Chapter 347: Self-deception

Looking at the pain on Chi Yu's face, as well as the words he said, Mu Qinghan knew that he was just sending himself away, and he was just lying to himself.

"How much have you done such self-deception? Chi Yutian, you should let yourself go for once, right? Mu Qinghan was angry on the side.

He didn't understand what he was torturing himself like this all the time. After all, there are some things that you will never understand without experiencing them yourself.

Chi Yutian was still immersed in his own sadness, as if he couldn't hear what his friend said at all.

But in fact, he didn't want to let himself go, he also hoped that he could love Anxuan Qiao less much, love her a little less, or not be such a person who couldn't let go at all.

obviously promised An Xuan Qiao to promise well, but when she left, she couldn't help but be heartbroken, fell into self-confusion, and it was even difficult to get out of it.

Deceive oneself as well as others?

That's right, he was like that two years ago, and he still hasn't made any progress......

Chi Yutian unconsciously laughed at himself, "How do you know that I don't want to let myself go!" But what can I do? How did I control myself? ”

Mu Qinghan was shocked, and suddenly felt that the person in front of him was almost paranoid.

He knew how deep Chi Yutian's feelings for An Zhanqiao were, but he was a little afraid of such affection, Mu Qinghan reminded himself more than once that he should never give away all his heart, because in the end, he would only be the most passive party in the relationship between the two people.

"Chi Yutian, I know you're uncomfortable, but if it's a man, don't be so aggrieved, she can leave if she wants, but it doesn't prevent you from going to her! What's wrong? Their surname Gong said that they would not set foot on the land of S City, which does not mean that we can't go to Northern Europe! ”

"She's got her memory back......"

Mu Qinghan only felt that his friend was completely testing his mental endurance, "What is it?" And you're still letting her go? Why don't you leave her, why do you have to leave now that she has regained her memory and remembered the relationship between you? ”

Seeing that Chi Yutian was silent, his face full of helplessness, Mu Qinghan combined with the things he had investigated before, and he almost understood, "Is it because of the previous things?" ”

Chi Yutian didn't answer, but from his expression, he knew the answer.

Mu Qinghan was a little irritable, so angry that he spun around in the room, and said into the air, "Is there any mistake, what does the matter of the previous life have to do with you?" I really don't understand, these adults always say it's for the good of their children, but they never know what their children want! ”

Chi Yutian also had deep feelings about this, yes, the beloved son of his parents must have far-reaching plans for him, Xu Liuyi has calculated for her, and Gong Mingjing has also calculated for An Zhanqiao, but all of them can't break through the shackles of fate, and they can't do what they desire most in their hearts regardless of anything.

He and An Xuan Qiao couldn't do it even more, especially An Xuan Qiao's relatives who were easy to find, and he understood how much he longed for and cherished this hard-won family affection, which was something she had always cared about.

"She can't help herself, and so do we. But I already know her intentions, and I'll leave the rest to time, and I won't give up on myself like I did two years ago. I still have the task she gave me that I haven't completed......" Chi Yutian seemed to be talking to himself, as if he was comforting himself.

Mu Qinghan has nothing to say, and now, as a person outside of their feelings, he really can't meddle in it, but since Chi Yutian can guarantee that he will not be willing to fall, then he really has nothing to say.

At this time, Mu Qinghan saw a familiar figure downstairs through the glass window-Zhan Zixi, how could he come?

Mu Qinghan felt that everyone really got together today, Zhan Zixi came to find Chi Yutian, it was nothing more than for An Xuan Qiao, and he really couldn't think of other reasons.

"It's really a coincidence today, I'll go first, you can figure it out yourself, but I don't know if he can be better than you!" Mu Qinghan shook his head helplessly.

Two brothers who are connected by blood, fall in love with the same woman, but they both give their all so much, they love too deeply, Mu Qinghan only feels that feelings are really terrifying, he must not meet a person who will make him lose himself in the future, he dare not think about it, it is too terrible.

Chi Yutian was a little puzzled by Mu Qinghan's words at first, but when he looked at him, he knew a rough idea.

In fact, I am ashamed, the only one who can compete with him in this matter is Zhan Zixi, and the two brothers are really difficult brothers.

It was time for Mu Qinghan to leave, Zhan Zixi had already arrived at the door of the office, and when he saw Mu Qinghan, Zhan Zixi seemed to have something to say but couldn't say it in his heart. ”

Mu Qinghan nodded, deliberately teasing him, "What?" Come and see his jokes? ”

Zhan Zixi knew his intentions, and he didn't want to argue with him, so he skipped him straight, but was pulled by Mu Qinghan, "There is one sentence I also want to tell you, there are some things that don't have to be too stubborn, maybe I can't understand your emotions, and what I say may not help you, but bystander Qing, I just hope that you and him can be okay, I believe this is also what she meant." ”

After speaking, Mu Qinghan let go and prepared to leave.

Zhan Zixi knew who this "she" was, but they had all fallen into it too deeply, and he was reluctant to come out of it at this point.

"Thank you."

Mu Qinghan, who had just walked a few steps, was a little surprised when he heard the words of the person behind him, and he always felt that Zhan Zixi seemed to have faded a lot of dazzling light now, and the whole person didn't look so annoying.

It's just that Mu Qinghan suddenly thought that he had just pulled him, and he didn't know if he was shaking his mind for a while and didn't pay attention, or what was going on, he actually felt a trace of instability in Zhan Zixi.

Thinking of this, Mu Qinghan unconsciously turned his head, just in time to see Zhan Zixi's flashing back, I don't know if it was his illusion, he seemed to have lost a lot of weight, just the back looked like a duckweed drifting in the wind.

Mu Qinghan was stunned in place for a long time before shaking his head, wanting to erase all his terrible guesses, only hoping that he was thinking too much, and he really wanted Zhan Zixi to be good in his heart.

At first, he really hated him, but gradually knowing Chi Yutian's thoughts, he didn't deliberately target Zhan Zixi so much.