Deep love shallow 1 (Ah Cheng Fanwai)

1

It was Geun-Huan Chow who changed my life, when I was 10 years old.

I knew at that age how desperate it was to have the whole gate destroyed, but that woman brought me into the palace like a nobody.

Is she stupid, what is she trying to make up for me?

It's ridiculous, she killed my whole family, should I be grateful to her?

From the day I arrived at the White Egret Pavilion, I was thinking about how to take revenge, Zhao Yu and her, I took it to heart.

Although I don't know much about the relationship between Zhao Yu and her, although I have heard about it, those rumors are completely different from what I saw.

Zhou Jinhuan may not like Zhao Yu at all, but why did she launch a palace rebellion for him, and why did she flee the palace?

This woman is definitely not an easy character, and it is difficult to move her.

I accompanied her to stay in the Egret Pavilion, she often looked at me with a sad expression, that was guilt, I didn't care when she was doing a show, I knew that one day I accidentally learned that Su Wan would do martial arts, I never thought that she would agree to let Su Wan teach me, just casually mentioned, she actually agreed.

She didn't take any precautions, and at this time, I was a little loose: can I really do anything to her?

I am extremely talented in learning martial arts, which even Su Wan has to admit.

And the opportunity soon came, and Zhou Jinhuan met Xiao Jingzhi.

Speaking of the acquaintance of the two of them, almost all the people in the Egret Pavilion were hidden.

Only Zhao Yu, the entire palace is his, she can't hide it, not only can't hide it, but he also acted.

I was called to the front hall of the Egret Pavilion for no reason, Zhao Yu instructed Gonggong Meng to force me to drink the potion, I looked at her nervous expression, and immediately guessed that there was something wrong with the potion, but I had no other choice than to drink it?

The only joy is that there are still people in this world who care about me.

I've never been in the habit of asking for help, just drink the potion.

The juice was so bitter that when I drank it, she immediately ran after me, and I didn't understand a word of what was going on in her mouth.

Zhao Yu didn't like me, so he asked me to step down, and I went back to my room, and the medicine had no other effect than making me sweat.

2

Xiao Jingzhi wants to go to the battlefield, Zhou Jinhuan wants to follow, how can the battlefield not be dangerous?

Although Zhao Yu set up obstacles for her, she was determined to learn to ride a horse at all, and at this time I thought of the imperial pharmacy.

It is said that stealing medicine from the imperial pharmacy is not a simple matter, but this is not the case, and I know that Zhao Yu does not want her to go to the battlefield either.

She didn't have enough time to learn to ride a horse, and she couldn't notice my little movements, and when I saw her faint on the ground, my heart felt like something was grabbing her.

I know how smart she is, thinking that she should be kicked out of the palace.

Actually, it's good not to be in the palace, at least I don't have to face the enemy of Zhao Yu every day.

But what was waiting for me was not her questioning, she was blaming herself, blaming herself for making me insecure, blaming herself for her carelessness, and the heart I had been guarding finally fell.

Enough is enough, I hurt her once, so the two of us are even, right?

I cried like a real ten-year-old.

I wanted to open my mouth and keep her from going to war, but I knew full well that no one could change what she had decided.

During her days in Zhangzhou, I had been learning martial arts with Su Wan, and during this time, I fell in love with reading.

During this period, Zhao Yu came a few times, and did not trouble us, most of the time he sat quietly in the front hall, not saying anything.

3

Zhou Jinhuan came back in the middle of the night, I was very excited, and went to see her with her favorite jujube cake, but unfortunately we didn't say a word before Zhao Yu came.

I was a little worried about her, but I also knew what I was capable of now, so I could only silently withdraw from the room.

I don't know what they talked about that night, but she obviously became a little anxious, and I guess it must have something to do with Xiao Jingzhi.

This was my first perception of love, distracted, agitated, irrational, something I didn't need for revenge.

Although she has always been restless, nothing happened to Bailu Pavilion, until that day Zhao Yu asked her to go to the back garden, I obediently read in the room, but my mind was not on the book.

I always had a bad premonition, until she came back with a smile on her face: Zhao Yu agreed to her marriage to Xiao Jingzhi and allowed her to leave the palace.

"Girl, what about Ah Cheng?" she was immersed in joy, but Su Wan found out about my running spirit.

Zhao Yu also promised Ah Cheng to leave the palace. As she said this, a pear vortex appeared at the corner of her mouth, and my powerless uneasiness had begun to spread.

