scars, like sinuous insects, light brown, dark brown, and bright red.

The bright red one was still bleeding, and it was obvious that it had just been scratched.

She suddenly took the official document on the table, and saw a blood-stained dagger underneath.

She trembled all over, "How can this be? Husband, why are you hurting yourself like this? ”

Seeing the thorny scars, her heart ached, as if someone had hollowed out a piece.

"Yue'er, I'm fine." Chu Xuanchen said in a deep voice, "Only in this way can I stay sober, I won't hurt others as irritable as before, and I won't think about those hateful and unhappy things." ”

Yun Ruoyue looked at him and found that his face was very pale, which was a sign of excessive blood loss.

His face was deep, his forehead was covered with cold sweat, and he gritted his teeth, as if he was trying his best to hide the pain.

She knew that he was sick again, but he kept holding back.

She didn't expect that he was so stupid that he would rather hurt himself than others.

Her eyes turned red all of a sudden, and tears erupted from her eyes, "Husband, why are you so stupid?" Come to me when you are sad, and if you want to be angry, you can come at me, and I am willing to bear it for you. How can you hurt yourself? I'd rather you hurt me, scold me, yell at me, and I don't want you to hurt yourself like that. Do you know how much my heart hurts? I'm so uncomfortable! ”

Chu Xuanchen grabbed her hand and said affectionately: "No, Yue'er, I have sworn in my heart a long time ago, I would rather hurt myself than hurt you again." ”

"So you're doing this to yourself? Have you been sick many times lately, but each time you have self-injured to keep yourself awake? In fact, you have been forbearant in front of others, but behind others, you are alone in the face of pain. You're so stupid. Yun Ruoyue said, taking the initiative to hug Chu Xuanchen.

No wonder his temper has become a lot more stable recently, and he is not angry with his subordinates, it turns out that he has been enduring.

He actually hid in the study and hurt himself, but she never found out, and thought that his condition was under control.

Looking at the scars on his arm, it is estimated that there are several a day, indicating that he has been suffering from many more recent cases than before, and he didn't even tell her.

Chu Xuanchen patted Yun Ruoyue's shoulder instead, and comforted her with a smile, "Don't worry too much, this king is fine, when this king went to the battlefield in the past, he was injured ten times more than now, and he was fine, what is this small injury?" ”

Now even if it is a subordinate, he will not be angry with them casually, because if the subordinate is afraid of him, it will also scare Yue'er.