Chapter 701: No One Understands Him
"Look at what, look!" Li Xiaopang, seeing Ma Ke who was beaten, covered his head, pouted his mouth to look at himself, and couldn't help but stare at him and ask.
Ma Ke has been timid since he was a child, and now although the guy who injured himself is on the other side, the other party yells at him, and Ma Ke can't help but shrink his neck.
Li Xiaopang saw that Ma Ke really only had this ability, so he couldn't help but pout, and his fat little hand was inserted in front of him.
"Humph! Just know that you didn't plant! You idiot! ”
"I'm not a fool!" Ma Ke, who was silent, couldn't stand Li Xiaopang calling himself a fool in front of so many people.
And at this moment, Li Xiaopang, when he heard the submissive Ma Ke say this, he couldn't help but pout: "If you are not a fool, prove it to me!" ”
Hearing Li Xiaopang's words, Ma Ke lowered his head and reached his hands from his feet, he was still too young, he couldn't say how to convince the other party at this moment, he was really not a fool.
Li Xiaopang saw Ma Ke, who had no reaction, and couldn't help pouting: "Forget it, it's not interesting to break with a fool!" After saying that, he waved his hand at the group of brothers who followed him, turned around and left with his companions.
Ma Ke looked at the figure of everyone leaving, and thought of what the other party said, he was a fool, and his self-esteem suffered a heavy blow at a young age.
"I'm not stupid! Am I not stupid? ... Bedroom fools? Ma Ke couldn't figure it out. What's the details, why do you want to play with your friends, either bully yourself, or say that you are a fool or something like that.
Ma Ke cried and ran home to ask his grandparents, and the reply they gave was that he was a stupid child, and the children were just naughty and unhappy, and they didn't take it to heart at all.
And Ma Ke, at a young age, couldn't find a way out of the problem, and this matter was like a knot, buried deep in the mind of the details.
Until he dropped out of school and returned to his parents, the people around him did not give him an accurate answer.
So Ma Ke was silent on the question of what is the difference between himself and others.
In order to prove that he is not a fool, he verified his brain through the Internet.
Recently, live broadcasts have been popular, and Ma Ke, who often watches live broadcasts, mainly listens to what other broadcasters are saying, and the people below are talking about something.
At that time, Ma Ke thought that what he thought was the same as what the tourists below thought, and sometimes he could agree with the other party on a certain point of view mentioned by the broadcaster.
So Ma Ke, who came to a conclusion through various experiments, felt that he was the same as the other party, if he was a fool, how could he be the same as a normal person thought? So Ma Ke came to a conclusion in his heart, which also took Ma Ke nearly ten years to come to the conclusion that he was not a fool at all, he was actually a normal person! There is no difference between yourself and others!
It is this kind of thinking that Ma Ke as an adult, although he has also found a place, is a normal person, working to earn money, but in Ma Ke's heart, he is still fragile and helpless.
One day, Ma Ke, who had just returned home, looked panicked as if he was sneaking around, hiding something.
The mother, who was choosing vegetables at home and preparing to cook, saw Ma Ke today, and seemed that something was wrong, and asked curiously: "Keke, what's wrong with you?" ”
Ma Ke looked at the mother of the details, stepped forward in a low voice, and said to him: "Speak quietly, someone is going to beat me!" ”
"Huh? What did you do? Who is going to hit you? Ma Ke's mother, seeing that Ma Ke said this in broad daylight, couldn't help but look at each other curiously.
Ma Ke's demeanor at this moment is indeed a little different from the past. Hearing his mother ask him, he didn't answer, turned around, opened the door and went back to his room.
Afterwards, Ma Ke didn't go to a good class, so he used this as an excuse to stay at home.
Ma Ke's mother, because of her son, who was still in a good class, suddenly changed her temperament, she didn't listen to what she said, she ran to the Internet café every day, and immersed herself in the world of her own games all day long.
As a mother, she had no choice but to go to the factory where Ma Ke resigned and ask who was going to beat her son.
But after some questioning, the person in charge of the factory finally told him that no one wanted to beat Ma Ke at all.
Ma Ke's mother, who was helpless, came home and saw her son who was playing games all day, and couldn't help but sigh and didn't care too much.
The ignorance of his family also contributed to Ma Ke's holding back everything in his heart and not telling others.
Immersed in his own online game, Ma Ke realized that he had finally found himself.
In the game, Ma Ke is the bravest one, he dares to fight and kill, is not afraid of hardships and dangers, and can be called the boss in the game role.
Even his own bravery won the hearts of the girls who played the game together.
The other party apprenticed to him, and even in the virtual world, the other party became his girlfriend, and the two of them became married.
That virtual life made Ma Ke forget who he was.
made him forget that he had a childhood where he was bullied all day long and had no one to support him, which made him forget that his parents were extremely irresponsible parents. They have no culture, they only know that they were born, but they don't know whether their parents should take responsibility for them after they are born.
So when the virtual world returns to reality, facing the cowardly self in reality, and making a comparison with the tough characters in the network, a huge contrast, such as giving the real self a slap in the head.
Yes, reality is reality after all, and Marco can't live in a virtual world every day. So when he returned to his true self. I was a little depressed and a little overwhelmed.
"Ma Ke, let's fall in love! You play the game so well, I believe that in reality, you must also be a big hero who can pick up the burden of life! "In the virtual world, the little girl who married Ma Ke ran to the real world and took the initiative to ask to be with Ma Ke.
And Ma Ke, now that he is indeed an adult, he can understand that he is eager to have different abilities to love and care for himself.
So when Ma Ke heard the other party's initiative to show love, she was cowardly, but this time she retreated.
"I feel like the two of us shouldn't be suitable!" Ma Ke thought about it and replied to the lovers of the virtual world, this paragraph.
After that, the girl never contacted Ma Ke again.
Ma Ke regretted that he was not brave enough, and regretted why he couldn't escape the cowardice that melted into his bones.
So during that time, Ma Ke no longer went to the Internet café to surf the Internet, but hid in the room all day, holding his mobile phone, thinking about the details.
And Ma Ke's parents, his father likes to play cards, and he doesn't work well all day, and whenever he has a little money, he goes out to gamble. And Ma Ke's mother is a woman who has no education and only knows how to take care of the family and work to earn money to support the family.