forty-seven

"Children are not sensible, don't care."

"Whoever says I'm ignorant, I know who I hate and who I don't hate, so I can't let the person I hate stay in our house."

Dad couldn't stand it anymore, so as soon as he picked me up, I went out to pay the bill first. I cried when I came out of the door, and kept lying on my father's back, and my father didn't say a word, in fact, I really wanted him to ask, ask me why I hated that sister, I wanted to tell him all those things, but he didn't ask, I was quite disappointed in him, no matter if I came back now, he didn't want to go into my heart to understand me, no matter how I said I was also his daughter, shouldn't he pay attention to my growth? I started hating someone at such a young age, shouldn't he ask me why? How can I live in the future with such an indifferent parent, I hate and feel very sad in my heart, as if there is a festival that can't be opened, I don't know how to go, I untie this home by myself, no one helps me with a flashlight, in this dark world, how can I find a way to untie this knot?

"Don't make any more trouble, your mother's face is already very ugly just now, when you go home in a while, remember to apologize to him, the matter about Chen Yuqi is not your mother, you can leave him if you want to, and you can drive him away if you don't want to."

I knew there had to be some truth to that. It's just that they won't tell me at all, that's why they made me make such a big fuss, but my father told me like this, and I didn't know how to answer him, after all, the matter has already come out, my mother is in it now, maybe apologize to others, I really don't know how much support Chang Yunqi has behind him, why is my mother's company not up to him?

"Dad, am I wrong?"

"You're right, but you have to talk about these occasions later, Dad will hand them over to you, now Dad's unit is not very busy, there is a lot of time to accompany Ashin, Ashin, don't worry, this time Mom won't blame you, but you have to take the initiative to apologize, let Mom feel that you think you already know that this matter is wrong, let's not intervene, especially at the dinner table, things are the most important."

I didn't speak, but my eyes were still tired, because I was really wronged, and I didn't pretend to be. Why? Why have I been in this life, and I finally climbed into such a family, and this family is still so afraid of Chang Yuqi, what is his background? When I was in school, I couldn't see anything at all, I felt that he was a girl with an ordinary academic performance in an ordinary family, that is, he pretended to be very elegant in front of others, but when he returned to the dormitory, his true nature would be exposed, he used to be such an image in my heart, why not now, why does everyone who sees him like him very much? I'm not convinced, I'm really unconvinced, why? Is this really luck? I can be born again, and his luck has to be so good.

Dad may have seen that I didn't speak, and he continued to say, "Little Ashin is not wrong, knowing what you like and what you hate is the most important thing, you have to live as yourself, but you can't say it in front of so many people, especially if you hate this kind of thing, you can't say it in front of the person you hate, this is what girls should pay attention to, Dad will teach you after 1 o'clock, today is just a small beginning, it doesn't matter, even if Mom goes back to say your words, Dad will stop it, this matter is not a big deal, Ashin, don't cry, let's go back together after my mother comes out in a while. ”

If you want to go back with your mother, isn't that equivalent to living in a car with Chang Yuqi and them? I don't want to face the factory anymore, his family has such a big lawsuit, my mother doesn't dare to do anything to him, even if I sit next to him, I can only look at him and can't say a word, I can't say a word about the anger in my heart, I don't want him to sit next to me, I was very unhappy in front of my father, my father seemed to see it, immediately touched my head, hugged me out, and sent a text message to my mother, probably saying, we have to go first. Dad took me home first, and Aunt Jiang was already at home at this time, and the little boy had seen Aunt Jiang's nephew the last time he went to his house, but he didn't like me, and found a small leather ball in his house. When I saw this boy, I felt like he was going to hide, how long had I been here, why was he still afraid of me? What are you afraid of? Anyway, now that he's in my house, he can't hide from me.

Dad was full of smiles when he saw this little boy, and personally put me down and asked me to play with this little boy, but he didn't know that the little boy was actually quite afraid of me, and he couldn't play with me at all.

I saw the little boy running away, and then I looked back at my father, who didn't seem to blame him but smiled happily, and said you see this little boy is afraid of you. What's the use of being afraid of me, I want him to play with me, but he doesn't dare to see what I'm afraid of me, and he doesn't say alas, but what can he say about such a young child? He's not like me. I stood in place and didn't know where to go, in fact, I just wanted my dad to play with me, anyway, the little boy he couldn't come, and after speaking, he was busy making dinner, especially for my mother to stew a soup, and there was no time, I didn't expect my dad to seem to like my mind, but they proposed to play with me, but instead went to the kitchen to call out the future, saying that first put down the things at hand to play with the children for a while and then do it, anyway, now the wife has not come back to make soup can be put first, The children are idle here, and the two of them don't play, so why don't you take your little nephew out to accompany Ah Xing, I still have some things upstairs.

Since Dad said so, Aunt Yang is always impossible to refuse, alas, finally Dad can have a Sunday at home to accompany me, he still has something, nothing to do, I also followed closely when I saw Dad go up the stairs, in fact, I was very frightened when I was followed, I was afraid that Dad would yell me down, but no Dad turned his head to look at anything, didn't say anything, ah, let me continue to follow him, and when I went back to the bedroom, Dad didn't let me in, Why don't you tell me when you're going up the stairs and let me play downstairs?