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I cried and said at the same time, and I couldn't say that the words came out, but I basically shouted them with all my strength. I don't think it's fair, so this time I'm going to say it all, anyway, now I can't control myself, because I've been holding back for too long, and my mood is too depressed, if I don't let my dad know what I'm thinking in my heart, they will probably continue to force me like this, I don't want to suffer like this anymore, so I hope they can find out my suffering, and today I told them all that it was a matter of rebirth, and I have to think about it again.

When I said this, my mother also cried, she immediately hugged me, and my father was indifferent, probably because the relationship between my father and me was too shallow, because he had been busy with his career and couldn't see me a few times in total, so he really treated me like a big child, thinking that I could understand those big truths, and I couldn't remember so many words in one breath. Mom picked me up and carried me upstairs, Aunt Jiang heard some sounds in the kitchen, and the soup she boiled seemed to be ready, and she came out of the kitchen with a small bowl, and her little nephew followed closely behind her, grabbing her foot, for fear that it would be the same as losing it, can we lose it in our house? At most, I was bullied by me, I thought in my heart, I lay on my mother's back, and my mother would always carry me upstairs, and at this time, my father and Aunt Jiang said a few words, and I didn't hear what I said clearly, but I knew that if my parents were really worried about me from now on, he wouldn't treat me with his previous lifestyle, and I could be like a child without having to bear so much pressure. And my mother carried me upstairs, I could quietly tell my mother what I really thought in my heart, and let her tell me why she didn't let me go to elementary school, why she objected to me doing this and that, and the reason why I had such a good relationship with her, I wanted to know all these things, so I also hoped that he could tell me clearly, although I was still young, but if I didn't let me know, I would always find a way to inquire and ask.

"Don't cry, don't cry."

Will my mom say these two things? No, this is a sentence that will make me stop crying, she won't make a statement, I've already opened up today anyway, and I won't give up if I don't get an answer. I still got better loudly, and his mother looked at me with an indifferent face, I actually seemed to have an answer in my heart, I don't think he really will give me a clear explanation, or think I'm small, so can't I talk to me about these things? But because I'm small, they should have told me that it was okay.

I saw that my mother was indifferent, and they all looked at my father, who picked me up and wiped my tears and patted me on the back. He didn't say a word, I guess he didn't have his mother's permission, he wouldn't tell me all those things, but my mother, this woman, the city is too deep, I can't fight him, this novel can be seen, especially the things in the company, he didn't mention it to me at all, if he will have another brother or sister in the future, it is estimated that the things in the company have nothing to do with me. I'm still quite afraid of this kind of thing, I never thought about it before, and at this moment, I suddenly remembered the things about the sisters' division of the family property, so I was afraid that they would give me a brother or sister in the future, if that was the case, I guess I would have to kill them before they grew up, otherwise what would he do if he went home with me? I was finally born into such a good family, and I can't let anyone else ruin it. Aunt Jiang heard some movement, she came out to watch, and then I looked at the little nephew behind her in the morning, the little nephew's eyes were still full of fear for me, what point did I show out, let him look at me with this kind of eyes, and my mother saw that as soon as the child came out, she immediately snatched me from my father's arms. The bedroom door was open, Aunt Kim, but her little nephew walked in, my dad went out, and when he went out, he closed the door, I don't know what Aunt Jiang and my mother were going to say to me again, and the little nephew didn't come in, which was also the most sober thing I felt. If I am really scolded, I don't want to be seen by outsiders, Aunt Jiang is already very familiar with me, so it is normal for him to scold me, but that little nephew can't see me making a fool of myself.

What I didn't expect the most was that as soon as my mother came in with my child in her arms, they didn't say a word, they looked at each other, and I also looked at them quietly, and I didn't dare to cry anymore at this time, because I knew that two women were standing next to me, and they wouldn't feel sorry for me, especially my mother, who didn't have any pity for me. Aunt Jiang said to my mother to let me come, my mother shook her head and locked me in that room alone, they went out of that room, which was the small bedroom prepared for me, so it was okay, they went out and let me calm down and think about this matter, what I did was right or wrong? I wanted to write it down, maybe the series of things I did didn't fit my age at all, or maybe it made my mother suspicious, so he thought I was a terrible little girl, and I'm starting to doubt myself now, because I can't find a breakthrough in them.

I walked to the desk, I want to list all these recent things in a book list, let me think about whether I did the right thing, I once took out my diary from that drawer, put an extra piece of paper on the front diary, and that paper was written on the story I wrote before, I was going to show you slowly, but in the company and his girlfriend quarreled together, basically we didn't appear anyway, I don't think there is any need to show him that story, So I tore it off, I didn't expect that since he was put together and neatly placed on the diary, I was a little scared, yes, my mother had already read this story, and except for these trivial things that my mother cared about me, no one should pay attention to these small details Aunt Jiang, although he is in charge of the family to clean up these things, but when he sees his grandson, he should not pay attention to what is written on it, only his mother, he will pay attention to me, every way I grew up, although he doesn't say it, but I know what he has doneI think this time it's even more complete, does he know what I'm really thinking? But Chang Yuqi, my mother shouldn't have known her before.