Chapter 117: Fascination
For a long time, all she waited for was the man's silence, but he didn't veto, and it already said everything.
"Bei Mingyan, I don't understand, why did you make such a holy decree in the first place, I can't guess what you're thinking, but maybe you have your considerations, but in this case, why are you still here, what am I to you?" With a hoarse voice, He Mu asked in a later voice.
"In the world of emperors, there will never be only feelings, I have affection for you, but I can't give you the love you want, and I don't want to be the enemy of the Gu family because of you!"
The man's unceremonious words poked He Muwan's heart word by word, seeing the coldness of the man's eyes, her heart was even colder, as if it had sunk to the bottom of the valley where thousands of years of ice had been condensed.
"I understand, in front of your great cause, our relationship has never been worth mentioning, and it is said that ruthlessness is the most emperor's family, and now I finally understand this sentence!" The tears that had been rolling in his eyes finally burst out, and He Muwan sneered self-deprecatingly.
His hands were clenched into fists, and the man hid the obscurity in his eyes, and continued with the coldness just now: "I will keep your position as the princess, personally teach you martial arts, and give you a bow and crossbow and sword book, so as to repay my debt to you, and from then on, we will be cleared!" ”
Unconsciously let go, the silk handkerchief that He Muwan was holding in his hand fell with the wind, so one was clear, what he said was easy, he knew that there was no result, why did he come to provoke himself in the first place.
Even if she was unwilling, He Muwan didn't ask these words again, because she began to choke after hearing the man's heartless words, and at this moment, she couldn't speak at all.
But even if she could, she wouldn't ask, she knew that their relationship had come to an end, and no matter what she said, it would be meaningless, so why bother to humble her mouth.
As if his body had been emptied, he suddenly lost all his strength, He Muwan hugged his knees with his arms and slowly squatted down.
tried hard to swallow the tears back, but the infinite sadness in her heart made it difficult for her to calm down, and she couldn't help it after all, He Muwan actually cried.
Xu is the night is too quiet, the woman's small sobbing sound, listening to the man's ears is extraordinarily clear, looking at her twitching body because of crying, the man's eyebrows are tightly twisted.
He really wanted to rush over and hold her in his arms, but the last reason told him he couldn't do that.
"He Muwan, I'm sorry, this time, I lied to you!" The man said silently in his heart, and finally glanced at the woman, he pursed his lips and turned away ruthlessly.
I don't know how long I squatted on the ground and cried, but when He Muwan came back to his senses and wanted to stand up, he only felt that his legs were numb.
After slowing down for a while, she finally regained consciousness, a breeze blew, the book on the stone table was opened, and her eyes fell on the two cheats that the man had just given her.
Dragging his steps to the stone table, He Muwan took the book in his hand, and was about to tear it up, but in the end, he was finally reluctant to do it.
Think of it as the last thought, thinking like this, He Muwan carefully put away the book, went back to the house and hid it under his pillow.
Reflexively walked out of the room, He Muwan was like a walking corpse, walking mechanically in the cool night breeze.
The weather in September can change, and the sky was cloudless just now, but suddenly it was overcast, the moon was obscured by dark clouds, and the light instantly dimmed a little.
"Click" a lightning bolt, piercing the entire night sky, accompanied by a few "boom" thunder, bean-sized raindrops poured down, hit the ground, and gradually splashed.
In just a moment, He Muwan's whole body was drenched in rain, and the north wind blew, and a stream of cold went straight into the human body.
But she didn't seem to feel anything, her eyes were sloppy, she didn't hide or dodge, letting the rain hit her body, He Muwan walked forward like a piece of wood, aimlessly, she didn't know where her end was at all.
I once thought that when she received that holy decree, she would die of heart; I once thought that the life in Ruiling Wangfu these days had already made her recognize the reality; I used to think that I could let go well and live a new life......
But why, when he reappeared in his life, everything was out of rhythm, and why, when she heard his words, her heart hurt so clearly, so thoroughly.
Perhaps she should thank him for his outspokenness, at least now that she understands his mind, she no longer has to have illusions.
The wrong payment of the heart is the emperor's affection? Or are you too naïve? Is love really so worthless in the face of a position of power? He Muwan was completely confused......
The vision suddenly dimmed, He Muwan only felt that a figure appeared in front of him, and he couldn't tell whether it was tears or rain on his face, He Muwan raised his misty eyes and looked forward.
In a daze, as if he saw the familiar handsome face of the man, he suddenly lost all his strength, his body fell straight forward, his eyes were black, and then He Muwan lost all consciousness.
Losing the oil-paper umbrella in his hand, Bei Mingchen picked up the woman who was leaning on his arms and sent her back to Xueyueju.
Ordered someone to fetch hot water towels and dry clothes, Bei Mingchen wanted to change them for her personally, but after thinking about it, he still handed these things over to the maid in the house.
Although she has been married to him for some time, there has never been a husband and wife between them, and he has never seen her body, if she is not willing, he doesn't want to force it, so now, he doesn't want to take advantage of others.
Silently retreated to the living room, and it was not until the maid dried He Muwan's body and changed her clothes that Bei Mingchen returned to her room.
Her lips moved slightly, as if she wanted to say something, but her mouth opened and closed, He Muwan finally didn't make a sound, her brows furrowed, and obvious uneasiness appeared on her haggard face.
"He Muwan?" Thinking that the woman had a nightmare, Bei Mingchen tried to call softly.
As if he didn't hear the man's voice at all, He Muwan's uneasiness became more and more intense, and his body began to tremble constantly.
"Hey, He Muwan, wake up?" As he spoke, Bei Mingchen gently shook the woman's arm, and the sudden touch made him startled.
"Why is she so hot?" muttered a sentence in his heart, and Bei Mingchen immediately ordered loudly: "Come on, go and call Lang Zhong!" ”
In the middle of the night, braving the heavy rain, Liao Langzhong hurried to Xueyueju with a medicine box on his back, although he had an umbrella, his body was still wet.