Zhao Qiujin stiffened, he couldn't believe what he heard, and he didn't believe it either, he frowned, and his deep eyes showed solemnity, he didn't know about this matter before.

Guan Jingzhou grew up with him, just if this is angry talk, he likes to play and make trouble on weekdays, but he can't joke about it.

Even if there is an estrangement with the mother, there will always be a day when it will be untied after a long time, but this is equivalent to breaking the mother-son relationship between them.

Guan Jingyan couldn't help but scold, and her tone was very cold: "Don't talk nonsense, I've never heard this, so that my mother will be sad again when she learns." ”

Her face flickered, and when she suddenly saw the eyes he cast, she didn't know what to say, and she lowered her head and was still silent.

Guan Jingzhou, isn't he the son of the Guan family?

"It's not that I'm talking nonsense......" Guan Jingzhou thought of the scene when he was brought back to the Guan family when he was a child, his eyes gathered different colors, and the hand holding the reins was obviously shaking.

"You resent your mother for a while, but you can't resent her for the rest of your life, she raised you, and the loss of her little sister has already made her mentally unmotivated, do you want her to try that pain again? I know I haven't heard this today, if you call me big brother, it's the Guan family. ”

Guan Jingyan also loved this younger brother when he was a child, he was often beaten and punished for being naughty, and his brother secretly sent medicine and food.

If it weren't for the little sister, they would have been fine.

Guan Jingzhou knew that he was doing it for his own good, and the corners of his mouth outlined a far-fetched smile: "Big brother, you listen to me, I personally listened to what Mrs. Guan and Master Guan said, this is a fact that does exist." ”

"Originally, I was the child of Mrs. Guan's sister, and my mother's family fled because of the famine and natural disasters in the past, and we couldn't even afford to eat a meal, so we wandered and wandered......

Guan Jingzhou, who was still young, couldn't eat, he was often sick and weak, only his biological mother took him and didn't leave him, at that time someone would eat human flesh, and the thin child became food.

He had seen a child being taken away by several adults, wailing and begging for mercy that broke through the sky, and no one stopped.

His mother hugged him and hid in the corner, trembling: "My son is not afraid, my mother will not call you dead, don't be found by them." ”

In his memory, this was the most his mother said.

They fled for their lives, even eating bark insects, until their mother was beaten and bruised, and finally they couldn't protect him, but fortunately they met Mrs. Guan and little Guan Jingrong.

Mrs. Guan, dressed neatly, pulled him to her side, and looked at his mother with teary eyes: "Sister, there must be a way to save you!" ”

"Take care of my son on my behalf, I'm afraid I won't be able to live, I don't want to support him all my life, I just want to protect him as a safe adult......"

After his mother said this, he swallowed his breath, he cried into tears when he was a child, and now he refuses to leave next to his mother, and the little Guan Jingrong also cries.

"Brother, my mother will take care of you, you can call her mother, don't cry, okay?"

He looked at the immature villain, the crying gradually stopped, and the little girl's soft hand took out half a piece of dry food and handed it to him.

"Brother eats." There were tears in the corners of her eyes, and she looked very pitiful.

But at that time he was so frightened and frightened that he knocked out the dry food, and without saying a word to her, she picked up the dry food and wiped it several times, and handed it to him.

"Clean." She wiped the sleeve of her coat a few times, and the dirt rubbed all over her body, and then he somehow took it.

Mrs. Guan buried his mother, and then let him follow him into the carriage, even if he didn't say anything, Guan Jingrong could say a lot in his ear.

She told him many interesting things about the city, which he did not know before, and in those days he often dreamed of his mother, and when he woke up, he saw her standing by.

"Don't be afraid, I'll call my mother to accompany you." The little girl ran out, and Mrs. Guan was found by her and comforted and cared for him.

Although Mrs. Guan is good, she always accompanies him only about Jingrong, she sends him here first, no matter whether it is good or bad, and does not call him alone every day.

Even in order to let him integrate into the Guan family and her friends, she was dissatisfied with those children in front of him: "If you don't play with him, then I won't play with you either." ”

"He lives in the Guan family, that's my brother, I don't allow you to bully him!" She always stood in front of him because he fought with naughty children.

She cried when she was beaten, and then hid behind him, pitifully holding the corner of his clothes: "Brother avenges me." ”

She cried so much that Guan Jingzhou, who had a cold face all day long, really fought with the other party, and the other party was knocked to the ground, and later they were both taught a lesson by Mrs. Guan.

But after that, he began to speak, trying to communicate with people, and she did everything she could to maintain his dignity and not let him think that he was under the fence.

He pretended to be uninhibited, trying to hide his inferiority complex and fear in his bones, but he was such a vivid person, but he died under his mother's choice.

Guan Jingzhou knew that she was afraid of the cold, but she lost her life in the icy water, would she resent her mother for not saving herself?

He didn't know the answer, but he hated it from then on, Mrs. Guan didn't explain his life experience, because she didn't want him to linger on him, but he always remembered it in his heart.

In the Guan family, everyone doesn't understand him, only Jing Rong understands that she won't say anything for him, but her actual actions warm him.

"So I have the best relationship with my little sister, I will give whatever she wants, but she won't ask for it again in the future, I lost a second important person."

If Guan Jingrong opened his mouth, it would be worth it for him to give this life.

Guan Jingyan was in a trance for a while, and seemed to have some impressions of this, and said vaguely: "No wonder you and your little sister were inseparable when you were a child. ”

"Yes," he said with difficulty, rolling in his throat, "first she followed me, then she followed her, and I regarded her as my dear." ”

Seeing an important person die in front of his eyes is the deepest pain, he hates Mrs. Guan's neglect and powerlessness.

After losing his little sister, he occasionally dreamed of her a few times, and she still pestered him like when she was a child: "My brother went to buy me sugar cakes." ”

He was happy to go, only to find that it was a dream, and there was no one to guard him, and the house was empty, only the candle flickering.

He didn't even have anyone to talk to, and how many times he dreamed of her, he was a little more alienated from Mrs. Guan.

"She raised me, and it was Xiaomei who accompanied me out of the shadows, otherwise I would not have planned to live after losing my mother." Guan Jingzhou gritted his teeth and opened his mouth word by word, his eyes were already scarlet.

Zhao Qiujin suddenly held his hand, and at this time he was no longer afraid to avoid him: "Brother, I didn't mean to replace my little sister, because my mother was emotionally unstable, so I ......"

"I understand." He nodded sullenly.

Guan Jingyan patted him on the shoulder twice, although he was smiling, his expression was not relaxed: "If the little sister is still there, I won't let you resent my mother, and I won't allow you to torture yourself." ”

"People always have to look forward, and you will be very tired to carry the weight of the past that you can't let go."

Guan Jingzhou's eyes were dim, and he pulled the corners of his mouth again: "I thought about coming out, but I didn't succeed, she is such a good person, after all, she is gone." ”