What I don't understand is how Zhao Yu agreed to let me out of the palace, he has always used me to threaten Zhou Jinhuan, how could he throw away such a useful chess piece as me?

4

Zhou Jinhuan has the identity of Zhou Ming's adopted daughter, so she naturally lives in the Zhou Mansion, and I, even when I go out of the palace, I am sneaky, as if I am something unseemly.

When I saw her on the street corner, my heart was happy, but I couldn't express it.

She asked me to live in Xiao Mansion, I was unwilling, but thinking that Xiao Jingzhi was the person she liked, I was really curious about him, so I pushed the boat with the water.

During the days in Xiao Mansion, Xiao Jingzhi took good care of me, Zhou Jinhuan has become the young lady of the Zhou family, and she rarely has the opportunity to come to Xiao Mansion.

Once I waited for her to fall asleep, I felt someone approaching in a hazy way, and when I opened my eyes, there was a piece of Kunlun jade next to the pillow, although I didn't see who it was, but I just knew that she gave it to me.

Compared to Su Wan, Xiao Jingzhi is a better teacher, and I have learned too much from him.

He did Jing Zhaoyin, I don't understand what that means, but I just believe he can do it well, and it turns out that it is.

It's just that something is strange, he's missing.

He hasn't come back since he entered the palace to report the matter, it's been four days, presumably something happened?

After discussing with Xiaozhu, I secretly ran to Zhou's mansion, she was playing with the kitten, and my appearance startled her.

She has always been in the Zhou Mansion, so it can be said that she doesn't know anything about it.

5

Xiao Jingzhi sent protons into the beam, life and death were uncertain, and rumors were rampant.

I live in Xiao Mansion, and I don't know what kind of difficulties Zhou Jinhuan will encounter.

It's different from what I imagined, she still married into the Xiao Mansion, I was controlled by Zhao Yu in the backyard, and I could only hear bursts of firecrackers, but didn't they all say that Xiao Jingzhi was dead, did they want her to marry a dead man?

The two guards guarding me stared at me, I had no chance to escape, and at this time, Xiao Mencius came and called me away, I saw Zhou Jinhuan in a wedding dress, she was already beautiful, so she looked even better, but I was shocked by her movements, she was holding a porcelain piece in her hand, which had red blood on it.

She saw me and walked towards me, and said words of comfort to me, but her eyes were gray with despair, and she really wanted to die.

It was at this time that I felt abandoned again.

Maybe I'm important in her eyes, but that kind of importance is only relative to Xiaozhu and Su Wan, I can never compare to Xiao Jingzhi, she can live for him and die for him, and I have no use in front of her life and death.

I'm too thin.

Everything is very dreamy, Zhao Yu finally appeared, my heart is a cross of loss and joy, I can't tell what it feels like.

However, I clearly saw Zhao Yu's resentment and hatred.

How can a person like him have hatred?

6

It's in the nature of women to like strong men.

I want to be stronger, but I don't care about women, what supports me is hatred, hatred for Zhao Yu.

I practiced martial arts very hard, even more than reading books.

Practicing swords in the drizzle was not a big deal, but I was sick.

I felt so uncomfortable that I didn't really take it seriously.

Xiao Jingzhi and Zhou Jinhuan are very affectionate, but another person suddenly inserted in the middle, Princess Zhao Qing of Changle.

I was sick at the time, and I didn't see the arrogant princess.

I thought that a proud woman like Zhou Jinhuan would not allow Xiao Jingzhi to marry someone else, but in fact it was not, Xiao Jingzhi married Zhao Qing, and I looked down on him a little.

When Zhao Qing married into the Xiao Mansion, Zhou Jinhuan sat on the swing, and I gently pushed her.

She almost fell off the swing when she lost her mind, and I grabbed her in time, I've never seen her so embarrassed.

The sound of firecrackers came, Zhou Jinhuan returned to his room, and I followed in, but Zhao Yu still refused to let her go and still wanted to humiliate her.

I saw it in my eyes, my fists clenched, but this action happened to be seen by Su Wan, who knocked me unconscious and threw me in the backyard.

I didn't know what happened after that, and when I woke up, I saw Zhao Yu slapping Zhou Jinhuan.

I can hear what the two of them said clearly, although some of the things are not very clear, but I also know dimly: Could it be that all this is Zhao Yu's conspiracy?

