Xiao Li himself knew that he would not be better this time.

The so-called terminally ill is this feeling.

She obviously knew that she was no longer good at it. When I fell asleep, it was like I had died once.

I can't say it, but when I used to fall asleep, I didn't feel like this.

In fact, her illness has never been better.

I have been sick since the year before last, and I got better the year before last, but the seventh brother is gone, which is another blow. He got sick.

Fortunately, when the weather warmed up, it improved a little, but then there was smallpox.

In a panic, it was Zhao He who happened and was sent here.

She was sick, and she had no good servants.

It's good to be able to clean up the softness, who can think about her body in the future?

came here, but there was a lack of medicine and medicine, but Zhao He also invited Lang Zhong for her, but in this remote place, Lang Zhong's Chinese medicine skills are limited.

What she needed was a long period of recuperation and nourishment. But in today's situation, how is it possible?

She suffered bumps all the way, and she was as thin as a handful of firewood.

When you come, you lie down, and you can't take care of the backyard at all.

Now there are no rules, and the Qian family has mastered it.

She wants to take medicine, all on her own savings, but what savings can she have?

Even if you want to be a jewelry, it's not easy to do it because of the remoteness here.

It's sick, it's sad, it's angry, it's unwilling, and the weather is very different from that in Bianjing.

The diet is also different, it is still hot in late autumn, but it is useless to wrap it in cold in winter.

How can she be good?

She has never had a relationship with Zhao He, and this time she has a lot of resentment.

Thinking about it, there is no nostalgia at all.

The mother's family is boring, and there are no heirs, but in a few months, it can be revealed in the next life.

Zhao He got this step, after all, it was different from before, he still spent money and asked someone to buy a batch of ginseng.

asked Xiao Li to eat it, but it also worked, and it was better for two or three months.

But in fact, it was only short-lived, and she was already defeated.

Even if you go back to Beijing to recuperate immediately, it is impossible to recover as before, not to mention that you are sad every day here, and it is useless to have ginseng.

The news of Bianjing City comes from time to time, and the official family has established a prince, a crown princess, and a grandson.

Seeing that, Rokuro's house was beaming.

Xiao Li remembered that when she was originally in the Jin Palace, her short life was actually quite comfortable at that time, although her husband had a lot of regrets, but after all, she was still young and healthy.

How do you know that after the separation, the husband became King Hui, and she became the princess, but the days are not as good as day by day?

The same background, the same daughter-in-law, she has always thought so.

But now she already knew that it wasn't.

Not the same.

Zhuang and her have never been the same.

Zhuang knew what kind of life she wanted to live from the beginning, she never fought or robbed, but she was not allowed to be bullied.

She is willing to be the daughter-in-law who is not outstanding, but here in her own small family, she has to do what she says.

One day she will split up, and she never cares whose authority is in the Jin Palace.

She can not be favored, but she will never allow the concubine to be oppressed.

Obviously, the dealer is also an ordinary family, and Xiao Li can't figure out where her confidence comes from.

Maybe it's because of the ability, the capable Zhuang family has done a good job for the princess to take care of the whole house.

Now I think I can be a good princess.

yes, how capable is she? Will raise children, can cure smallpox.

is obviously a concubine's daughter-in-law, but she has been praised by the official family several times.

Even the daughter of the Hou Mansion, the Liang family, entered the mansion, and she couldn't shake her in the slightest.

Maybe it's fate, but no matter what life you have, you have to be able to sit still.

After autumn, Xiao Li lay down again, and this time, neither ginseng nor deer antler velvet worked.

It can also be seen in the house that she will not be successful.

Every day, the people who serve him are Pine and Pearl.

Zhu'er is the Liu family who made Zhao He a concubine.

She has long since changed back to her girl's outfit.

Xiao Li can't eat anything now, and he doesn't have much appetite for anything to eat.

Just sleeping all day, or lying down thinking about things.

In just 20 years, I have thought about it.

Zhao He now comes to see her every day, but she pretends to be asleep and doesn't want to face him.

She also knew that she was skinny now, and she must be ugly, but she didn't care.

A few days before leaving, it snowed in Fuzhou.

The snow in the south cannot be preserved, and it often melts when it lands. It's just that it's getting colder.

The biting cold made all those who came from the north unaccustomed to it.

And there is not enough charcoal fire here.

Xiao Li looked at the snow outside, and remembered that when he was very young, he sat under the porch with his sister and watched the snow.

At that time, my mother was afraid that they would suffer from the cold, so she naturally refused to allow it.

But they had to persevere. Mother said that she couldn't talk about her sister, so she naturally had to compromise. He asked for a charcoal basin to be brought and a thick blanket for the two sisters to wrap in.

Now that I think about it, it seems like a lifetime.

My sister has always been my mother's favorite, and she is also Zhao He's favorite.

My sister was once the pride of the Li family, and when she was a teenager, she often heard her mother say that our family is only where your sister is today.

But overnight, my sister was gone.

When my sister was leaving, she asked her to be a steproom, and she was not unwilling.

She had heard too much about her sister at home, and she thought, her sister is gone, she should continue this glory.

But she is different from her sister after all.

She couldn't get along with Gorou, and she couldn't make the Li family proud.

Even if the Li family later had a title, what she heard was not that the family had a title because of you. It's about how good my sister's marriage was back then.

The man also said to her angrily, you and your sister are not comparable at all.

Xiao Li laughed, it was ridiculous.

He didn't want to marry her, but he did.

The Li family asked her to continue to earn benefits for the family, and she agreed.

But in the end, she became the one who could have it in everyone's eyes.

Not as good as my sister, not as good as my sister.

Never as good as my sister.

Gradually, I began to resent my sister, why? You are a wife, but you want me to be a stepmother?

But now, she doesn't hold grudges.

It's useless to resent anyone.

It's just that she doesn't want to entangle with them, she is not as good as her sister, she is not as good as her sister.

In this life, she can only do so much, and she only hopes that she will not see each other again in the next life.

It was also at this time that she left a message for Song'er, if her coffin could return to Bianjing, she would definitely ask the crown princess Niangniang, after she died, she could no longer be with the man and her sister.

It's not as good as her as a steproom, but it's always an eyesore.

Let's call them two love.

As for the Li family, what they can do has been done, and in this regard, it can be regarded as repaying the grace of parenting.

And Zhao He, she has nothing to say to him for a long time, and when she is dying, it is better not to see him. At this point, everything is empty.