1167 Who Are You Really Believing In?
Nanyan didn't speak, only lowered his head.
Zhu Feng's tone was a little deeper: "Could it be that you are still angry with me, or do you still not believe me?" ”
Nanyan lowered her head, her eyelashes trembling slightly.
"If I can't trust the emperor, I won't say those words to the emperor."
At that time, she was indeed talking angry.
Because, there is no way to vent her grief and anger - the people in the Jane family are all good people, and they have given her family-like warmth in her most difficult time, she doesn't expect good people to have good rewards, but she can't accept it, such a harmonious and warm family ended up with such a tragic ending, and she is even more distressed about Jian Ruocheng's situation.
In addition, at that time, Zhu Feng even doubted her relationship with Li Buxian.
Therefore, when she realized that Zhu Feng had sent someone back to Beiping to find someone from the Jian family, she almost subconsciously vented her anger on him.
However, as soon as she calmed down a little, she knew that the truth was not like that.
She also believes that with Zhu Feng's heart, if she really wants to kill, she will kill openly and vigorously, and she will not use such means, let alone deny it in front of herself.
But—
Zhu Feng said: "Since you believe in me, then why do you want to stay here? ”
“……”
Nanyan gritted his teeth, then raised his head to look at him, and said, "I believe in the emperor, so does the emperor fully believe in me?" ”
“……”
"The emperor asks himself, who do you really believe in?"
“……”
Nanyan's eyes flashed with tears, and he choked up: "The emperor completely believes that it is Qin Ruolan." ”
Zhu Feng's brows furrowed.
He was about to say something, but Nan Yan had already said coldly: "Any word or word of her can produce so much power in the emperor's heart; And I, no matter what I say or do, the emperor always turns a blind eye. ”
“……”
"If you don't believe me, why do you want to keep me?"
Zhu Feng's brows suddenly twisted into the word "Sichuan".
His chest rose and fell violently, as if some emotion was swelling in his chest, almost bursting out, but he still gritted his teeth, tried his best to suppress himself, and only said in a deep voice: "Isn't it, no matter what I say, you won't go back with me?" Do you have to stay here? ”
“……”
He always, still avoids talking about that woman.
Nanyan looked at him, and the tears in his eyes seemed to dry up a little.
That kind of difficult gaze makes people sad.
She said, "I still say that. ”
“……”
"Does the emperor still think that he is not wrong at all?"
“……”
Zhu Feng's face suddenly sank.
This is not the first time he has heard this sentence, after the turmoil in the Jian family before, Nanyan once asked him this.
No one dared to ask him that.
No one dared to ask such a question twice in front of him.
Because, from ancient times to the present, the emperor is not wrong.
Even if there is a mistake, it is the people below who do not have even dissuasion, and they will make mistakes without thinking about the emperor, and the emperor himself is not wrong, even if he has made a mistake, it must be right.
This is the dignity of an emperor.
However, this little woman is already challenging his dignity for the second time.
Zhu Feng gritted his teeth and said, "What are you going to say?" ”
Nanyan looked at him firmly: "I want the emperor to answer me, whose fault is it in this matter of the Jian family." ”
“……”
The morning light shines gently on their faces through the window, and there is still a beautiful breath left over from last night's lingering on their bodies, and even each other's bodies still have each other's smell.
Nanyan leaned into his arms, a thin blanket wrapped around his snow-white body, revealing his slender neck and jagged collarbones.
This was originally a beautiful picture.
This was also supposed to be a warm morning.
But at this moment, the charming feeling that remained in the bodies of the two people last night is fading little by little, and the warmth dyed by the skin ironing is also dispelled little by little by the coldness in the heart.
The heart is getting cold.
Zhu Feng looked at her with a frown, and his eyes gradually became cold.
Nanyan also looked at him.
Her gaze is not cold, nor is it resentful, but there is a stubbornness that cannot be suppressed, like a little light in the darkness, although it is faint, but as long as it exists, it can never be defeated.
Zhu Feng gritted his teeth and said in a deep voice: "Si Nanyan, do you know who you are talking to!" ”
“……”
"Do you know that no one can talk to me like that!"
“……”
"Are you going to use this method to punish yourself, to punish me?"
Nanyan looked at him, the stubbornness in her eyes revealed a trace of desolation, and she said in a trembling voice: "Your Majesty, do you know that the people of the Jian family are dead. ”
“……”
"To be dead, to be dead means to never come back."
Zhu Feng's breath suffocated.
This sentence was also like a knife, stabbing him in the chest.
Nanyan's voice was even more choked, and he said hoarsely: "I have a piece missing in my heart, and I will never be able to make it back." ”
“……”
"I stayed in the cold palace, not to hurt myself, let alone to punish anyone through this. It's just that before the emperor answers my question, I have no way to go back to my original place, let alone my original life. ”
……
In the end, in the somewhat bleak mist of the early morning, Father-in-law Yu saw Zhu Feng's figure slowly walking out of the cold palace.
He stepped forward happily.
"Your Majesty!"
The mist made the expression in Zhu Feng's eyes a little blurry, but it was clear that the bloodthirsty aura like a beast last night had disappeared after this night.
He really calmed down.
Father-in-law Yu's heart that had been hanging all night finally let go.
He said cautiously: "Did the emperor spend last night in the cold palace - at the concubine Niangniang?" ”
“……”
"Your Majesty, why didn't you take Niangniang out of the cold palace?"
“……”
As soon as he finished saying this, he felt Zhu Feng's eyes flash again.
Yu Gonggong found that Zhu Feng, who had always been majestic and heroic, as if the whole world was under his control, exuded an almost helpless aura on his body.
He never had this way before.
However, when he faced the petite woman in his arms, and faced the stubbornness in her eyes that was as weak as a candle in the wind, he always felt that he was so powerless against her.
Father-in-law Yu immediately quieted down.
And Zhu Feng turned his head and looked at the deep and cold cold palace.
In my ears, it seems that the desolate voice of Nanyan is still echoing-
"I will accompany the emperor through all the ups and downs, joys and sorrows. But that doesn't mean I don't have my own joys and sorrows. ”