My head was still a little drowsy, but I couldn't see Zhou Jinhuan being humiliated, so I stepped forward to fight with Zhao Yu.

I always thought that my level was okay, but when I met Zhao Yu, I could only admit it.

I listened carefully to everything he said, even though Zhou Jinhuan kept stopping him.

In the end, it was Xiao Jingzhi who came out to stop this farce, Xiao Jingzhi and Zhao Yu are people of the same level, and I am just a child after all, everyone thinks so.

7

I hated Zhao Qing at first, because she made Zhou Jinhuan miserable.

I stopped her from disturbing Xiao Jingzhi and Zhou Jinhuan three times and twice, she was also angry at first, but then slowly I could rarely see that anger on her face.

Xiao Jingzhi and Zhou Jinhuan's sweet days didn't last long, Xiao Jingzhi was sent away, Zhou Jinhuan was pregnant, I was really afraid that Zhao Qing would do something to her, so I made the first move and watched her firmly, I didn't expect Zhao Qing to be cautious.

Her personal maid Narcissus took the palace guards back to Xiao Mansion, and I was arrested, this Zhao Qing is usually bullied by me like that, and now it would be too unreasonable if she didn't retaliate.

And I was a Gu poison offender at this time, she probably hadn't seen such a scene and was frightened, and she wanted to do something but didn't know what she could do.

Zhou Jinhuan appeared at this time, she was not the kind of little woman who cried and cried, she was very imposing, Zhao Qing did not have the original arrogance in front of her, and her momentum was much weaker.

I don't know what Zhou Jinhuan is going to do, but I know that as long as it is what she wants to do, there must be a reason for her.

8

Zhao Yu was introduced into Xiao Mansion, there are a lot of rumors in the outside world, what I know is that Zhou Jinhuan's child is gone, she has no anger in the past few days, the whole person is dizzy, I think she is really sad.

Xiao Jingzhi came back, but he came back too late, and there was no room for turning around.

Zhou Jinhuan's adoptive parents, Zhou and his wife, want to leave Yecheng, which is a good thing for the parties, but they die on the way to debasement.

The child was lost, the parents died, and the blows were one after another, and when she came to me and said that she was going out, I agreed.

People like her will never let themselves indulge in grief, she will resist, she is extremely fast, and with Xiao Jingzhi's cooperation, Zhao Yu's court situation will be in chaos.

Zhao Yu decided to let them leave, while I, as for me, stayed in Yecheng.

How could Zhao Yu let me go, if he wants to use me to control Zhou Jinhuan, he won't let me leave his sight, I have this realization.

When Zhou Jinhuan and the others left, I didn't go to say goodbye, maybe I was expecting her to be angry with me, so it was better to put me down in a fit of anger and no longer worry about my responsibilities to me.

I regretted it as soon as they left, but I only saw the dust behind her carriage, which was a step too late.

Now what gives me more headache is Zhao Qing, that Changle princess Zhao Qing.

The way she looked at me slowly changed, I didn't quite understand the change, but I instinctively wanted to run away.

One day, I will seek revenge on Zhao Yu, and Zhao Qing should not have anything to do with me.

9

The Xiao Mansion became empty all of a sudden, leaving only me and Xiaozhu.

I was no longer satisfied with reading books every day, so I told Zhao Qing that I wanted to go to Taixue, she smiled and said: "That Taixue is not something that can be entered casually, you asked me." ”

"I beg you, I want to go to Taixue. ”

The corners of my mouth rose slightly, and she nodded, "Then you owe me a great favor." ”

I stayed in Taixue almost every day, and Zhao Qing followed.

Most of the people who are collected by Taixue are sons of families, in order to cultivate fresh blood for the officialdom, and disciples of the poor sect are not allowed to enter.

Of course, there are talented people, but many of them are gentlemen.

The seats are not fixed, but Zhao Qing's seat is fixed, she sits behind me, sometimes I deliberately sit in front of others, and people see Zhao Qing also obediently move away, and don't say anything.

She was a princess, and she didn't say anything, and I couldn't say anything about refusal, so I pretended not to understand anything.

Until that day, after class, I was just about to go back to Xiao's Mansion, she stopped me, she smiled sweetly, had a pair of small tiger teeth, and held a gold button and shook it gently: "Ah Cheng, I see that your dress is missing a button, and this button is for you." ”

It doesn't make sense for a woman to give a man buttons, but my heart trembles slightly.