Responsibility

People always think of things like obsession, unwillingness, sympathy, or worship, or even habits as love. In fact, there is nothing wrong with this, after all, as long as you can get it and satisfy yourself, what does it matter! More importantly, when the so-called love can no longer be kept, people find that they can use obsession, unwillingness, sympathy, or worship, or even habit to convince themselves, telling themselves that those are not love.

Bronchitis has been seriously ill for three days, Bei Bei is not very well, that damn bronchitis, always hanging on the water is a little better, not hanging is serious again, but she can't rest anymore. The hotel was about to officially open, and there was not much time for her to delay, so she dragged her heavy body out of the door early.

Le Xin called early in the morning, she hadn't called for a long time, probably because of Changle's matter made her very irritable! There is a sick child at home, everyone will be irritable, she said that she is waiting for the train at the railway hotel, and she will go back to her hometown in a while, so that Bao Xi and his parents can come to see the good things that this precious son has done.

"You refund the ticket, I'll be there right away, and you'll go back after we talk." ”

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Life is like a beautiful porcelain vase, there are always some unnecessary bends and bends, restricting your shape, and you can't be free.

Bei Bei was about to dare to go to the floor of the hotel where Lexin was, she got out of the elevator, her steps were hard, and her shoes were twisted into strange shapes. She turned a corner, straight and straight, and then she saw Le Xin, just in time for her to come out of the room with her suitcase in tow.

Le Xin held her daughter with one hand and pulled the luggage with the other, she was still white, and there would be a ravine where the milky white arm was forced, and the luggage was too heavy for her.

"Babe. She smiled, and the brown lights of the hotel could shine no matter how dazzling.

"This, what's going on?"

Lexin's round belly came out of the door, higher than his chest, and the flesh-pink maternity clothes were slightly cocked. She let go of the hand holding the suitcase and went to get the room card at the door, her stomach was left in the corridor in front of Beibei's eyes, Beibei hadn't seen Le Xin for a long time, and her belly had grown so big that she was shocked by this big belly.

"It's been almost seven months. ”

Le Xin looked very happy, and the double chin under the little melon seed's face was bigger with a smile. She was about to give up on the girl next to her? Who knows? Bei Bei felt that she shouldn't ask, so she didn't say a word. The brilliance of motherhood makes Le Xin very beautiful, and his fair skin is probably ruddy because another vigorous life is growing. The red rash on her skin was big and bright, and under the skin seemed to be a lamp, a lamp brighter than fire, reflecting her face, full of youth.

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"Are you sure he has a leg with that woman or do you think he has a leg with that woman?" Bei Bei is just trying to find a reason to let Lexin go home now, she's pregnant again, isn't she?

"Beibei, you don't believe me?"

The suspicion on Lexin's face once again pierced Beibei. It's not that she doesn't believe in Lexin, but because she believes it, she will make excuses for Baoxi. Since Le Xin said that she didn't feel right, even if that leg hadn't really been inserted, at least Baoxi was mentally derailed.

Mental derailment is more terrible than anything for people like Lexin who regard love as life. Women's hearts have always been more orderly, so men always have to go to bed before they can be considered cheating, but when women have thoughts, the world is chaotic.

Bei Bei had a headache, she reached out and pinched her temples, and for a while she didn't find a suitable explanation, and neither of them spoke. Xiao Changle lay on the bed, as if she was sleepy, with her eyes closed, she was breathing evenly, and there was no sound gently, just the soft shoulders, up and down.

Le Xin moved to the bed: "Okay! Actually, I didn't see it, but he is really different, didn't you say it......?

"Okay!" Bei Bei stiffly interrupted Le Xin, who was stalking her neck and reasoning with herself, she probably told Le Xin too much, but now she is cold, she really doesn't know how to justify. Those deceptive words, she was not skilled enough, and persuaded Le Xin to go home, but now it seems impossible.

She pursed her lips: "Then what do you want to do? I remind you, you don't have a job, and you have a child with a not very healthy heart, and you are now seven months pregnant. ”

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Men can finally say that it is not their business to raise a family, but women are still in the same situation. Le Xin's straight neck just now finally drooped down, her neck was so beautiful, snow-white, slender and elegant, but that was not enough to keep anything.

"Can't I teach him a lesson, shouldn't I give him some color?"

"What do you think? Divorce him? Le Xin, I don't think Bao Xi has anything, he just has a little bit of an outside heart, this is nothing, right? There are almost two kinds of men in this world, one is with an outside heart and an outside guts, the other is an outside heart without an outside guts, and the rest are genetic mutations, understand? Just like a white lion, it is hard to meet. ”

"That ......" Le Xin seemed to see something clearly for the first time, so what she wanted to say didn't come out, there is almost nothing women can do about men cheating, isn't it?

"What's that? Bao Xi belongs to the one who has an external heart and no external guts, this kind of is good, what else do you want?"

"Didn't you say that a man has to leave him if he cheats?" Le Xin suddenly retorted loudly, she waved her hand vigorously, as if there was something in the air that she didn't want to see. She couldn't stop trembling, biting her lower lip, lowering her head, her fingers pinching the placket of the flesh-pink maternity dress, smoothing it back and forth, and repeating it in her mouth.

"That's a TV series, that's a politician's slogan, that's got to be rich. "Life is always very different from the values established when she was a child, Bei Bei touched Lexin's hand, she wanted her to shake less much, but Lexin pulled back.

"Okay, you divorced Baoxi, what are your plans for your life?" Still silent, Le Xin's tears fell on the sheets, slowly wetting that piece.

"You shouldn't have run out, how can you face this when you go back now?" Bei Bei was helpless. "This is a clear truth, you found out that your husband was cheating, and you can still stay by his side, what do you say that man has to be afraid of. ”

I don't know what touched her, Le Xin suddenly cried with tears on her face, she snorted and said: "Beibei, I know that I should not say anything, when there is nothing, Baoxi is a responsible man, he will not abandon me and the child." ”

"It's not a matter of abandonment now, big sister, it's not that serious. Bei Bei stretched out her hand to hug Le Xin, Xiao Changle suddenly woke up, she looked at her mother in shock, she couldn't know what Le Xin was for, but she still sat up quickly, and quietly touched her tears next to her mother.

Le Xin stroked Changle's head, that kind of sparse hair, just like her unhealth. She suddenly hugged the child tightly, Xiao Changle closed his eyes tightly, and tears were squeezed out.

"Doesn't he have any obvious performance?" Bei Bei continued, thinking that was the best help she could give Le Xin and let her face the reality, but before she could finish her words, Le Xin couldn't control it.

"But Beibei, I really like him, so I can't stand the slightest change in him. ”

With a snap, Bei Bei felt that her head was foggy and buzzing for a while, she couldn't hear anything clearly, as if someone had said it.

"Daughter-in-law, I won't leave you, but I have her in my heart, and I love her. "That's what a sense of responsibility, that's not wanting to live well.

"Don't make trouble, marriage is not love, don't ask too much. Bei Bei hugged Changle, handed the coat to Le Xin, and picked up the suitcase. "Let's go, I'll take you home. ”